- Yu Gui Article

Actually, I didn't have a heart for him from the beginning, I didn't have much feelings for him at first, I only regarded him as a friend or a brother, and I didn't think about it.

I still remember entering the palace with my mother when I was a child, and I learned from the laughter and conversation of those wives that I would definitely be a daughter-in-law for the royal family in the future. However, whether to marry Baili Changji or Baili Yuan, I haven't thought about it, and as for whether to be the crown prince and concubine, I haven't even thought about it. Although I was born in the royal family, I also know that the marriage is not arranged by myself, but I dislike this kind of marriage very much, and even disgust it, because I know in my heart that this is just a political marriage.

Later, Emperor Nan ordered me to be the crown princess directly, which was expected by my father and mother, but it was unexpected by me, because Baili Yuan didn't like me, he asked His Majesty to make Wen Er the concubine, and my hope was slim.

But I didn't expect it to go so smoothly, without even a little episode.

If you talk about episodes, the biggest episode should be my heart for Baili Yuan.

The process of my love for him has also gone through a lot of twists and turns.

When he was young, Baili Yuan was a medicine jar, and the time he spent in his dormitory was not as long as the time he spent in the medicine jar of the medicine hall; The food he ate was not as much as the medicine he drank, and the precious medicinal materials in the palace were almost not eaten by him. Later, in order to make it easier for him to treat his illness, His Majesty even directly settled him in the Medicine Palace.

Baili Yuan's biological mother, Queen Qi, is also a veritable sick beauty, when she was pregnant with Baili Yuan, the queen's diet was half of the grains and half of the medicine, and when she gave birth to him, she exhausted the last drop of essence and blood, and died early. Baili Yuan's disease was brought out of his mother's womb, so he couldn't complain about him.

His Majesty's heirs are scarce, and he only got Baili Yuan and Yonghe King in his life, as well as three princes such as Baili Fu, the abolished prince who died a long time ago. Baili Yuan is the most favored by His Majesty, and was established as the new prince of the East Palace a few days after his birth, and because of the early death of his own mother, His Majesty was not at ease to hand over to other concubines to raise, so he raised him under his knees and taught him personally, and the importance of Baili Yuan in the Nanzhan royal family can be seen!

Because of Baili Yuan's childish period, he spent time in a bunch of herbs, and there was often a smell of medicine on his body. Every time he met me, I was sick to my stomach by the smell of medicine on his body, I was straightforward and unabashed, or brainless, and I would cover my mouth and nose in front of him without fear.

It's just that Baili Yuan is a cold, arrogant and lonely person, how can he bear to be so disgusted by others. He seemed to be negative, trying his best to dissipate the smell of medicine on his body, and he had to take a bath every few hours a day. According to the news from the little yellow door that served him, the prince has a habit of cleanliness and likes to take a bath, and often refuses to get up until his skin is wrinkled.

Later, I asked him if it was because of my words that he found out that the smell of medicine was really unbearable. When he heard this, his face changed, and he began to hate me from then on.

So when we were very young, we barely spoke a few words.

When he was twelve or thirteen years old, his stubborn illness became more and more serious, and ordinary medicinal stones were no longer used. Wen Er's mother, Ling, was proficient in pharmacology, and was especially good at using medicinal diets and medicinal baths to recuperate, which was of great help to the weak Baili Yuan, so Baili Yuan also lived in the Zhongqing Hou Mansion for a period of time to recuperate.

During that time, he and Wener faced each other day by day.

Ask someone like Wen Er, who wouldn't like it. Baili Yuan's feelings for Wen Er probably came from that time.

When I was a child, as I am now, I have never been a gentle and virtuous woman, I move very much, and I am too bold to be bold. If you have a playful heart, you can go crazy anytime and anywhere, and often drag a hundred miles away is a bit of nonsense. I took him to climb the rockery of the Royal Garden, to fish in the maple dark river, to pick peaches on the peach forest in Shangshuyuan, when the thin Baili Yuan, where could it withstand such a toss, sometimes tired and sick, but he never blamed me once.

Later, he and I had a quarrel because of Wen Er.

It's not a big deal, because he says I'm not as good as Wen'er. Saying that I am short-tempered, not as kind as Wen Er, and disgusting me for jumping around, not like Wen Er's elegant manners - I have never been said like this, so naturally I am angry.

I was angry and secretly caught a human-faced spider and put it in Baili Yuan's book, intending to scare him, who made him say that I was inferior to Wen Er. But what I didn't expect was that because of my small belly chicken intestines, it almost caused a big disaster.

Because of his illness, Baili Yuan was locked in the room all the year round to recuperate, and he saw few people, and he was not as brave as he is now.

That's when I realized that I was in trouble. In those days, I didn't dare to go out of the door, and I hid in my room and saw no one. I thought, if I let His Majesty know that I killed his precious son, then I would have to do it, and I would not let our whole family be buried together.

Therefore, during that time, I lived in fear every day, for fear that His Majesty would investigate it.

But in the end, nothing happened, and nothing came to my detriment. After several ups and downs of life and death, Baili Yuan came back to life in the end.

Finally, the wind and waves were calm, and my life was quite stable, and I was even more glad that my head was still on my neck, and I said in my heart, fortunately, I didn't know that I did it, otherwise how could I endure it until now, and I didn't come to settle the account.

I don't know if it's because I'm grateful for this, or if I've been interested in Baili Yuan in the first place, since then, I've found that I'm in love with him, and then I'm like a demon, and I hunker around him every day.

I think we are obviously a very good match, but it's a pity that we ...... Baili Yuan loves someone else.

If a person is moved by emotions and tastes red dust, he will not become like his original self. Will be cautious, will be cranky. A casual look from his sweetheart can guess countless reasons, secretly wondering if he has changed his mind, but there is a new love. I sneered, I don't have to worry about this, and it's not because I'm relieved that I'm a person, but I'm not remembered by him, not the person he loves, and if he is emotionally affectionate with her, naturally he can't talk about losing me. Besides, Wen Er was what he was interested in in the first place, and in a sense, he obstructed others.

It's just that under this heart, it is sour and bitter, and it is uncomfortable.

He was never able to let go of the cinnabar mole of his youth. So far, all I can do is sigh.

I often like him on my lips, always around him, my mother told me not to be so active, saying that I must keep the reserve and subtlety of my daughter's family, if the man is interested, you don't need to be obsessed with it every day, and he will favor you, but if he has no intention of being with you, let you please in every way, and he can be ruthless. But at that time, where did I care about this, thinking that I would always linger in front of his eyes, and after a long time, I would be able to enter his heart from his eyes. But as I got older, I still couldn't get into his heart. Only then did I realize that what my mother said was true.

Wen Er is pregnant, and Baili is with her every day, shushing the cold and asking for warmth, caring and caring, and she is even more alienated from me.

In the past, he would come to see me occasionally, for a month or half a month, but this month, he didn't come to see me for more than half a month. But I'm still angry, and it's not uncommon for him to be uncommon.

And the last time I saw him, it was thanks to Wen'er.

That evening, with red clouds and a warm breeze, I sat under the begonia tree in the yard and nibbled on the small roast chicken without any image. Just as I was gnawing on my face and wanting to suck my fingers, the footsteps behind me started, and I turned around, but it was a hundred miles away.

I dropped the drumsticks, wiped my mouth, and greeted them.

He has starry eyebrows, and he is still very handsome. He has always shown himself to be gentle and elegant, and although he is not very kind to me, he is also polite in the end. But this time, he didn't even have the politeness he had before, and replaced it with the disgust faintly revealed between his eyebrows.

I couldn't help but freeze in place, looking at him fixedly.

The air smelled of greasy roast chicken, mixed with the fragrance of osmanthus wafting in the courtyard.

I was face to face with him, and he looked at me intently for a long time without speaking.

Could it be that he dislikes me with a shiny face? Thinking of this, I subconsciously rubbed my hand on the skirt and grinned at him embarrassedly.

His eyes are deep and shiny, as if he can see into people's hearts. I looked at it like this, my face flushed, and when I looked around, there were only the two of us left in the huge courtyard. There was silence all around, and his soft sigh was solemn, and I suddenly felt extremely embarrassed, so I had to lower my head and say, "You look at me like this, is there something on my face?" ”

He didn't speak, and his brow furrowed a little deeper.

I raised my hand and slowly wiped my face. He took a step closer to me, obviously not doing anything, not saying anything, but I felt an awe-inspiring momentum pressing over me, making people breathless.

I was so uncomfortable with him that I couldn't help but ask, "What's wrong with you, why are you looking at me like this?" You have something to say. ”

He opened his mouth suddenly, and his tone was contemptuous: "What have you done yourself, don't you know yourself, and you still want me to break you?"

I was stunned and said dumbly, "I...... What did I do? ”

"If you have any grievances against me, just say it, why bother to show me a face. I thought I was keeping to myself, and I hadn't done anything. ”

"You're still pretending, don't you take the initiative to confess?"

I was at a loss, with a vague premonition. As the saying goes, the tree wants to be quiet and the wind does not stop, but I am afraid that I have not done anything, and others have already come to find trouble for me. It seems that he came to me for the sake of Wen'er, but what is it for?

I looked down at the ground, suddenly raised my head to look at him, and smiled: "Say, what do you want me to confess?" What exactly have I done that I need to confess, you might as well make it clear. ”

"Okay, you don't know, then let me make it clear to you. How vicious are you doing...... You're right to the mother."

Before he finished speaking, at this moment, Dongzhu hurriedly walked into the courtyard, and saw Baili Yuan and me kneeling on the ground and playing: "His Royal Highness the Prince, Crown Princess, Wen Liangdi is outside to pay homage to the Crown Princess." When the slave saw that His Royal Highness the Crown Prince and the Crown Princess were talking, they did not dare to be specialized, so they came to ask His Royal Highness the Crown Prince for instructions. ”

"Of course it's to invite Wen Liangdi in, do you need to say more?"

Baili Yuan's cold gaze withdrew from me, and he personally stepped forward to help Wen Er come in.