Chapter 40: Questioning
I didn't look back at the look on Reyou's face when he said this, but I could feel my heart sink again. I didn't think to ask him why? I always feel that since a man has said that he is leaving you, what is the point of asking the reason for it?
So I got out of the car with my luggage on my back. Liyou also drove the car away mercilessly.
I didn't look back, and I believe that Li You didn't look back either, even if he looked at me!
The moment his car drove away, I couldn't stop crying anymore, and I even cried out loud. In order to avoid everyone from seeing, I carried my school bag and packed food, ran to the toilet, covered my mouth and cried.
It's not that I'm afraid of crying and making people laugh, it's that someone is pooping next to the pit I chose, and I'm crying again and don't want to go out. I can only cry like this.
Luckily, I didn't wear makeup today, otherwise I would have cried as a national treasure by accident. I don't know how long I cried, I just knew I was crying hungry.
If you had the pleasure of interviewing me on a street interview, ask me if you want your ex to be good or bad? I will definitely say without hesitation: "I hope that my ex, eat less, stay up more late, have a fever and cold without treatment, and just let it burn itself to death is the best." "If I were to put it simply, I would like him to be poor and get worse every day.
Yes, I'm that vicious.
But after I cursed, I didn't buy a ticket back to Fujian, I took a taxi to the city center and chose an ordinary hotel, and bought a few bottles of red wine, accompanied by my dish that had already been cold from the smell of the toilet.
I locked the door of the room tightly, not because I was afraid that someone would arrest me, but because I was afraid that if I got drunk, what would happen to people. After doing this series of actions, pick up a bundle of paper on the edge of the balcony, take a sip of wine, a mouthful of food, a piece of paper, and cry!
When I woke up the next day, it was already noon. I got up sleepily, glanced at my phone, and I shook my shoulders and ignored it. Flipping through WeChat, what did he send me, have you arrived home? Tell me when you arrive.
It's really fake to die. I got up, took a shower, put on a beautiful makeup, and wore a white cheongsam dress.
I decided, I'm going to see Song Yuxi.
I'm not good at all, but I don't think the boy I like is like that. Yes, I don't give up.
When I appeared in front of Song Yuxi's ward in high heels, my pretense of chic was suddenly beaten back to its original shape.
Especially seeing that Liyou was busy taking care of Song Yuxi.
A lady dressed as a noblewoman looked strange at the door and didn't go in, so he patted me on the shoulder: "Who are you looking for?" ”
I looked back, I hadn't seen this lady, so I smiled awkwardly: "I...... I'm looking for Lin Shu. "I made up a random name and said.
The lady looked at me impatiently and said, "You have made a mistake. This is my daughter's hospital room. ”
"I'm sorry."
I smiled awkwardly and turned to leave.
It didn't take long for Liyou to chase him out. Kindly, he saw me.
"Didn't you go back to Fujian?"
I pretended to be calm and said, "If you let me go back, I'll go back?" Am I not very faceless? "When I said this, I completely forgot that I said yesterday that I was going to the train station to go back to Fujian.
"And what are you going to do?"
"What do you care about me? I didn't prevent you from kissing me and me with Song Yuxi. ”
Li You smiled dumbly, "Have you eaten?" ”
"Dr. Li, I don't think we're friends to talk to!" I said viciously, straightened my back, and left thinking I was very chic.
But I knew that from the moment I walked into the hospital, from the moment I saw him, I knew that I was just acting in a humiliating way.
I didn't go far, and I was still unconvinced and called to ask Liyou to come out.
I figured out how he would reject me coldly, but he didn't.
We made an appointment at "a café".
When I first came to Shanghai, I fell in love with this "café" for the first time. The décor is a bit like the eighties and nineties, it's huge. Occasionally, when I have free time, I like to sit by the window on the second floor of this café. Sit quietly.
I remember the last time I was sitting, there was a couple across from me talking about divorce. I was thinking that if one day I were separated from the person I loved, here, I think my memories would become a little fairytale.
So I sat opposite each other by the window on the second floor, and I didn't ask him what he wanted to drink, but directly ordered him a cup of my favorite brown sugar macchiato.
I didn't look at him, I thought I had calmed down and asked, "Are you with Song Yuxi?" ”
The funny thing is that I still expect him to say no, and he has a reason. As a result, he picked up his coffee, took a sip, and did not answer.
"Good. You tell me, where, where am I not doing well? We were fine the other day, weren't we? ”
I admit that I didn't break down, and when I said such humble words, I shed tears for my grievances.
"Yiren, you are very good, you still have a lot of options. I think, I love to talk about Xi. ”
Hearing this, I don't think there's anything left to say. I clenched my fists and tried to stand up with restraint, I wanted to leave quietly. But I didn't take two steps before I turned around and gave Liyou a slap, and roared completely recklessly: "You love her, you me?" ”
I was shaking all over my body, and I knew I had used all my strength! Tears flowed down her face, "Liyou, I love you." I never expected you to respond to me, do you know that I loved you for eight years. In the past eight years, I have never thought of pestering you, and I didn't even take the initiative to confess. Why are you doing this to me? Why? ”
I wiped my tears helplessly and questioned him. His expression looked hurt and he wanted to take me into his arms, and I pushed him away. "Get out. Don't touch me with your dirty hands. Liyou, in this life, I will never forgive you. You wait for me, you make me feel bad, will I make you feel better? Want me to bless you? Don't. After saying that, I ran out of the café in two steps and one step at a time, and before I ran away, I didn't forget to say to the front desk, "Let him pay." ”
Scolding was cool for a while, and I felt stupid afterwards. In public, is that funny for me? I didn't have a face for a while