Qiao Nian breathed a sigh of relief, the corners of his mouth were reluctantly pulled, and then he said slowly: "I never felt that all my debts to you could be covered up with a word of inadequacy. ”

It's as if some things, for some people, hurt have always been deep-rooted.

She can't forget the things that happened in the past, so what information does she have to hope that Li Yao will forget the things she took with him.

Maybe at the beginning, I was enjoying it tacitly, and I couldn't help but let myself fall deeper and deeper.

But in the end, I always have to wake up.

Therefore, for many things, the person who suffers the most is often the one who is unwilling to let go.

She wasn't, and now she shouldn't.

Then, she can bear all the hurt and all the accusations she has brought to people.

"I used to tell you with certainty that I was completely wrong with you from the beginning, but now, obviously, I can't say that anymore." As she spoke, she raised her eyes to look at her, breathed a sigh of relief, and then said slowly, "Because from beginning to end, I am the only one who is wrong." ”

Li Yao was silent, and finally said coldly: "Is it interesting for you to go through old accounts like this?" ”

Qiao Nian's eyebrows twisted slightly, and he laughed stupidly: "How can this be regarded as turning over old accounts?" ”

"Or what?"

There was a smile in Qiao Nian's bright eyes, and finally it dimmed a little bit.

Because, she suddenly understood, in fact, Li Yao was not in the same thinking dimension as her from the beginning.

She wanted to end everything that seemed absurd as soon as possible, and Li Yao was just when she did a wrong and troublesome thing.

He had the need to be angry, but he had no reason to blame anyone.

He had never been like Qiao Nian, and he was going to end this.

Because, what he cares about is the person in front of him, so his connivance with her has become unstandard because he cares.

He would be angry, but he wouldn't want to lose her because of it.

Can......

The corners of Qiao Nian's mouth twitched, and he smiled helplessly and indifferently: "I don't understand, why do extremely smart people like the two of us always do such self-deceptive things?" ”

"I have never believed in long-term love, for you, and for Ji Bei." Qiao Nian also looked at him, his tone was flat and casual, as if he was saying something that had nothing to do with him: "As for you, the person you really want to love is not me, right?" ”

Li Yao's elegant eyes trembled slightly.

Qiao Nian just smiled: "You don't have to say anything in a hurry, since I will say so, I naturally know everything." ”

As he spoke, the corners of his mouth raised casually: "I used to only experience a not-so-good relationship with that person, and I never got along with that person, but who knows what you said, she is really dead?" ”

"Of course......" Qiao Nian was silent for a while, and then added: "I didn't expect that you had never fallen in love with each other at all, and you have never gotten it since you were a young crush." ”

"Your feelings are deeper than I imagined, naturally, I also know that you have been hoping to get some comfort from me for more than a year, and you must have thought about it, that person, what if it was me?"

"So you're true to me. I know that I am not, but I hope that God can feel your affection and give you a miracle. It's just that such a romantic and warm scene is really difficult to happen in real life. ”

"Qiao Nian!"

At first, Li Yao just listened quietly.

After all, what Qiao Nian said just now, he couldn't deny it.

But: "I've never treated you like anyone." ”

"If you hadn't thought that I looked a little like the person in your memory, would you have promised me when I found you?"

"Yes."

Li Yao replied without any hesitation.

Qiao Nian's mouth opened, speechless, and he only smiled abruptly for a long time: "I forgot, what has happened, there is no possibility to do it again, naturally, the so-called if, is just a meaningless assumption." ”

said, paused, and then continued: "Divorce, that's the end of it." ”

"Her father was critically ill and you went to visit that time, I was also in the hospital, not following you, someone asked me to go." Qiao Nian looked at him and said, "I never blamed you, of course, you didn't do anything wrong." I'm just not used to being someone else's stand-in, and you could say that you've never used me as anyone's stand-in, but in the days that followed, I felt uncomfortable just thinking about it. ”

"There are indeed some things between me and Ji Bei that haven't been clarified, so I don't want to be so unclear anymore."

"Maybe the end is not the perfect solution for us, but it's better than a stalemate."

"They are all smart people, and the development of things is gradually no longer under your control, why don't we stop the loss in time?"

"Is it Ji Bei?" Li Yao's deep voice became more and more gloomy.

Qiao Nian was stunned, then shook his head with a smile: "It has nothing to do with Ji Bei." ”

"I said, when I went to the hospital, did Ji Bei ask you to go?" Li Yao asked.

Qiao Nian: "It has nothing to do with Ji Bei." ”

It's still such an understatement.

However, it completely stung Li Yao.

He grabbed her wrist tightly, and without saying a word, pulled her upstairs to the bedroom.

Qiao Nian was thrown on the bed by him, and soon, he bullied her, and she just put her arm between the chests of the two, without resisting, but looked at him more and more calmly: "Before we officially divorced, what you want to do with me is a matter of course, including love." But, don't you feel diaphragm? ”

"What is the difference between sleeping with a woman who doesn't love you and those services that you can buy for money outside?"

It is true that Qiao Nian always knows how to poke a knife in Li Yao's heart, steadily, accurately, and neatly.

Li Yao seemed to be crazy, let her practice herself, let her practice him.

He is, the madness of jealousy.

"You used to love Ji Bei deeply, even if you don't want him anymore, you won't allow others to hurt him for half a point." Li Yao clutched her wrist tightly, gritted his teeth and said, "So, you can put up with Ji Bei's engagement to Qiao Yan, but you can't get used to Qiao Yan embarrassing him in front of so many people, so what about me......"

"You got rid of me in front of so many people, did you ever think about how embarrassed I would be if you did that?"

Even if Qiao Nian doesn't love Ji Bei anymore, he can still easily make him jealous.

As for Li Yao, he seemed to have known that this would be the case for a long time, so if he didn't hurt Ji Bei, even if he was jealous to death, he would definitely not touch him at all.

It's just that in the end, he underestimated the woman and Qiao Yan, knowing that she had exhausted all her tricks, but he never saw through what she wanted.

He thought that what she wanted was Ji Bei, so the two of them got engaged, and he was happy to see it happen so he didn't have any defense, but he didn't expect it......

"I naturally know that I embarrassed you, but I can't ......help it" This time, Qiao Nian didn't hide anything from Li Yao: "As you said, even if I will never be with him, I will never let her be hurt in the slightest, no one." ”

"I know you care, and anyone else will mind, but I can't do anything about you." Qiao Nian's wrist was clenched by her, and she moved her wrist slightly uncomfortably, but soon, the strength on Li Yao's hand was a little heavier.

He gritted his teeth and looked at her, his voice cold and indifferent: "It's uncomfortable, isn't it?" ”

Qiao Nian didn't speak, but the look in his eyes was enough to explain everything.

"But I used to care too much about your feelings, and even cared that you completely ignored my existence." Li Yao had never disobeyed her wishes, but now, he was willing to watch her hurt.

"Niannian, am I not good to you?" Li Yao's deep eyes locked on her firmly, and her eyes were full of undoubted suppression: "I'm also good to you, why can't you care about me as much as you care about Ji Bei?" I've never expected you to be like him to me, so why can't you even do half of it? ”

"Li Yao, why are you doing this?" Qiao Nian only thought it was funny: "Why do you bother to compromise with me? ”

"I just want you to be nice to me, can't you?" When Li Yao said this, his eyes were about to turn red, he gritted his teeth and looked at Qiao Nian, sneering casually, and then, taking a deep breath, he gritted his teeth and said: "Teacher Mo, they think I don't care about you, Qiao Yu, Xiao Li, and even Jiang Chen think that I haven't been open to you because they don't take you seriously at all, naturally, they have never taken me seriously, and they never feel that I am who you are." ”

"And you, it's just a relationship, even if it's the same as Ji Bei for ten years, after ten years, you're tired of me, you're still you, I'm still me, they're your family, friends, and I won't have anything to do with it, I never believed in people in clusters before, but your friends are just as ruthless as you, aren't they?"

On the surface, they seem to be amiable, but Qiao Yu and him have always been clear, he treats Qiao Nian as his own sister, but he is still used to calling him Mr. Li.

Other than that, there is nothing more.

"I'm still alone, am I?" Li Yao took a deep breath and said slowly after a while: "So you'd rather I still be alone, right?" ”

"Am I not alone?" Her voice was faint: "I'm not afraid, what are you afraid of?" ”

"But I've had enough of being alone."

"Then I don't want to settle with you."

"Didn't you promise me that I would try to love me?"

"I tried, I didn't fall in love." Qiao Nian hesitated for a long time before adding, "You also tried to love me, right?" Are you in love? ”

Li Yao didn't speak.

"You see, you have tried so hard for so long, and you still haven't fallen in love with me, so why do you ask me to fall in love with you?" Qiao Nian's voice was slow, clear and simple: "You should have stopped the loss in time, so that you will fall deeper and deeper, and it will only make yourself more painful, I will not treat habit as love, please, don't think so." ”