124. Homesickness
Walking alone on the palace road of Hede Palace, Su Jinyu's heart couldn't help but be a little confused.
The evening breeze blew on her cheeks, leaving some bitter pain, and the sunset had disappeared behind the green hills, waiting for the next appearance. Su Jinyu clasped her hands around her chest and quietly looked at the clouds not far away, never feeling that this clouds were also so beautiful, and they were different from the sunset.
It wasn't until the darkness gradually fell that Su Jinyu pulled out of the boundless thoughts, and couldn't help rubbing her arms with her hands.
"It's time to eat, Mama asked me to come and call you." Qin Xin could see her here alone from afar, and she didn't know what she was doing, and she vaguely felt that something seemed to be happening again.
Su Jinyu barely squeezed a smile from the corner of her lips, and nodded lightly to Qin Xin who was walking towards her, in fact, she was really not hungry, in order to be able to make pasta that satisfied the imperial chef when she was in the imperial dining room, she tried a lot of ingredients, but she didn't want to, all of this was their own cleverness, but she suffered a lot of accusations.
She said that what she wanted was ordinary pasta, but in the eyes of others, how could she, as a queen, be interested in the food of ordinary people, although she was the daughter of the prime minister's family before, although she could not eat and drink, but she was also worry-free.
Su Jinyu sighed lightly and shook her head, and walked towards the apse that belonged to them with Qin Xin.
In addition to providing rest for the palace maids, there is also a kitchen for the palace maids to eat, and the palace maids who are not assigned to clean the front hall every day stay to clean the apse, not only to cook but also to clean a lot of things.
Each meal is made by a different palace maid, although it is like this, but the old lady is worried that everyone's craftsmanship is uneven, so she specially sent someone to stay here, if any palace maid can not make a decent meal, then in the future, she is cut off and can not do it a second time.
After eating, Su Jinyu and Qin Xin sat in the courtyard, and deliberately wore an extra cotton jacket to resist the cold. They weren't on duty tonight, so naturally they were free all night, and Qin Xin said that she couldn't sleep, so Su Jinyu accompanied her to the courtyard.
In a few days, it will be a new year. Qin stared up at the starry sky blankly, and after all, she was about to be fifteen.
In ordinary people's homes, women's fifteen and her hair are the most important things at first sight, but now that she is here, even death is rarely remembered.
"Jinyu, I'm so homesick, I really want to go back and have a look." Qin Xin turned her head sideways and stared at Su Jinyu's side face. She had never mentioned her family in front of Su Jinyu, and this time, she really couldn't stop the homesickness that overflowed in her chest.
Although, in that family, she was also humble as a slave, even if she had a father, but she rarely received the slightest love, and if it were not for the fact that she could not bear the pain brought by her stepmother, she would not have fled into the palace.
"I haven't seen my father and mother since I can remember, and I don't know what my home is like. If I hadn't met him, maybe I would still be wandering. "The starry sky in winter is the clearest," Su Jinyu looked sideways at Qin Xin and said softly.
His eyes were filled with warm tears, like bright stars.