Chapter 72: Self-esteem is gone
I secretly said to myself in my heart that I must be good to this man in the future.
So I looked at him with my head in my hands, and he occasionally looked back at me, blinked inexplicably and continued to cook.
After a while, two bowls of fragrant pork rib noodles were served.
I'm also drunk. I love pork ribs, and I admit that I love pork rib noodles. But don't eat pork rib noodles every time you meet!
What's more, I already ate pork rib noodles at noon today.
"Don't like it?"
Li You stared at the noodles in the bowl without moving my chopsticks, and asked unhappily.
I immediately picked up the chopsticks and said with a smile, "I like it." I, I think it's rare for you to remember that I like to eat pork rib noodles. I've almost forgotten how long it's been since I've eaten your pork rib noodles. As I spoke, I watched as he ignored me and began to eat.
At this time, I didn't feel embarrassed and ate along.
A bowl of noodles under the stomach, the stomach is warm, and the heart seems to be warm.
I wanted to consciously clean up the dishes and chopsticks, but he didn't give me a chance to pick up the dishes and chopsticks and wash them.
Looking at his handsome back, although he has never been romantic with me, it seems that he always treats me in his way, and I am stupid not to know.
"Liyou, when did you like me?"
As soon as I finished speaking, I could see Liyou's obvious hand pause, and then resume brushing the dishes naturally.
When I saw that he didn't answer, I walked up to him and said with a smile, "What about you!" When did you fall in love with me? ”
Liyou exhaled, glanced sideways at me, then took off the gloves for washing dishes, took my hand to the door, and said condescendingly, "We can't do it." Don't you understand Chinese? Don't stick to me like a dog skin plaster, okay? Didn't you say you wouldn't forgive me until I ran naked down the streets? Why, when you hear that I have done so much for you, you forget everything? Hehe~ You're so easy to deceive. A bowl of noodles, and you're going to be with me? Did I have bad taste, or did I give you the illusion that my taste had deteriorated? ”
"Liyou, until now, is there anything I don't know. So, so you're going to say something like that, haha, push me away again! I pretended to be relaxed and smacked his shoulder with my fist and said, "Don't make a fuss." I know it all. ”
Li You grabbed my hand at once, "You want to know, right? Okay, then I'll tell you. More than two years ago, you didn't prescribe the wrong medicine, someone changed the drug list, and your uremia treatment drug was also deliberately released. That's right, ostensibly, I did it to protect you. But, in fact, I was there to protect her. I should have taken responsibility for the mistakes she made. Please don't be sentimental. ”
I was embarrassed as if I had been struck by lightning and said, "No way." Didn't you say a few days ago that you might be in love with me! ”
"Yes. So do you think I might have fallen in love with you more than two years ago? Don't be stupid, little master. In my heart, you are a master, I am an apprentice, and we are a generation! Do you love me that much? Love yourself so much that you don't have any self-esteem? ”
"Smack!" Before Liyou could finish speaking, I slapped him and looked at him fixedly. People say that human eyes are the windows of the soul, and I see openness in his eyes.
I just thought I was so funny. I didn't cry, I took out the key to his house from my pocket and put it on his desk, then walked to the entrance of the door again, and looked at Liyou with a smile, "Thank you for the rib noodles, I ...... I pay for my stupidity. I deserve it. But anyway, I still thank you. You don't like me, you really don't have to say such hurtful things. I've been immune to a lot of things for more than two years. Including hurtful words. After saying that, I straightened my back and left step by step.
Little did I know at the time that tears were snatched from his eyes the moment I turned around. If I had even looked back at that time, maybe we wouldn't have come together for so many years!
On the way back from Liyou's house, my mind was very confused. I feel so stupid, I don't even have time to accompany Coco in order to see him. What the hell am I trying to figure out.
In order not to worry Li Wen, I wandered outside the villa for a long time, trying not to have a bad mood, and then entered the house with a smile.
I didn't know that Li Wen only looked at me and knew that I was injured again, so he handed me a bowl of white fungus soup. I sat opposite each other, and Li Wen looked at me like an old mother and drank soup and said, "If you are in a bad mood, drink something sweet, and your mood will improve." ”
"Can you help me find someone to find out who replaced the medicine list I prescribed? And me and ...... How the developed drugs for the treatment of uremia entered the market. ”
Li Wen blinked, nodded thoughtfully, walked to the sofa, took out his mobile phone, and walked outside to make a call.
When he came back, he said to me with concern, "Don't worry! I've asked the private investigator to do it. In fact, a lot has happened in the past two years. It's really not wise for you to just hear some and then moth to the fire and not listen to the dean. You didn't think Dean Li, he might ......"
I didn't want to hear any justification for him, so I interrupted and said, "Wrong is wrong." I've let go of all my stature, all my pride, to chase. After so many years and no response, you now tell me that he may have a hard time, but you can't tell me. Then when it comes out one day, he will appear in front of me like a savior, making everything my fault, if I don't forgive, I'm ignorant, I'm ruthless. Levin, do you know how much courage I have mustered up in the past two days to forget the hurtful words he said to me, to forget that there are still the scars on my heart that he has hurt, to forget what he said to me that he doesn't love me, to chase him again. But I found that I was not as happy as I imagined, and I had to carefully cater to him whether he was happy or not, and thank him for what he did for me. In exchange for this, the scar was uncovered again, and then, again. At that, I started to choke up and laugh, "Hahaha...... Haha, hehe...... I suddenly realized that I couldn't stop laughing. Hahaha......"
Li Wen came over sadly and hugged me. "Don't laugh. Yiren, don't laugh. ”
"Li Wen, do you know, I've been dreaming about it for the past two days, if I let go of everything and reconcile with him, and then take him to appear in front of my parents. Then we get married, and then, my cocoa can rightfully hang in my name. Then my Coco's parents are not my brother and sister-in-law. That way, I can rightly say that this is my child, not my niece. Hahaha...... Lee, you say, I can't be bad. ”
Let go of my Li Wen, snorted and looked at me, "Yiren~"
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