Chapter Seventy-Seven: Resolving Doubts
"What about Jing Jingting? Do you feel sorry for her too? After all, someone else introduced you to her on a blind date, but in the end you chose to be with her cousin. Qin Cang continued to ask as if stirring up trouble on the side.
Ji Yuanliang was quite calm when he heard Jing Jingting's name: "I don't have anything to be sorry for her, I didn't promise to have any result with her at the beginning, and she herself has long been relieved about my affairs with Xiaowan, we are good friends now, and we will chat a few words from time to time." ”
This "has long been relieved" seems to imply something else, which seems to mean that Jing Jingting once had a stage where she couldn't let go, which is not different from what Tian Jingwan's parents and brother mentioned. It's just that Jing Jingting is really relieved after that, especially after her own marital status is not satisfactory, this is very interesting, and the subjective thing, if it is not put into practical action, no one can say for sure that it will be this or that. Whether it is the same as Jing Jingting before they advertised, and she now has the same pity for Ji Yuanliang and the like, only she knows.
In addition, Ji Yuanliang didn't seem to be very dissatisfied with his married life, and he seemed to be willing to make all kinds of requests to Tian Jingwan, which was somewhat different from what Jing Jingting had mentioned to them before. So Tang Guo decided to ask.
"Do you usually keep in touch with Jing Jingting often?" Tang Guo looked at Ji Yuanliang and asked.
Ji Yuan Liang Muran's expression was slightly more embarrassed at this moment, he pursed his lips, did not speak immediately, and only after a while seemed to use a lot of courage to nod.
"I know how you're going to react when I nod my head, you must think I'm a bad person, right? I went on a blind date with the cousin of the two sisters, but then I chose to be with my cousin, and after so many years of marriage and childbirth, I still have contact with the cousin who was on a blind date in private. Ji Yuanliang said listlessly, "But there is really nothing between me and Jing Jingting, except for Xiaowan in my life, it is impossible for me to fall in love with anyone else." Jingting people are actually quite good, the two of us are just not the type who can love each other and become husband and wife. When I first went on a blind date, she probably didn't take a fancy to me much, so she was lukewarm to me, and I was at a loss during that period, so I found a way to contact Xiaowan, and wanted Xiaowan to ask, if Jingting really didn't take a fancy to me, it doesn't matter, give me a happy answer, and I won't bother about this matter. As a result, I never thought about it, just like that, I fell in love with Xiaowan. Strictly speaking, Jing Ting is equivalent to the matchmaker between me and Xiaowan, so it is not an exaggeration to say so. ”
"Then you have contact with Jing Jingting, does Tian Jingwan know?" Tang Guo asked again.
The embarrassed look on Ji Yuanliang's face also became a little thicker: "I knew it at first." ”
"What do you mean by knowing in the first place?"
"It's that I didn't plan to hide it from Xiaowan at the beginning, and Owen felt that it was her cousin after all, and she was also a relative of her own family, and there was no connection between relatives, but Xiaowan was unhappy when she found out, and she still seemed to mind the incident when I went on a blind date with Jingting, so I didn't mention it in front of her later."
"Don't mention it?" When Qin Cang heard Ji Yuanliang's statement, he suddenly smiled, "Shouldn't it be out of touch?" It's just not to mention, that is to say, the correspondence between you and Jing Jingting has changed from the bright plank road to the dark Chen Cang? Don't you love Tian Jingwan very much? If you love her so much, why do you do something that upsets her? ”
"I really love Xiaowan, and my love for Xiaowan can be learned!" Ji Yuanliang's face was dark, but his tone was extraordinarily firm, "But I am also a person, I also have my own side, Xiaowan is too strong, so there are always various plans and requirements for me, I understand that she is for my good, I hope I can become stronger, so that she and my family are happy, but even a big mule and a big horse can't keep whipping and forcing them to run hard, and they have to take a break when it's time to take a break." I sometimes feel very stressed and tired, and at this time I want someone who can understand my distress and will not leak these things to Xiaowan, Jingting happens to be a good listener, so I have been in touch with Xiaowan behind Xiaowan's back......"
"Then why don't you tell Tian Jingwan about your dissatisfaction with Tian Jingwan herself? Isn't communicating with her the only way to solve the problem? If you don't tell her to find a tree hole outside, what problem can this solve? Tang Guo is very puzzled by Ji Yuanliang, a person who is almost forty years old, and is still so brainless to solve problems, in her opinion, if there is a problem, communicate and solve, if you don't want to communicate and solve it, then simply accept it, on the one hand, she obeys Tian Jing's words, and on the other hand, she goes to complain to outsiders in private, the problem will not disappear automatically because of this, and the dissatisfaction in her heart will only accumulate more and more, this approach is not substantially different from Yang Fengyin violation, nor is it a virtuous circle.
And combined with the current case, there are still many parts of Ji Yuanliang's whereabouts that cannot be confirmed for the time being, how long has this bad cycle between him and Tian Jingwan continued, and how many negative emotions have accumulated in Ji Yuanliang's heart in addition to his love for Tian Jingwan, which is very important.
Tang Guo never doubted that Ji Yuanliang loved Tian Jingwan, if he just didn't love it, he had the capital to choose to leave. What is really worrying is that this kind of resentment is deeply suppressed love, and sometimes the deeper the love, the more intense the hatred that will eventually deteriorate under the accumulated resentment.
"I don't dare." Ji Yuanliang shook his head, the interesting thing is that what he said was not unwilling or unwilling, but he didn't dare, "Xiaowan has always felt full of hope for me, I'm afraid that she will be disappointed, I'm afraid that she will feel that she has lost her eyes and married the wrong person, I hope she can feel that marrying me is the most correct decision in this life, I am no worse than those young talents who have pursued her before, so I can't let her know that I can't do it." ”
After Ji Yuanliang finished speaking, he covered his face with two hands, his voice choked again, and tears flowed down his fingers again: "What's the use of talking about this now!" No matter how hard I try in the future, there's no point in Xiao Wan is gone, I want to prove my ability to anyone......"
Tang Guo looked at Ji Yuanliang crying bitterly, and her feelings in her heart were very complicated, she felt sympathy and sadness for this man for losing his beloved wife, and felt that the so-called affection and happiness between Ji Yuanliang and Tian Jingwan seemed to be far from what she thought before, and some of them had changed their taste, and they felt a little weird.
These two people seem to love each other very much, but in fact, they are deceiving each other, one in order to eliminate the superiority of her husband's objective conditions, she has packaged herself as a person who is studious and motivated, has many suitors, and has a love life like a blank sheet of paper, and the other is obviously very depressed and hardworking, but she has to pretend to be without complaints, and the husband and wife are of the same heart. Behind such an illusion, no one can say what is breeding other than love, the only thing that is certain is that it is not a good phenomenon.
Qin Cang made him cry for a while, and then asked, "Let's go back to City A tomorrow, are you here that the important matter has not been dealt with yet, and you need to wait a while, or can you go back with us?" ”
"Nothing is more important than Xiao Wan's business." Ji Yuanliang raised his head, his eyes were very red, "I'll book a ticket now, and I'll go with you tomorrow, my husband is incompetent and hasn't been able to protect his wife from harm, so deal with her funeral and settle her parents-in-law and children, this is the only thing I can do for her in the end." ”
After finishing speaking, he bent himself up, touched his mobile phone in a panic, and looked up the phone number of the booking agent in the address book with trembling hands, I don't know if Fang Cai's crying and sadness consumed most of his physical strength, he now looks very weak, as if he may faint anytime and anywhere.
The phone was connected, and Ji Yuanliang's mobile phone turned on the speaker, so that Qin Cang and Tang Guo could clearly hear what the person on the phone said. Because the booking was too late, the economy class of the plane on which Qin Cang and Tang Guo returned was already full, and only the business class still had vacant seats, so Ji Yuanliang asked the agent to help him book a business class ticket, and by the way, he also asked the other party to upgrade Tang Guo and Qin Cang's tickets.
"You don't have to spend so much," Tang Guo felt that this was not good, after all, Ji Yuanliang was not only the victim's family, in a sense, he was also a suspect involved in the case, and now Ji Yuanliang paid out of his pocket to help them upgrade their tickets, which always gave people the illusion of taking advantage of others' shortcomings, so after Ji Yuanliang ended the call, he said to him, "It's not only this flight, this flight is full, and it's the same if you book another flight." ”
"You don't have to think about it," Ji Yuanliang shook his head at her, "I did this out of a kind of risk avoidance, I know that you will definitely suspect that after I failed in business, will I move the idea of dragging my wife and children to die together, maybe I just killed my wife here, and there is a sudden turnaround over there, so I changed my mind and didn't want to die, right?" So I think that from now on, I will always be under your nose for the best, and for me, I also have someone to keep you company, and for you, I can also solve your doubts. ”
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