I remember the only time she had her birthday, the cake on the table, the delicate beauty exuded a strong milky fragrance, she took it with her eyes, even if she wanted to eat it very much, she forced herself to run to the door and sit, waiting for her father to come back from buying gifts.

I sat at the door until it was dark, and I didn't see my father's shadow, and the grandmother next door came over and said with concern, "Xiaole, your father may not have taken the car back, you and your mother should eat cake first." ”

Hungry, she shook her head and said loudly to her grandmother, who was hard of hearing, "It's okay, I have to wait for my dad to come back together, and it makes sense to make a birthday wish!" ”

Grandma staggered back with a smile, only she stubbornly waited at the door, there were a lot of mosquitoes and insects at night, a few flew on her hand and bit it very fiercely, she couldn't stand it, she took a mosquito coil and lit it with a lighter, watching the mosquitoes that sucked her blood fall to the ground, there was an indescribable pleasure.

After waiting for another ten minutes, the village chief hurried to her house, said something to her mother, and then sighed at her at the door, that kind of sympathetic and helpless look was still fresh in her memory after a long time.

After the village chief left, her mother walked up to her with a blank face, picked her up with both hands and walked back, closed the door of the living room, and then squatted down to cover her face and cry, her body trembling very much.

She didn't know why her mother was crying, so she walked over and hugged her mother worriedly to comfort her, "Mom doesn't cry, and my dad and I protect you." ”

In the next second, she was pushed to the ground by her mother, the back of her head hit the floor and almost fainted, so painful that she cried out aggrieved, thinking that crying could solve anything, but her mother yelled at her, "If you cry again, believe it or not, I will kill you!" At that time, she was really scared back to tears, because it was the first time she saw such a mother, a mother who usually smiled at her, and one day, she would stare at her with hatred in her eyes.

She got up in a daze, looked at her mother carefully, didn't dare to cry or walk into her, her mother was too strange now, she was so scared that she thought that her father would come back soon, and then everything would be fine.

Mom suddenly sneered, took her in her arms and said to her, "Are you thinking about that person!" You can't think of him in front of your mother! That's the person who ruined my mother's life, Xiaole, you can't think of him in the future! After her mother hugged her, she suddenly cried again, the cry was so sad that she couldn't speak, she thought it was a very happy family, her mother hated her father, but she had been holding back and not showing it.

That night, her mother hugged her and cried very sadly, as if she was about to fall, and begged her in a low voice, "Xiaole, your father is a QJF, he killed his mother before, and now he has killed someone else, and he has been arrested and imprisoned by the police uncle, my mother has waited so long and finally been saved, you will forget him forever!" I moved to a place where I didn't know us with my mother, and I still lived the same life as before, okay with my mother?! ”

Mom's expression when she spoke to her was crazy, she was so scared, she was too scared to say a word, she didn't believe that Dad was that kind of person, Dad told her that he was a hero who fought monsters to save the world, and when she grew up, take her to save the world together.

"Are you still thinking about him! Tell you Li Leyu, if you still want to recognize him as a father, then you will not be your mother's daughter from now on! Seeing that she had fallen into silence, her mother impatiently pushed her and gave her the last order.

She fell into a dilemma, she didn't want to lose her father, she didn't want to lose her mother, both of them, she wanted to lose. Just when she saw that her mother was about to cry, her mother suddenly opened the door and walked out, and never came back.

The next day, her father's affairs were in an uproar, everyone knew that her father was a QJF, the adults pointed at her and whispered discussions, and the partners began to stay away from her, even when she went to school, the teacher didn't seem to like her anymore, even if her hand was raised high, the teacher would not tell her to get up and answer the questions.

Her life has been turned upside down, and she is no longer the child that everyone likes, but a plague-like source that everyone avoids.

At first, she fantasized about waiting for her father to come back, saying that everything was a misunderstanding. After waiting for a long time, she slowly accepted the title of "QJF" daughter, and she couldn't change it but accepted it.

Slowly, she began to distance herself from the crowd, and at the same time she was afraid of the lively place, like a coward, living on ethereal thoughts. My mother went to a place she didn't know and asked the village chief to give her living expenses every month, and this life remained the same.

Until Cheng Shishi appeared, she thought that she was not unforgivable, she was also... Those who can have friends are also eligible for salvation.

But reality does not allow her to continue to delusional, and at the heavy price of a fresh life, she understands that she is an ominous person, she runs away, she is afraid, she leaves the place where she grew up, and dies alone for the rest of her life in a new place.

Now, the world doesn't want to treat her a little bit kindly, and when her heart begins to resurge, she once again distributes her pain to the people she cherishes, Wei Shiyan is a living example, she doesn't dare to continue to think about it, if something happens to Su Tiange, can her rotten life be made up for and repaid?!

"This classmate, that patient said he wanted to see you." The doctor took off his mask and said to Li Leyu, but the other party didn't seem to hear it, he was so sluggish that he couldn't move, as if he wasn't even breathing...

The doctor couldn't bear to continue to speak: "Classmate? Schoolmate? What happened to you? ”

"Thank you." Li Leyu's slow moving steps, she didn't hear it, but she didn't dare to walk in, afraid of walking in, and what she said next would hurt him mentally. See, she's really a selfish and ugly coward who doesn't know how to repay her kindness.

Walking into the custody room, Wei Shiyan, who was wearing an oxygen mask, widened his eyes and tried to look at her, afraid that he would touch the wound, so he quickened his pace and walked to the side of the bed, and was suddenly grabbed by him, afraid that she would run away.

She just lived in the dark for too long, and one day when she walked into the light, her first feeling was not warmth, but fear and avoidance.

The people she wants to cherish, as long as the years are safe, even if they don't see each other for the rest of their lives.

The cramping in her heart went straight to her soul, and the empty fingernails were deeply embedded in the palms of her hands, but she couldn't feel the pain at all, and the hand she was holding slowly withdrew.

"Forget about me, I'm just a dirty stinky skin, you deserve those clean and beautiful girls, let it go."

Wei Shiyan's eyes gradually turned red, his trembling hand clenched her hand, and with the other hand, he actually took off the oxygen mask, and under her shocked and frightened gaze, his voice was soft and firm, "Unless the white bones enter the loess, you will not die." ”