Chapter Twenty-Seven: A Painful Past
The two girls in front of the bathroom sink each touched up their makeup on their faces, and the tall girl looked at the person next to her with satisfaction.
"Li Xiao, are you going out for dinner later?"
The slightly shorter girl stopped the movements of her hands, and said apologetically: "Don't go, I still have some things, you guys have fun." â
"Okay, then I'll go first."
"Well, okay, goodbye."
The tall girl turned to leave, leaving behind the girl's smile gone, and the tissue in her hand was crumpled into a paper ball by her, and thrown into the trash can in disgust.
She looked down at the picture of her phone, a cruel smile on her face. The moment he looked up, the whole person was pushed away by a force, and he hit a wall hard, and the skeleton was about to separate.
Su Qingge grabbed her collar, not leaving her a chance to escape, met her calm eyes, suppressed the anger in her heart, and slowly spoke: "Your name is Li Xiao, right, I warn you for the last time, if you dare to provoke Li Leyu, let you ####!" â
"Heh, yo yo, the famous Su Qingge." Li Xiao couldn't help laughing, and slowly approached Su Qingge's ear: "What's the matter with being in a hurry to help her take revenge on me?" You don't know, she's..."
"Shut up!" Su Qingge shouted.
"Is it interesting for you to help a QJF daughter?" Li Xiao, who had already blurted out, saw Su Qingge's angry appearance, and suddenly satisfied the pleasure in his heart, and his tense body gradually relaxed.
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This word is like the biting wind of winter, so cold that Su Qingge's whole body trembles, her lips are bitten by clenched teeth, and there is a strong smell of blood, reminding Su Qingge of her powerlessness, she knows that she has already known everything on the way here, Li Leyu's father is a QJF...
Li Xiao watched Su Qingge's face turn pale, and shrugged his shoulders triumphantly, "What, are you afraid, will I tell this matter?" â
"I know! So what! Su Qingge shouted out without hesitation, and the strength in his hand increased a little.
She is a person, she doesn't have any noble moral sentiments, she can't see her friends being bullied, Li Leyu's father is a QJF, what's the matter, she is just that person's daughter.
"It's not good, it's just-" Li Xiao paused deliberately, the expression on his face became hideous, and he gritted his teeth and said, "If you let everyone know, do you still think that they will be like you!" â
Before she could laugh, the next moment, the whole person was taken to the window, in addition to the pain in her back, and the cold wind blowing in her ears.
Under such circumstances, the person who held her was surprisingly calm, and the fear of death intimidated him, and he had to soften his attitude and say: "I said, why should you ruin your future for the sake of an unworthy person." â
Su Qingge slowly raised his hand and pointed outside, saying homely words: "Don't be afraid, I just want you to understand, people must have a little brain, don't do something that you regret for the rest of your life." â
"You... You... Okay..."Li Xiao, who was let go, trembled, his body was paralyzed and had no strength, and he was so angry that his whole body was numb and terrible to Su Qingge, who was about to leave.
Su Qingge turned a deaf ear to her words, opened the locked door and walked out, and when he saw Li Leyu in front of him, his footsteps suddenly stopped, and he lowered his head to avoid her sight.
Li Leyu stared at her slightly trembling hand, took her very calmly, and walked towards the elevator in front, only he knew that under the seemingly calm appearance, indescribable complex emotions gathered in his heart.
Su Qingge followed with a weak heart, saying before that she was not impulsive, but then she took advantage of her bathing time and secretly ran out, feeling like a rebellious child.
Although impulsiveness is the devil, when she reads those investigation materials, she really can't stay calm, and she can't calm down anyway.
A 9-year-old child, on her birthday, when she learned that her father was a QJF, she didn't have time to be bitter and sad, and the free speech of the people around her made her fall into hell, living in the abyss of sin day and night.
The two were silent all the way, until they walked into the remote grove of S University, Li Leyu let go of Su Qingge's hand, met her inquiring gaze, slowly shook his head and said: "It's not worth it, it's not worth it for you to be so good to me, don't do such stupid things in the future." â
"What Li Xiao did to me is what I deserve to bear."
"It's really fine, I can hide from it, you just don't know what to do, okay?"
Su Qingge decisively refused: "It's not good, I know everything." â
Li Leyu seemed to have fallen into an ice cave, so cold that the blood in her whole body froze, and the intense pain swept like a storm, pressing her almost to collapse.
She knew... Is this still the case after all?
Su Qingge saw that she was standing unsteadily, and was worried about helping her, but she was dodged by the other party, and took a few steps back, feeling distressed at a loss.
already had an answer in his heart, Li Leyu still didn't give up and asked scared: "If you think I'm disgusting, I'll move out of the dormitory immediately, it won't affect you." â
"Disgusting?" Su Qingge repeated these two words, and was so angry with her words that he stepped forward and grabbed her fiercely: "It's obviously not your fault, why do you say this about yourself!" â
Li Leyu was yelled at by her so suddenly, his head was buzzing and numb, and he couldn't speak for a while.
Su Qingge took a deep breath: "People don't live for a long time, those ugly words, if you don't like them, you don't listen to them, you don't live for them, there is no need to wronged yourself to fulfill others." â
Li Leyu said hoarsely: "But, that person died because of me..."
Tearing open the surface of the old scar for many years, only blood is dripping and ugly. In her dark days, when everyone insulted her and scolded her, the only person who jumped out to help her speak was also targeted and excluded at first, and finally couldn't stand the school bullying and chose to jump off the building to end her life.
But I don't have the ability to help that person get justice at all, but I am cowardly and incompetent to continue to carry it, and after the college entrance examination, I applied for S University, which is very far away from my hometown, and I want to abandon the past forever.
But fate made people, Li Xiao also came to S University to study, so that she understood that she would never be able to escape, the girl who died because of herself was Li Xiao's best friend, she said, she would let herself live in guilt for the rest of her life, never die...
"Self-blame should be short-lived, but it should be remembered for a long time. You can allow yourself to be sad and sad, but you can't prolong it for a lifetime. â
Su Qingge stroked her head and sighed softly: "What a little boy said to me back then, children can understand the truth, I hope you can understand it too." â
After a long time, Li Leyu replied: "Okay." â
Patches of snow fell and soon the goose-feathered snow covered the ground, leaving long, deep footprints on the forest path.