154. The tragedy of destroying the door

Su Jinyu took the wine glass from Ye Chenxuan's hand, and the faint fragrance lingered in front of her nose, accompanied by the aroma of the wine that blended in it, which made her take a few drops of it curiously.

Full of spiciness, Su Jinyu hurriedly put down the wine glass and covered her mouth to breathe, never thought that the wine that made them so keen would be like this.

Ye Chenxuan looked at Su Jinyu like this, laughed a few times, added a few glasses of sake, and drank it under Su Jinyu's gaze.

Wine is sweet in the cup, and sorrow is bitter in the heart.

The dishes on the dinner table did not move much, and the rest of the people also drank the wine in their stomachs with Ye Chenxuan one by one, until the sides of their cheeks turned crimson, and then slowed down the speed of pouring the wine.

Su Jinyu ate the food in the bowl, but what filled her nose was the strong smell of wine, hovering in the air.

Just like the first time they met, he was drunk like mud. In a man's world, the only way to solve worries is wine.

The steward added another pot of wine, and as soon as he put it on the table, Su Jinyu hurriedly snatched it and hid it behind his back.

"You've all drunk too much, you shouldn't go any further." Looking at the five people in front of him, everyone has troubles that are difficult to dispel in their hearts, and wine can not only make people forget, but also the most hurtful.

Ye Chenxuan took Su Jinyu's wine glass and drank the sake inside.

"That's my wine, how can you ......" Su Jinyu wanted to stop him, but he couldn't move as fast as him.

The five wine glasses on the table are poured horizontally and vertically. frowned in displeasure, and the five fingers that grasped the wine jug also tightened, she had never seen Ling Yun drink this wine in the palace, and naturally she had no way of knowing what this wine represented to them.

Ye Chenxuan ate a few bites of side dishes, and gradually became drunk, and he stirred the food everywhere, this was another side that Su Jinyu had never seen before, looking at him like this, he was faintly worried in his heart.

"Give me wine, the last pot is fine." Ye Chenxuan stretched out his hands and asked for the wine jug, looking at Su Jinyu who was a little stunned with his eyes, and he pulled his lips and smiled under a few stalemates.

Su Jinyu was a little embarrassed under the gaze of the rest of the people, took out the wine jug from behind her and shook it in front of Ye Chenxuan's eyes a few times, listening to the gurgling sound, and said with a malicious smile, "Is it really the last pot?" ”

"Seriously." Ye Chenxuan nodded in response, got up and walked towards Su Jinyu.

"Okay, I'll give it to you." As she spoke, Su Jinyu stood up from the stool and pretended to hand the wine jug to Ye Chenxuan, but when her hands were handed over, she released her five fingers early.

The entire flask fell to the ground, and the whole sake fell into the dust.

A pot of wine shattered under Su Jinyu's deliberate arrangement, and at the same time broke Ye Chenxuan's interest in continuing to drink.

"You're drunk, I'll help you go back to rest." The smile on his face instantly stiffened with the sound of breaking, and was replaced by the solemnity of that face. She didn't want Ye Chenxuan to use wine to vent the bitterness in her heart.

The water is more flowing when the knife is drawn, and the wine is more sorrowful.

When he put his hands on Ye Chenxuan's arm, he was pushed away fiercely, and he didn't know what he had done by getting drunk. Watching the wine being broken, my heart was filled with a lot of unhappiness.

"Wine, give me wine." staggered to his feet and begged Su Jinyu for the broken pot of wine. Her eyes were full of bright red bloodshots, which made Su Jinyu feel a slight chill.

When the two were at a stalemate, several stewards also came over to persuade Ye Chenxuan. At this time of year, Ye Chenxuan's temper is so irritable, outsiders don't know that they will think that his nature is like this, but they don't know that he has unspeakable sorrow in his heart.

Su Jinyu stood in place in a daze, looking at Ye Chenxuan who was lying on top of the steward. A few days ago, he and Shen Qingrong had already said everything that should be said, and what else was worthy of his persistence and unforgettable.

looked at him suspiciously, and finally couldn't bear it anymore and turned sideways.

The steward asked others to help Ye Chenxuan go back to the room for a temporary rest, and he chose to stay and tidy up the broken situation.

He saw that Su Jinyu always maintained that posture, lowered his head and sighed lightly, and said in a low voice, "Girl, you are wrong to blame the son." Don't look at his current alcoholism, it's his bitterness. None of us can help him, and he can only help himself while he is drunk. ”

The housekeeper took a broom and swept the debris on the ground, and when he heard the crisp sound, Su Jinyu turned around and looked at the housekeeper in confusion.

I felt that there was something in his words, but it was definitely not as simple as she imagined.

"What is it that makes him so obsessed with it, at the cost of hurting his own body?" Su Jinyu frowned and asked.

"Four or five years ago today. Childe's family suddenly got into a catastrophe, and everyone died overnight, when the nurse desperately hid the little boy in the water tank to escape this catastrophe. Since then, on the first day of the new year, Childe will use alcohol to anesthetize himself and not think about the nightmare of the year. ”

The housekeeper stopped what he was doing, and stared at the beam with half-squinted eyes, as if the tragedy of destroying the door was still vivid.

For a long time, there was no sound at the door. Su Jinyu's eyebrows were tighter than before, she didn't expect that Ye Chenxuan's body was still burdened with such a huge pain.

There is no greater sorrow in the world than to watch a loved one die, but there is nothing that can be done.

He was afraid that he was powerless to save his parents back then, so he chose to study medicine to treat those patients.

"I don't know, that's why I'm ...... He must be in a lot of pain now, right? Su Jinyu suddenly panicked, if she knew about the incident, she wouldn't have stopped him from getting drunk just now.

Now he must be suffering. The bloody memories haunted him, making him unable to forget them for the rest of his life, unable to extricate himself from self-blame.

"It's okay after today, girl, I'll have someone clean up your room, you can go back and rest first." So saying, the steward took the dustpan and left.

Su Jinyu looked at the empty room, feeling very uncomfortable. She really wanted to help Ye Chenxuan get through this difficulty, she didn't want him to sink into the past all the time, after all, the past is the past, and it wasn't how he blamed himself and felt guilty that miracles would happen.

Walked to the medicine cabinet, took a few herbs, turned around and walked to the backyard.

Standing outside the door, listening to the howling sound inside, Su Jinyu bit her lower lip, softly pushed open the door and walked in.

"I hope these herbs can help you forget your troubles, I can't help you, there's only so much I can do." Su Jinyu walked to the copper furnace and lit the medicinal herbs hidden in his sleeve, "Have a good rest, I won't bother you." ”

She glanced at Ye Chenxuan in front of the desk, and the mess everywhere made her try not to care about these. People are not sages, who doesn't have those headache tempers.