Nothing is impossible, everything has already happened.

Tang Mingyao didn't have time to explain to Luo Wenxi now, so he dragged her straight to the community.

However, the gate of this compound was strictly controlled, and it was stopped at the gate, Tang Mingyao explained that he was looking for classmates, and he was released after registration.

The two followed the address to find Hou Yan's home and slammed the door.

Soon the door opened, and Hou Yan appeared at the door with a fruit knife.

Tang Mingyao was illuminated by the blade, and his pupils shrank, and when he looked at her wrist carefully and found that it was not cut, his hanging heart was slightly lowered.

"You, what are you doing with a knife? Put it down! ”

Hou Yan looked ignorant: "I peeled the apple, I just cut half of it." ”

She let the two of them in, went to the kitchen and took out the half-peeled apple, showed them very seriously, and said, "Really peel the apple." ”

Tang Mingyao was speechless.

He said loudly: "Sister, you are so shocked, you want to fall in love for a while, you want to die for a while, and you want to peel an apple for a while, it is easy for the elderly to have heart disease." ”

Hou Yan: "I'm sorry. ”

"Don't say I'm sorry, to be honest, you just said you wanted to kill yourself, is it true?"

"Yes, when I saw the fruit knife in front of the computer, I was really impulsive, but I thought about it for a while, and I was a little afraid of the pain, and I didn't want to think about it anymore, so I took the knife and peeled the apple."

Tang Mingyao sat down on the sofa at her house and forced herself to calm down for a minute.

The main reason was that he was afraid that he would not be able to control himself if he asked again, so he jumped up and slapped Hou Yan.

Well, the first thing to determine now is Hou Yan's state.

What the hell are you kidding him?

Or is it just pure curiosity, casually talking?

Or is it really suicidal?

Thinking about Hou Yan's usual personality and the observation just now, the first possibility can be roughly ruled out.

He pondered his words and asked, "Did the idea of cutting your wrist with a knife just now pop out of nowhere, or did you think about it before?" ”

Hou Yan said: "I used to think about it occasionally. ”

"How do you feel now?"

"I don't feel anything, I don't think I want to die yet, because if I die, there is nothing. But if the consequences of cutting my wrists are not so severe, I still want to give it a try. ”

Tang Mingyao: "...... Why do you want to try? ”

"I've never experienced it, but I want to try what it's like. Actually, if I still feel like I'm dead, I think I'll experience it too. ”

Tang Mingyao stopped talking.

Hou Yan's answer was very serious, and it could be seen that this was the true answer in her heart.

This is not Tang Xiaoyuan's female petty bourgeoisie's hypocritical illness, but there are really psychological problems.

It's just that Hou Yan usually studies hard, has excellent grades, and has outstanding abilities in other aspects, plus she doesn't like to interact with people, and her psychological problems are well covered, so the people around her subconsciously feel that she is a very powerful and normal person.

In fact, what you see with your eyes is not necessarily true.

At this time, Hou Yan, in front of Tang Mingyao, revealed her true side.

"Ahem, let me take a look, you want to cut your wrists because you want to experience this kind of experience that you haven't had before, so you want to die and try it?"

"Pretty much."

"There are many things in life that you haven't experienced, so why not experience something else?"

"I'm thinking about it too. I wanted to experience it when I saw the two of you fall in love before, but it seems that you guys are also quite troublesome, so I don't want to; The one I just said is the same.,Actually, I really want to experience it.,But I'm a little worried about the consequences.,So forget it.。 ”

Tang Mingyao breathed a sigh of relief.

Since Hou Yan thinks like this, and she knows the consequences of considering everything, it means that her problem is not particularly serious.

He said: "In fact, there are many things that can be experienced in life, so many that you can't experience them in a lifetime, since you just want to experience different experiences, then, you can set a rule for yourself, that is, to experience things with good consequences first, such as getting a perfect score in exams and enjoying the praise of others; Or go to the street to help an old woman and accept the gratitude of others; Or go on a trip around the world and see different beauties around the world......"

"When you've experienced all these good consequences, and then you can experience the consequences in general, you can try what it's like to eat yourself, and so on."

"When these are also experienced, I feel that there is no good thing in life to experience, and the consequences of experiencing it again are relatively poor. Death, I think, is the most serious thing, you can wait for decades, wait for nothing new in life to experience, and finally experience it. ”

"What do you think?"

Hou Yan frowned and thought hard: "There is some truth, I think it is okay." ”

"That's good, before you do each experience, you can think about this rule first, according to the severity of the consequences of each thing, give them a level, the severity level is relatively high, postpone the experience, and it is better to never experience it."

"It's good, I'll think about it seriously."

Tang Mingyao nodded, and didn't say anything more about this question.

The main reason is that Hou Yan is more cooperative, when she says this, she has basically said everything she can say, and if she says more, it may cause her disgust.

Next, Tang Mingyao and the two sat at Hou Yan's house for two hours, ate the apples she peeled with their own hands, and then asked her out to eat together, and stayed outside until dark.

Later, it was observed that she was indeed calm and showed no signs of suicide, so she was sent back to the community.

Standing downstairs in her house, I looked at the window of her house, it was dark.

So he sent people home again, and when Hou Yan turned on all the lights in the house and watched TV, the two withdrew.

Walking on the street, Luo Wenxi asked, "Is Hou Yan sick?" I always felt that she looked normal, but she was very abnormal. ”

Tang Mingyao thought about it and felt that he should explain this matter to his girlfriend a little, so as not to confuse her.

"There are many reasons for suicidal tendencies. Don't look at Hou Yan and say, just because she hasn't experienced it, she wants to experience it, and she thinks she's normal. Normal people, who would want to experience what it is like to die? So you're feeling right. I actually wanted to talk to his family about sending her home just now, but unfortunately no one came back after dark. It is likely that she has been alone for a long time before these problems occur. ”

Luo Wenxi has a relative: "I used to envy her, but today I don't envy her at all." ”

Tang Mingyao said: "Everyone has an unknown inner world. In fact, don't worry, she took the initiative to talk to me about this on QQ today, in fact, it was her subconscious calling for help, which shows that she has a strong desire to survive, and she won't go to death if she has nothing to do. ”

After a pause, he said: "But it's okay for her to be alone for a long time like this, I'll give her QQ to you, you add her, you can chat with her more when you have time, or ask her out to play." Of course, if you feel pressured and don't want to take care of it, don't force it. We should mainly contact her family and ask them to take her to the doctor. ”

Luo Wenxi said: "If you just chat with her, I'm quite willing, leave this matter to me." ”