My roommates are really cute at times. In order to comfort me, Xu Ying and Chen Duocai ran out to buy a few bottles of wine and came back, and we started drinking with small bread and spicy strips.

It was my first time drinking, and the wine didn't make me drunk, and the sad heart made me feel like I was drunk.

The courses of clinical medicine were very dull at the beginning, probably because the freshman year was basically public courses, and there were few professional courses, but in order not to find a good job after graduation, and for the scholarship, I would soak in the library as soon as the part-time job ended.

There is a place to surf the Internet in our school library, 1 yuan an hour, I occasionally go to the computer when I check the information, every time I log in to QQ, I see his QQ occasionally show busy, occasionally do not disturb the state, I just habitually open his QQ personal information.

I didn't know how to open a space membership before, but I went to see his space to remove traces. It wasn't until I heard what Li Wen said that I spent ten yuan to open a one-month membership and enter his space. The first time I went in, I felt an indescribable apprehension, I was afraid that there were already other girls in his space.

His space is blank, but on his message board, you can see that there are a lot of people leaving messages every day, and I guess most of them are women. There were more than 100,000 of them, but when I browsed through them, I saw the only one he replied to, and my heart was empty. It took me a long time to turn it over, and the man wrote "I wish to win the heart of one person, and the white head is inseparable", and he replied with a handshake expression.

Does he have a girlfriend? Is that the person?

I busied myself to remove the return visit records, turned off the computer, and walked out of the computer room of the library. My heart felt like it had been pricked by a needle, and it hurt a little. But I didn't cry, I went upstairs to borrow some books, and went back to the dormitory to read.

But I couldn't read a word, and I didn't eat dinner, so I went to sleep. But how do I count the stars and goats, I just can't sleep, and Li Wen, who is tossing and turning, wakes up.

"What's wrong?"

I didn't answer, but sat up, turned on my small lamp, took out the money I usually worked on from my backpack, counted it over and over again, and then got up and walked to Li Wen's bedside and asked in a whisper, "Can you lend me some money?" ”

"How much do you want?"

"Lend me a thousand dollars first!"

Li Wen didn't ask, and without saying a word, he took one thousand two from the bed to her bag and gave it to me, "That." ”

"Thank you!" She didn't ask, I was very moved, but I still took the initiative to say to her: "I want to go to Beijing, you said that youth is green and alive, if this is gone, then I think I will regret it in the future." ”

"Booked a ticket?"

I shook my head and looked down at my watch, "It's Friday, it's 6 o'clock in two hours, I'll take the bus directly to the train station, can you help me ask the teacher for a leave?" All right? ”

Li Wen hugged me and patted me on the shoulder, "Okay." ”

At that time, my heart kept gushing out one warm current after another.

Levin, it's good to have you!

Coming to Southern Medical University is already the farthest place from home, and I don't know where I got the courage to go to Beijing.

Because of my temporary intention, I couldn't buy a sleeper, I bought a ticket, this sit is 21 hours, from time to time there are big men on the road, scared that I can only desperately move inside, but fortunately I bought a window position, but also because of the window, this way, I try not to drink water, three meals of instant noodles and a mouthful of soup are try not to drink, I am afraid to go to the toilet back and not open my mouth to let me in. So along the way, I sat in the position without moving a single step except for the bubble noodles.

The farther north this goes, the colder it gets. December was particularly cold in the north.

As soon as I arrived in Beijing, I had a cold and a runny nose and shivered with cold. It was also the first time I saw snow in my life, it was beautiful, but I didn't want to appreciate it, I just grabbed a handful of snow, it was so icy.

Beijing is really big, so big that I can't tell the difference between southeast and northwest. I called a taxi driver and handed him the address of the salute that he had come from the woods.

Li You does not live in school, but lives alone at his home in Beijing, and his parents accompany his sister to study in the United States.

As soon as I got in the car, my stomach started to growl, but I didn't feel hungry at the thought of seeing him in a while. It's really food for thought.

It was a very European neighborhood, and I was stopped by security as soon as I got there. But maybe you saw that I was dressed a little dirty, dressed a little thin, and didn't look like a bad person, so he didn't embarrass me. And very kind to ask me who I am looking for?

I hesitated for a long time, took out my student ID and handed it to the security guard, "I'm here to find Liyou on the 11th floor of Building C, I'm his former classmate." ”

Maybe I was too embarrassed to shiver with cold, the security guard nodded and looked at my student ID and ID card, went into the security booth and poured me a cup of hot water with a disposable cup, and let me in to find the gift, and showed me the way very friendly.

I'm grateful, and I'm apprehensive.

Grateful for the security guard's cup of hot water, nervous about the excitement of meeting him. I don't know what I'm going to say first thing when I see him in a moment.

But I tried not to let myself think too much, since they are all here, then let's come and cover the water! I took the hot water, didn't drink it, just warmed my hands, walked to the downstairs of his house with firm steps, got on the elevator, rang the doorbell of his house, and did not respond.

I pressed it down a few times, and I was probably sure he wasn't home. I'm afraid that such a pestle will be at the door of his house, not to mention what the neighbor next door thinks, even if he comes back and sees me like this, I can't hold it on my face. So I turned around and went downstairs again, and found a corner where I could block the wind and snow and find him back first, sometimes crouching, sometimes standing, sometimes squatting.

It was getting dark, and the lights in the neighborhood came on.

I don't know how long later, I saw him come back in a small black car with four circles. I excitedly wanted to go over and say hello, but I saw the girl in the co-pilot, if I was not mistaken, it was Zhao Qingqing.

I watched him gentlemanly open the door for her, I watched her get out of his car, and sure enough, the male and female protagonists were always going to be together. I'm such a bad second girl.

What's the point if I go back at this point?

I didn't cry, but I was tired, and I felt so tired for no reason.

When I was leaving, the security guard asked me, "Did you see your classmates?" I just saw him back! ”

I smiled, "See." Thank you. ”

I flagged down a taxi, took out the nougat I had made myself that I was going to give to the gift but didn't arrive, trotted to the security guard, and waved my hand to thank you for taking the taxi straight to the train station and taking the fastest flight of the day back.

It was as if hunger was in a low mood, and I didn't feel hungry at all. When I was on the train, I typed word by word, "Thank you, you are happy too!" Then he sent it out, deleted his friends, blacklisted all the people related to him, couldn't get in, and finally was afraid that he would have any reverie, so he simply changed his phone number.