Chapter 110: Indulgence
Faced with Su Nian's sudden invitation, Sheng Yanke was actually a little flattered.
"YouΒ·Β·Β·Β·Β·Β· Are you inviting me in? He asked, somewhat incredulous.
"If you don't come in, forget it!" Su Nian didn't seem to care, she turned around and was about to close the door. But in the next second, Sheng Yanke stretched out a foot and stuck the crack in the door.
"I'm a little thirsty too!" He glanced at Su Nian rather arrogantly, and then walked into the room.
Su Nian shook his head helplessly, why was he naΓ―ve.
After entering the door, Sheng Yanke frowned and looked at the somewhat chaotic apartment in front of him. Because it is Zhao Mengqian's apartment, all kinds of dolls are piled on the floor, and pink and pink elements can be seen everywhere. I don't know if it's a carpet or a quilt on the floor, and there's a huge helloKitty in the corner.
"This Zhao Mengqian's aesthetics are really not flattering!" Sheng Yanke shook his head, not only did he not dare to compliment the aesthetics, but he also dared not compliment the cleanliness of this room.
"Mengqian doesn't like others to touch her things, so although she invites her aunt, the room is still so messy. She felt that she had cleaned up, but she didn't feel at home anymore! β
Sheng Yanke thought of Yang Miao's messy room and lowered his head and smiled. It's really not a family, don't enter a family!
"What are you laughing at?" Su Nian came out with a glass of water, and saw Sheng Yanke laughing alone.
"Oh, it's nothing, I just thought of Yang Miao, he is also such a person who doesn't like to tidy up his room!"
Su Nian didn't answer, just stepped forward and put the water in his hand on the table and said, "I feel like you've changed!" β
Sheng Yanke raised his head and looked at Su Nian and said, "Oh? Is it? β
"When you saw me before, you were either fierce or eager to eat me! Now I'm so restrained, I feel like I'm your homeroom teacher! Su Nian sat down, took a sip of hot water, and the whole person relaxed.
"Probably because, I used to have a desire to conquer and possess you, but now I don't." Sheng Yanke said with a faint smile: "Let go of some things, and the attitude towards things will be different!" β
Su Nian looked at Sheng Yanke and said coldly, "So, what did you put down?" β
Sheng Yanke was silent for a while, raised his head to look at Su Nian, stared at her, and looked at her for a long time. It's like trying to engrave her appearance in my mind.
Su Nian felt a little uncomfortable after being looked at for a long time, she turned her head, and her face turned red unconsciously.
Studies have shown that if you look at someone for more than 10 seconds, strangers will fall in love with each other, and if that person loves you, they will kiss you.
Su Nian already felt his face blush and his heart beat, if he didn't look away, then he was afraid that he would have to verify that this research was true!
"You know what I put down!" After a long time, Sheng Yanke said slowly.
He let go of Su Nian and let go of his love that ended without a problem.
"So, that's my punishment! You did it! β
Su Nian didn't speak, and Yu Wanxia's smile appeared in his mind. Was this the punishment she wanted?
"I hate you!" Just when the air was about to freeze, Su Nian suddenly whispered, "I hate your selfishness and indifference. Killed such a good girl! She said that she wants to be a teacher in the future, and she wants to teach children how to love someone, how to enjoy life, and accept themselves. She could have had a great future, but you ruined her! β
Sheng Yanke was silent and did not speak.
He is indeed not qualified to speak!
"There's nothing wrong with falling in love at the beginning, and there's nothing wrong with falling in love with a teenager. So what exactly did she do wrong? You're going to punish her like that? Su Nian's hand trembled slightly, recalling everything that happened to Yu Wanxia, recalling every word in that diary, Su Nian's hatred filled his heart.
"Just because she's from that little part of Anseong? Just because she's not the child of a rich family? Even her name has become a reason for you to make fun of her and bully her. I want to ask you, is it every time you are by Yao Junyi's side, is it every time, you are indifferent to what happened to her? β
Sheng Yanke only felt that the water in his hand was getting colder and colder, and every word of Su Nian's words poked at his heart. So Su Nian asked him to come in, was it to interrogate him? Sheng Yanke smiled bitterly in his heart, how could he still have a trace of unrealistic illusions before he came in.
"It's me who is cowardly!" Sheng Yanke lowered his head and said, "You are right to hate me, and you are also right to take revenge on me. I'm sorry! β
"You don't have to say this sorry to me!" Su Nian turned his head away from Sheng Yanke.
"Every year, I go to her grave to see her. But I'm just looking. I kept avoidance of this memory because I knew I was guilty, and I wouldn't face my sin. Over the years, I have never forgotten her. I knew that my cowardice and selfishness had hurt her, and the moment she fell from the building, I knew I was wrong, I was wrong. But I also knew that there was no turning back. Su Nian, I don't ask for your forgiveness, I also said that no matter what kind of ending you want me to be, I will gladly accept it. I just want you to be happy now. You're right, Yu Wanxia is a good girl, she is kind and lovely, and she always faces everything with a tolerant heart. If she has a spirit in heaven, she doesn't want to see you live the way she lives! β
"Enough! Do you say these things useful now? Su Nian said with some anger: "If you say this now, can you make up for the mistakes you made?" Do you think your fault is only here? No, you are wrong again and again, conniving at Yao Junyi and letting her be at ease in the entertainment industry. You didn't recognize the mistake at the time, all you wanted was to cover it up and ignore it. Do you think Zheng Qi was the first victim? You are the president of Huasheng, and you are the man at the top of the food chain in the entertainment industry. You could have done more! But you don't! Sheng Yanke, I know that you love me, and I am sometimes moved by this love. But every time I see your indifference to what happens to others, I feel that my love is sinful! β
"I'm sorry, I Β·Β·Β·Β·Β·Β·"
It's just that now, this is already the situation between them, and it's futile to say sorry.
"That's it, I didn't let you in this time, I didn't blame you, I just wanted to tell you that there is no possibility between us."
"I know!" There was a hint of bitterness at the corner of Sheng Yanke's mouth.
"I didn't expect you to be with me, and I knew I couldn't give you the happiness you wanted. But I still hope that you can have your own happiness! Don't put your life on the line for a revenge plan that hurts others and hurts yourself! β
"I know how to spend my life!" Su Nian said indifferently.
After confessing everything, Sheng Yanke only had pity and love for Su Nian, which made him no longer strong or aggressive in front of Su Nian. He didn't even dare to touch Su Nian, for fear of upsetting her.
The manifestation of true love for someone is the hand that is tempted but withdrawn.
Although at this time, he really wanted to touch Su Nian's hair, and he wanted to hold her in his arms and comfort her softly. He also wanted to kiss Su Nian wantonly like before, desperately turning her into his own woman.
But now, he doesn't dare to do any of these things.
"I've already thought about it, and I won't take revenge on you anymore!" Su Nian took a deep breath and said, "You're right, Sunset probably doesn't want to see me live like this." But most importantly, you are the boy that Sunset really loved! After Su Nian finished speaking, he suddenly cried.
"You are the last joy and hope in her life, and she has never blamed you! I don't think she wants you to be a little unhappy in the future if she can see it. Let's go! β
Su Nian covered his face and cried uncontrollably.
She remembered the last sentence in Yu Wanxia's diary.
"He frowned today, I know, he is still distressed!"
Even in the end, she didn't blame him!
Sheng Yanke looked at Su Nian's crying appearance, and his heart also hurt.
"Su Nian, don't cry!" Sheng Yanke squatted down and picked up Su Nian's face. Without removing makeup, her little face has long been washed away by tears and turned into a little flower cat. But in Sheng Yanke's eyes, this is still a flawless face.
He kissed Su Nian lightly on the lips and said softly: "Don't cry, it's me who is bad, don't cry for me, it's not worth it!" β
Faced with Sheng Yanke's question, Su Nian refused at first, but then that familiar intimacy once again occupied her heart.
She knew she had fallen again.
She could feel the sound of Sheng Yanke's heart beating, she could feel his nervous breathing, and she could feel the smell of perfume on his body.
Although he didn't want to admit it, Su Nian still felt a familiar and unfamiliar pleasure again at this moment.
Sheng Yanke's kiss this time was not predatory in any way, but it was more indulgent than before.
Seeing that Su Nian no longer refused, and Sheng Yanke no longer controlled himself, he directly picked up Su Nian and walked into the bedroom. The two are as inseparable as a pair of lovers facing the end of the world.
The emotions brought about by the interrogation just now finally turned into a wonderful feeling that enveloped the two of them in an ambiguous atmosphere. They were all immersed in a sense of guilt and couldn't help themselves. Even if Su Nian knew clearly, she shouldn't be like this. She still hates Sheng Yanke very much, what she wants to do is to push Sheng Yanke away instead of continuing to linger with him. But her hand still involuntarily hugged Sheng Yanke.
And so she fell into it again.
Before dawn, Sheng Yanke got up. Su Nian was already exhausted and fell into a deep sleep, but there were still tears on his face. Her brow furrowed, not knowing what she was dreaming about.
Sheng Yanke squatted down, found the makeup remover, and carefully wiped the makeup off Su Nian's face. Su Nian felt it, but closed his eyes and ignored it.
Under the thick fat powder, there is a quiet and sad face.
This is her true face, she doesn't have to bear those sins and lives happily in this world.
"Goodbye!" Sheng Yanke gently dropped a kiss on Su Nian's forehead, and then left here.
It's time to wake up from this beautiful dream, and the next thing he has to face is the torture of thoughts day and night, and the painful life of not being able to love.
This is Su Nian's punishment for him, let him once have it, and finally take it all back.
He will still marry and have children in the future, and he will still live his own life. But in that life, there is no longer Su Nian's existence.
That's the best punishment.
When the alarm clock rang again, Su Nian sat up. Never after these days, she slept so soundly.
She looked at the messy room, and her mind was still in chaos.
There was also a medicine on the bedside table, and Su Nian knew what it was.
She wouldn't allow that accident to happen again last time!
Su Nian didn't want to take the medicine, and then got up to take a bath. The hot water washed away all the traces on her body, washing everything from yesterday clean.
After that, she had to face a long and unacceptable process of parting!
After she finished developing, she went to the set. Xiaoyun couldn't stay at home and finally returned to work.
"Sister Su Nian!" Xiaoyun waved happily when he saw Su Nian.
Su Nian stepped forward wearing a mask and said, "How do you know I'm here?" β
"Sister Wu told me!" Xiaoyun grinned and said, "Don't worry, she only told me one person, and even the nanny car went directly to the set, and she didn't come here!" β
Su Nian smiled slightly, handed her the key in his hand and said, "Then you can open it well, if it is broken, I can't afford to sell you!" β
Xiaoyun looked at the big LOGO on the car key, and his mouth opened wide!
"Wow! Sister Su Nian, is this your car? β
"How can I be rich, it's Zhao Mengqian's! She should be back today! I put your phone there, if Zhao Mengqian's phone is called, you can answer it! β
"Understood!" Xiaoyun nodded, and then drove to the set with Su Nian.
"Sister Su Nian, Sheng Yankai's statement said that he has bipolar disorder, is it true or false?"
"Really!" Su Nian lowered his head and looked at the script seriously.
"No wonder he was so excited that day!" Xiao Yun was frightened when he thought of Sheng Yankai's appearance.
"Excuse me!" Su Nian looked at the gauze on Xiaoyun's forehead and apologized to her a little apologetically.
"It's okay, which woman would have a problem with Sheng Yankai?" Xiaoyun said nonchalantly: "But Sister Su Nian, I still hope that you two can do well, even if he does something wrong, but I can still see that he loves you very much!" β
"Hmm!" A trace of unnaturalness flashed across Su Nian's face.
"But will you still get married?"
Su Nian's heart jumped, closed the script, sighed and said, "Xiaoyun, many things in the world are not as simple as you think!" β
"Huh?" Xiaoyun looked back at Su Nian in surprise.
"Sister Su Nian, you don't want to break up with Sheng Yankai, right?"
"We can't get by!" Su Nian lowered his head again and did not continue to speak.
Xiaoyun drove the car half-heartedly, thinking only about it, how could anyone be willing to dump Sheng Yankai?
After arriving at the set, Qi Hongyu stepped forward and wanted to talk to Su Nian, but seeing that her whole person fell into a strange silence, he left silently.
But fortunately, Su Nian quickly adjusted her state and entered the play, not only that, she seemed to be too deep into the play, every time the director shouted the card, she had to be in a silent daze for a while before coming back to her senses.
"Are you alright?" Qi Hongyu stepped forward and said, "Today's scenes are quite ordinary, you won't be so deep in the play, right?" β
Su Nian sighed and said, "It's nothing, it's just to vent your emotions through acting." β
"You'd better adjust your emotions and don't spoil yourself!"
"I know!" Su Nian smiled reluctantly, then lowered his head and continued to read the script.
During the lunch meal, Xiaoyun came over with his mobile phone and said, "Sister Su Nian, Zhao Mengqian called, saying that she would come to see you later, and drive the car back by the way!" β
Su Nian listened, smiled and said, "Sure enough, it's still a baby car!" Okay, you can receive it when you come! β
"Hmm!"
After a while, Zhao Mengqian jumped over. The current Zhao Mengqian naturally exudes a superstar aura, and she will attract the attention of a group of people wherever she goes.
"Wow! Miss! Zhao Mengqian looked at Su Nian's ancient costume and looked envious.
"Wu Zetian is so good-looking! I also want to be Wu Zetian! She pouted and said, "It's a pity that the director didn't even give me the role of Princess Taiping in the end!" β
The director listened to it and said with a smile: "You are too beautiful, not suitable!" When I wait until the future, I'm going to shoot the god list, and I'm definitely looking for you to play Daji! β
Zhao Mengqian showed a smile after hearing this.
"That's pretty much it, director, you have to talk about it!"
The director smiled and said, "Then you let the Yang family invest more money, and I will start filming for you immediately!" β
Su Nian listened from the side and couldn't help laughing.
It's still Zhao Mengqian, she will never have a heart or lungs, so she doesn't have to think about it so much. Even if you are injured, you can recover quickly. Now that she has found someone who loves her, her life will definitely be smooth sailing in the future!
Soon Su Nian continued to shoot, and Zhao Mengqian walked around the set, chatting with familiar actors. Because she met Qi Hongyu when she was filming "Tianyake", she thought about going to Qi Hongyu to say hello.
She walked through the crowded dressing room, and those actors in floor-length skirts walked around her, and Zhao Mengqian didn't care, but accidentally stepped on a person's skirt!
The man was caught off guard and directly fell into a dog eating, causing the people around him to laugh.
Zhao Mengqian raised her feet in surprise and found that it was actually Chen Yujie.
"Oops! I'm sorry! She hurriedly squatted down and helped Chen Yujie up, and when Chen Yujie looked up, she found that it was Zhao Mengqian! I was even more breathing in my heart.
If it weren't for Zhao Mengqian, she would have been able to get the endorsement of Devon Jewelry! That's definitely not what it is now! It's all because of her! Why, all the good resources of Huasheng were given to her? I want to be Zhao Mengqian's stepping stone?
"Don't you have long eyes?" Chen Yujie angrily pushed Zhao Mengqian away, she didn't stand firm, and staggered back a few steps.
"I'm sorry, I didn't see the skirt!" Zhao Mengqian thought that Chen Yujie was angry with this, so she sincerely apologized.
"Do you think that if you get the endorsement of Devon Jewelry, you will be superior?" Chen Yujie gritted her teeth and said angrily: "I know, you originally wanted to play Princess Taiping in this drama, but you were replaced, so you deliberately came to find fault, didn't you?" β
Faced with the sudden accusation, Zhao Mengqian was also stunned. How did you get here?
"What are you talking about?" Zhao Mengqian sank her face and said, "What endorsement, what is wrong?" I said I didn't mean to, and I apologized, if you don't want to forgive, forget it! β
With that, she turned around and was about to leave.
"Zhao Mengqian, I won't forgive you! You robbed me of my endorsement, and I'm not done with you! β
Zhao Mengqian, who had no intention of pursuing it, was a little speechless when she heard this. She turned to look at Chen Yujie and said, "Are you reasonable?" People are chosen by the director, Director Guo Ming, you don't know, you can't go through the back door at all! Why did I rob you of your endorsement? β
Their quarrel also attracted the people around them to stop and watch.
"You can't go through the back door because the back door is not hard enough! You are Yang Miao's girlfriend, who dares not to sell your face? β
"Don't spray people with blood! Director Guo is not this kind of person! And I've never bothered Yang Miao to open the way for me, don't imagine me as a woman like you! β
"Me?" Chen Yujie laughed angrily: "How many men's beds have you climbed, do you want me to say?" β
Even if Zhao Mengqian has a good temper, she can't hide it at this time! She stepped forward and pushed Chen Yujie violently, and then said solemnly: "Clean your mouth for me!" What are you yelling at me here? You are an airborne soldier yourself, and the fact that you have no acting skills has long been spread all over the Internet. What is the endorsement problem with me now? Let me ask you, with your face, what endorsement can you get? Still want to fight with me? Don't think I don't know, as soon as you debuted, you imitated Su Nian in various ways, but let me tell you, the acting skills are not in place, and it is useless to pretend to be like it! β
The people around knew Zhao Mengqian's identity, and they were also very dissatisfied with Chen Yujie's airborne identity. Coupled with Chen Yujie's unsatisfactory performance yesterday, the people in the crew have long been dissatisfied with her.
"That's right, what is called painting a tiger is not an anti-dog, you better go back and think about it!" At this time, an actress said in a weird way.
"She hadn't read for a few years, so how could she know such a profound thing. Dong Shi Xiaofeng is afraid that she won't be able to write! β
The laughter invariably laughed, which made Chen Yujie's face flush with anger.
Zhao Mengqian took a deep breath, scolded and scolded, and was happy, so she left to find Qi Hongyu without looking back!
Chen Yujie bit her lip and stood in place, trying not to let her tears fall.
"Don't worry, you, and Su Nian, won't be complacent for too long!"
After greeting acquaintances, Zhao Mengqian was ready to go back.
"Xiaoyun!" She found Xiaoyun, then stretched out her hand and said, "Give me the car keys!" β
"Sister Mengqian, aren't you waiting for Sister Su Nian?"
"No, I'm sleepy! Go home and get some sleep first! β
Xiaoyun nodded, gave her the key in his hand and said, "Then be careful on the road!" β
"Don't worry, I won't be careful with my car? Tell Su Nian, I'll go first! Zhao Mengqian shook the key in her hand, and then went to drive.
However, she didn't know that what was shaking in her hand was not a car key, but a life talisman!