Calculation
"The princess misunderstood, the concubine said that if the princess and the prince have their own children, you should treat them as treasures and love them even more. I just don't know, if you like children, why don't you want one. â
Her words made me feel harsh, and all the blood rushed up at once, and my cheeks burned as if they were burned by the heat.
Parents in the world who don't love their children, how can there be a woman who doesn't want to be a mother. Asking so knowingly is mocking me for not being able to.
I didn't want to get into a conflict with her, so I glanced at her expressionlessly, hoping that she would understand the meaning in my eyes. But it seems that her understanding is very poor, and she still wants to continue to provoke anger.
"The princess was scared just now, was she scared?"
I still didn't say anything, I lowered my head and concentrated on teasing the little emperor, the child's bright smile could slightly reduce my disgust for his mother.
Seriously, I was indeed frightened by her words, but not by what was between her and Changji, but by her unconcealed words that killed me.
I don't think Wen'er should be like this. Although she is a bit of a city, she dares to love and hate, and she has one thing to say, and she is by no means like a long-tongued woman who tells right and wrong in the deep palace. But now, she's insisting on changing my opinion of her.
The carriage passed smoothly for some distance, and the little emperor fell asleep on my lap. He looked even better when he was asleep, and his long eyelashes were fanning one by one, like the wings of a waddling butterfly. The white and tender cheeks are slightly red, and the body exudes a faint sweet fragrance of the baby, like a lovely peach. I poked his chin lightly with my fingers, and he noticed it, rubbed the back of my hand with his chin, and continued to sleep with his eyes closed.
This little guy is really happy.
I can't help but wonder if I had such a child. I must sleep with him every day, kiss his eyebrows and eyes in the morning and evening, take him to play and eat at the same time, and raise him fat and white. He called me sweetly to my mother, and then stretched out his soft little hand to lead me, and I took him to sit under the begonia flowers in the yard, waiting for his father to come back from the court.
I've imagined this scenario no less than ten times.
As soon as her mood improved, she was disturbed by Wen Er again, and she screamed: "Why don't you speak, why don't you continue to scold me?" Is it because you trust him and conclude that he won't betray you, or are you too confident in yourself? â
I was afraid of waking the child, so I didn't dare to argue with her loudly, but I just looked at her and motioned for her to shut up. She knew that I didn't want to talk to her, but she still couldn't shut her up and still talked to herself.
"That's right, you're getting the best, so what are you worried about."
I regretted getting into the carriage a little, I knew she was going to talk crazy to me, so I wouldn't come. The person in front of me is really not the Wen Er I knew at the beginning.
"It's missing~"
I looked at her in amazement, and I was surprised that she had called me that for the first time.
After a long silence, she said, "I told you, I hated you from the first time I saw you. I am kind to you on the surface, but in fact, in my heart, I don't want to see you. Not only do I hate you, but I also envy you, and even hate you. I hate that you get so much stuff, you don't have to grab or fight, someone will send it to you. Everyone likes you very much, is willing to be friends with you, and is willing to be nice to you. But what's so great about you, just because you're superior? â
I endured it again and again, but I couldn't bear her noise, since she had the intention to stir up trouble, then why should I put up with it.
I had a cold face and spit out word by word: "Wen Er, I don't know what kind of stimulus you are to say these nonsensical nonsense to me for no reason, but please see clearly, I am not the person you can be angry with!" What does your displeasure have to do with me? You say that I have received much, but you have not received much, so why should you be jealous of me? â
She scoffed, "What did I get?".
After a pause, she suddenly mocked again: "Yes, I have gained a lot, haven't I won the prince's affection." But what's the use? The friendship of the prince, the princess is eager for it, but I don't want it, what I want will be taken away by you early in the morning. â
I suddenly understood what she was obsessed with, it turned out that it was still for Changji. I thought she had let go, but now it seems that she still hasn't.
I sighed and said leisurely: "How can things be as good as they should be, and if you gain some, you will inevitably lose some." I understand that you have a grudge against not being able to marry the person you like, and you are very unwilling, but don't you also meet a person who is full of you? Is his kindness to you not enough for you to give up a period of youthful admiration? As a good woman, you have the honor that only a concubine has, and as a concubine, do you have the honor that your wife can't get? You have a husband to love you and a child to take care of, why do you want to compare with me? â
She burst out laughing, triumphant and frivolous, ignoring her sleeping son.
The little emperor was awakened by her sudden laughter, and was about to cry when he pouted, but I hurriedly patted his back to soothe him, humming a small tune to lull him to sleep again.
Wen Er slowly restrained her laughter, but she couldn't restrain her yin and yang weirdness: "The princess's words sound, how can it sound like she is holding grievances for the crown princess."
I'm very depressed, so good, how can I get to the end again.
I took a deep breath and said calmly, "I didn't hold grievances for her, and I didn't intend to involve her."
I didn't want to get involved, but Wen Er seemed to have seized another opportunity to find fault.
"Are you pitying her? Do you also think that I bullied her and that I was calculating her? You all pity her, you all sympathize with her, but none of you care about my feelings. Yes, you are close friends and acquaintances, and I am nothing. â
I tried my best to suppress the anger in my heart, but I never dared to raise my voice, for fear of scaring the little emperor, and said slowly and heavily: "I don't pity her, I only feel sorry for her." I regret that she mispaid her infatuation and couldn't love. I also feel sorry for you, I regret that you are no longer the bearing of the past, and you are not there in the hearty way. Although people's love is unreasonable and unreasonable, I can't force it, I am not qualified to manage other people's marriages, and I never dare to manage them, but as a friend, I just feel distressed. Whether you and Baili Yuan are in love with each other or not, the one who is hurt among the three will always be her. Don't you know how her life has been because of you all these years? If you compare yourself with me, you feel pitiful, so why don't you feel pitiful than you. She has nothing but the empty number of a crown princess. â
"I have been glad more than once that the person I am close to is Changji, not Baili, and I am glad that I don't have to compete with others for a husband. Even though I joined the royal family, in the end, I still couldn't avoid fighting, and I was still glad that my opponent was not you. Because you are so greedy that you are frightening, you always have to think twice, and you are never satisfied. â
These words have been held in my heart for a long time, and I have long wanted to complain for Yu Gui. After saying that, I felt comfortable.
Wen Er was stunned for a moment, and said stupidly: "The crown princess is really blessed to have a friend like you." I just don't know if you are really upset about her, or if you are deliberately pleasing her. The beautiful crown princess will no longer be beautiful one day, will you still protect her like this? â
"What do you mean?"
I waited with bated breath for her answer, but Wen Er did not speak again, she was silent, and her face began to soften, without the previous gloom.
"You also said that she can't compete with me, I didn't fight with my heart before, she has lost so badly, if I fight with my heart, do you think she will be my opponent?"
She looked calm, but her tone could not hide her arrogance.
I patted the soft back of the little emperor grandson, and said to myself: "Calculating, I'm not fine, but it doesn't mean that I can't." I warn you, you'd better not hurt her, for if you dare to plot against her, I don't know what I'll do. â
Saying cruel words may not work, but not saying cruel words is really stage fright. I don't treat a person well for no reason, and in the same way, I don't treat a person bad for no reason. There aren't many people in this world I care about, so I'm one of them. Everyone I care about, I will do my best to protect them.
There was silence in the car for a while, Wen Er's face suddenly turned pale, and he said after a long time: "Don't worry, I don't want her, and it won't be my turn to seek her." I don't do anything, just be a villain's last fall. â
After a slight pause, he smiled and said: "She has been very agreeable recently, and the prince has been kind to her a lot." But if you have time, you should visit her more often, while you still have the chance. â
I always felt that there was something in her words, as if she was hinting at me something, but she was so vague that I couldn't figure it out, and I didn't bother to think about it.
This time, Wen Er was completely quiet, and the silence lasted for a long time until I got out of the carriage.
On the other side of Suzaku Street is Tsing Que Street, which is generally spacious, generally long and short, and is separated by an old broken bridge. The carriage slowly crossed the bridge, and I lifted the curtain to look out, and saw me waiting for me in the eagle pavilion.
I lowered the curtain and looked down at the sleeping little emperor grandson in my arms, I couldn't bear it, this is someone else's child.
I gently handed him back to his mother, and then stopped the carriage.
As soon as I got off the ground, Wen Er lifted the curtain to call me, and said flatly: "The sky in Jiankang City is about to change."
I looked up at the sky and there were dark clouds, as if heavy rain was coming.
I looked at her and said seriously: "After a long rain, it will be sunny, so change it."
It's really getting more and more incomprehensible to this person.
She smiled and said lightly: "Today, I said a lot of nonsense, and I hope the princess won't mind."
I'm sure I won't mind, just because she drank two or two more drinks today, and she was drunk and crazy. Now that she has woken up, she has become the gentle Liangdi in my impression again.
I nodded, squeezed out a smile, and waved goodbye: "Let's go."
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The wind blows the bead curtain, the bead strings collide to make a crisp and pleasant sound, and the potted gardenia on the windowsill blooms exceptionally well, covered with branches and branches, and the flowers are fragrant.
Yu Gui stared at the flower with scissors in his hand for a long time, but he didn't go down with a pair of scissors.
"Every flower is good, every branch is blooming, it seems that there is no need to prune, you say, Ah Yuan?"
Baili Yuan put down the book in her hand when she heard the sound, walked towards her with a smile, snatched the scissors in her hand and put them in the flower pot, and said softly: "Then don't cut it, keep it."
Yu Gui hesitated: "If you don't cut it, will the flowers that bloom in the back not be big enough and white enough?"
He said, "Cut it or not, the result is the same."
"Really?"
"yes, really."
He replied firmly, and gently touched her bun, a smile on his face. Yu Gui was stunned for a moment, and replied with a sweet smile with a red face: "Then I won't cut it."
"Are your hands cold?"
Yu Gui was still intoxicated and didn't listen to his question, so he didn't respond. He grabbed her hands, lowered his head, and breathed hot air into his palms very intimately.
Yu Gui's heart trembled, and he looked at him attentively, his breathing gradually shortened.
He asked her, "Is this warmer?"
She nodded dumbly, and immediately shook her head vigorously: "Actually, it's still cold, if you can breathe more heat, maybe it will warm up faster."
Baili Zhen smiled knowingly, and really lowered his head and called her for a long time.
Yu Gui lowered her eyes, there was a rare joy between the corners of her mouth and eyebrows, she opened her mouth and asked coquettishly: "Ah Yuan, why are you a little different today?"
He didn't respond to her doubts, but just smiled and asked her, "Do you still want to watch the shadow show today?" I'll show you. â
Without replying, he picked her up and walked out excitedly.
Yu Gui followed him nervously, step by step cautiously, she didn't dare to say more, for fear that she would say the wrong thing and spoil the good atmosphere. Baili Yuan's recent gentleness and enthusiasm simply flattered her.
If you have been hoping for a long time and once it comes true, it will always make people feel that they have gained and lost.
As he walked, he suddenly turned around and asked, "Have you decided which play you want to watch?"
"I've thought about it for a long time, it's better to look at the flower girl and the flower explorer."
Yu Gui blurted out without thinking.
Baili Yuan said softly that it was all up to her, and at the end she asked her with a smile: "We have watched this play so many times, aren't you annoyed?"
"It's not annoying, it's not annoying, and it won't be annoying if you watch it a thousand times."
Yu Gui smiled sweetly, his eyes curved like a crescent moon were embedded in his face with a bright moon, and his lips were smeared with a thin layer of orange lipstick, which looked particularly beautiful against the light of the lights. Baili Yuan stared at this bright smiling face for a long time, and the corners of his mouth began to rise involuntarily, and he also smiled sincerely.
Looking at each other, Yu Guiqian stood on tiptoe and leaned towards him.
Looking at each other, this time he became nervous. His heart was beating like words, his ears were red and hot, and he thought Yu Gui was going to kiss him. Although he felt that it was unseemly on the street, he did not stop it, and subconsciously lowered his head to meet her.
He closed his eyes and waited, but before he could get the kiss he imagined, her ears were tugged at by her.
"Remember when you were a kid and you always plucked my ears? You took the initiative to send it to the door, no wonder I am. â
Yu Gui put his hands together, grabbed his two ears and laughed uninhibitedly, and the laughter was deafening and resounding through the heart of the street.
Baili frowned, and said: "If you have a advantage, you don't take advantage of it, it's really stupid."
Yu Gui didn't listen to the truth, raised his head and asked, "What did you say?"
He looked at her and smiled, "I said, do you remember after so many years?"
"Of course I do. When I was studying in Shang Shuyuan, Hao Fuzi asked you to teach me to fill in the words, but I couldn't learn it, so you grabbed my ears and scolded me for being stupid. At that time, I wanted to treat others the way they did. It's a pity that you are much taller than me, I can't reach it, and you refuse to bow your head to me, so you can seize the opportunity to take revenge on me. â
Saying that, the strength in her hand was a little heavier, and she smiled very heartily.
Baili was angry, annoyed and lost, but she didn't resist, and let her pull her ears to amuse. When she had enough of the joke and wanted to let go, he took her hand by the way.
"Then I will also treat others the way they do."
As soon as he finished speaking, he kissed her on the right cheek.
The kiss fell on her cheek like a dragonfly, so sudden, so unexpected, that she was stunned.
Yu Gui stared at him in confusion and stammered: "You, you, what are you doing......
Baili hooked his lips and smiled, and said ruffianly: "Learn from you to take revenge." I plucked your ear when I was a child and you came back, so you still kissed me secretly, of course I have to pay it back to you. â
Yu Gui was dumbfounded, unable to refute, but full of joy, and the passers-by became floating clouds.
He took her hand again and said with great pleasure: "Let's go, flower girl, go see your shadow show." If you're late, your tanhualang will run away with someone else. â
She said yes, with a smile in her eyes......