Chapter 51 Self-esteem
Probably this is the first time that Yu Chenglan has said such heavy words to Song Jia.
He had always been a gentle big brother before.
looks at Song Jia almost more than her sister.
Such a "color stubble" look.
Song Jia was slightly startled.
On second thought, she could indeed understand.
But...... It's time to really face it.
She found that her courage was still not so great.
"Brother Lan...... I know what I'm talking about now, and it's useless to explain anything. ”
"It doesn't matter if you hate me, or if you think I'm disgusting."
"However, can you please tell me that three years ago, when I left, Cheng Ye was ...... What happened? ”
It was a scar from a cut wrist.
It's not an ordinary scar.
That's a symbol of suicide.
Cheng also committed suicide......
These four words, when they jumped into her head.
Song Jia felt a heart-wrenching pain.
She couldn't imagine what kind of bloody picture it was.
She was already in debt.
If that's really what she thinks.
Song Jia thought that she would not be able to escape the condemnation of her conscience in this life or the next.
She doesn't deserve it either.
Continue to be with Cheng Ye.
Yu Chenglan looked at her in a low voice.
In the past, Song Jia was not afraid of heaven and earth.
High-spirited, swaggering.
She hasn't bowed her head to anyone yet.
In Yu Chenglan's heart, she is indeed the same as her own sister.
But......
He also sees Cheng Ye as closer than his younger brother......
Yu Chenglan felt guilty for a moment.
But in the end, I don't want to be soft-hearted again.
He pushed Cheng into the fire pit again.
He could only harden his heart, "Song Jia, three years ago, when you left, you should have known that you and Xiaoye would no longer have any possibility, and he would not continue to love you." ”
"If I'm not wrong, before you left, Xiao Ye didn't tell you that if you really left this time, he would never go to you."
A sentence deeply imprinted in my heart.
When it was explained again.
Song Jia's heart seemed to be stabbed by a sharp sword, and a heart-wrenching pain poured into the mountains.
Yu Chenglan helped her recall.
That scar was uncovered again.
Song Jia gambled on a lot of priceless things.
But she could afford to lose.
Anyway, she has money, and she will always lose it.
But she was, the most confident, is Cheng Ye's love for her.
She is convinced.
No matter how many times she gambles.
How many times you lose.
Cheng is the same, he will always be, he will always come to her.
But.
After all, she still made a mistake.
That time...... Cheng really never looked back.
Song Jia took a deep breath.
The eye sockets were already red.
But even this is such an embarrassing moment.
Her waist is just as straight as well.
Just like her people.
The exterior is shiny and shiny, but the inside is rotten into mud.
"I'm sorry."
She rarely apologizes to anyone.
Because every apology is saying no to her dignity.
Song Jia stared at Yu Chenglan, and there was fire beating in her eyes.
"But Brother Lan, I still have to say, you are not me, you are not Cheng Ye, no one can say anything on his behalf."
"Even if I, Song Jia, have a thousand cuts, I should be under Cheng Ye's men."
"If you don't tell me today, then, don't blame me for looking for him personally."
She knew that Yu Chenglan didn't want her to get close to Cheng Ye at all.
But her toughness and self-esteem.
She was not allowed to crawl forward.
No one can replace Cheng Ye and sanction her for anything.
Because there is only Cheng Ye.
It's her life.
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