When he opened the door, Lin Qifan was stunned, there was actually a corpse lying on his bed that had been continuously burned by radiation to melt the surface skin, and his head was instantly blank, who was lying on his bed?

But Lin Qifan didn't have the courage to go up and look at the corpse that had been changed beyond recognition, he suddenly noticed that under his own water glass on his table was the gift box he had prepared for his girlfriend, had anyone touched his own things?

Lin Qifan thought about it, the only people who knew the location of his gift were himself and his girlfriend, could it be? Thinking of this, Lin Qifan instantly had an ominous premonition in his heart, he walked to the table tremblingly, opened the gift box slowly, and carefully opened the folded envelope inside.

Xie Xin, who had not yet recovered from the terrifying scene just now, noticed Lin Qifan's abnormality, and she asked in a low voice, "Qifan?" Qifan, are you okay? ”

But Lin Qifan just stood there as if he didn't hear her voice, and the paper in his hand slowly fell on the ground full of dust and broken glass.

Xie Xin seemed to realize something, she bent down and picked up the paper on the ground, on the white A4 paper, a few red blood stains fell on it, which was full of Juanxiu fonts, which read:

"Dear Fanfan, I'm sorry, I went first, I regret not being able to find you, if you live, I hope you can see this letter for yourself.

My dear, I never dreamed that we could walk through the past three years unconsciously hand in hand, during this time, I think it was the happiest time I lived, with you petting, with you hurting, sometimes when I was unreasonable and playing a little temper, you will always tolerate me, never get angry with me, I am very grateful for your tolerance.

There have been countless times when I have imagined that I can enter the palace of marriage with you, imagine what it looks like for us to work hard together, fight for the future together, and our old age full of children and grandchildren, hehe, maybe I think a little far, but I have always believed that with you, this day will not be far away.

It's just that this time fate played too much of a joke on us, you used to tell me about nuclear war and the like, I'm sorry I didn't listen carefully, I used to be very obedient, but this time I want to be willful once, I really can't help it, and I really miss you too much.

When that moment came, I managed to survive, and I also ran into my high school classmates, maybe you don't remember, the two of us hid in a small, dark underground garage for two days, we didn't have much food, we didn't have much water, and we also ran into some crazy people, we hid in the car and saw them tear an innocent person to pieces, unfortunately we were found.

We didn't know how to do it, so we just ran into your dorm building, but the madmen were still following us, and we couldn't get rid of them, and my friend who had been with me for almost three days was killed by the guys in the hallway, and I was hiding in your dorm.

When I wrote this letter to you, they were banging on the dormitory door, and I was so scared, and I wished you could be by my side and protect me, so that they wouldn't hurt me, but it was too late, you said that people can feel a metallic taste in their mouths when the radiation is extremely high.

This time I felt it, it was like I had an iron nail in my mouth, it was very uncomfortable, and my body began to appear red and swollen, maybe this is what you said about being gradually melted by the radiation, but I didn't feel the pain, while I hadn't become ugly, I put your necklace around my neck without permission, it's beautiful, I like it very much, I hope you don't blame me, I can't wait.

I can feel the life on my body is draining rapidly, I can see that my hands have begun to fester, it is really ugly, but while I can still write, I still have a few last words to say, live and be mortal, don't be sad because of my departure, I will always be with you, pray for you, don't embarrass yourself in my absence, find a good girl, let her accompany you, I don't want you to be alone, even if you can't save everyone, but you must help others, don't let others also experience our differences.

I feel like I'm not going to be able to do it anymore, I'm going to wrap myself in your quilt and smell you and leave this world, at least I can feel that you are by my side, I love you forever! ”

Seeing this, Xie Xin couldn't control the grief that surged in his heart like a tide, and his tears fell uncontrollably, and Lin Qifan was already in tears.

For so many days, Lin Qifan imagined countless times in his mind what the two would look like when they met, and how he should find her, but he never dreamed that meeting his beloved would be like this.

He slowly walked to the corpse lying on the bed, the original fear had been replaced by grief, he looked at his girlfriend's corpse, carefully reached out his hand, and slowly removed the necklace around her neck and the ring on her hand, as if he was afraid to wake her up.

Lin Qifan knelt beside the corpse and muttered to himself:

"My dear, if you can hear it on the other side of the world, I want to say a few last words to you, don't worry about me over there, if one day I can't hold on, I'll go to you! Let's be husband and wife again in the next life! ”

After that, Lin Qifan carefully wiped the relics in his hand with a sheet, and then carefully wrapped the relics in a plastic bag, and preciously packed the things in the pocket of his clothes.

He took down the dusty quilt from Li Xin's bed next to him and covered his girlfriend's body.

Under Xie Xin's shocked eyes, Lin Qifan suddenly took off the plexiglass glasses on his face, knelt on the ground and kowtowed three times, and then buckled the glasses and let the blood flow down his forehead.

He looked around at the dormitory where he had brought him laughter and friendship, as if everything had appeared yesterday.

"Qi Fan! There are people in the house! Pan him! ”

"Got it, got it! Set up a gun to cover me! ”

……

"Brother Tao! Your shoes stink, hurry up and take them out for me! ”

"Me! … I don't think it smells like it, take it out by myself hahaha! ”

…

Looking at everything familiar and unfamiliar in the dormitory, Lin Qifan couldn't help but think of the past days, he laughed, laughed very loudly, just laughing and laughing was filled with tears on his face.

Suddenly, he slammed his fist into his dusty computer, shattering the screen of the computer, and with it shattered, it was him who he used to be, and the best memories of that time.