225. The past
The light rain first stopped. The heat in my cheeks has improved slightly. Li Muyun tore apart Chen Xuanxi's clenched palm. I couldn't help but take a few steps back to the side. Again, a short distance was pulled between the two.
She raised her hand to wipe the rain from her hair. Taking advantage of her free time, she glanced at Chen Xuanxi. "Thank you." Thanked him softly. I turned around and wanted to get out of here. She'd been standing long enough. I'm afraid that more people will see her embarrassment at the moment. Moreover. There was also a man behind her.
An understatement of thanks. carried her indelible memories for the rest of his life. Although he was beaten. There is resentment in my heart. But she took this opportunity to hear Chen Xuanxi's heartfelt words. It's all worth it. She asked for nothing more. Even in the long court career that followed. She also found a reason for herself to hold on.
Wind. Walk through them between each other. took away the enthusiasm that should have belonged to them.
There is so much to say in my heart. But he didn't finish. Chen Xuanxi quietly looked at Li Muyun's back. One by one, he stepped on the rain and faded out of his sight.
Hands on the edge of the robe. I can't help but slowly retract. The nail is embedded in the palm of the palm to know how much pain. Just as she left. It's so painful. And why is it so difficult to open your mouth and keep it again?
Result. Do you care or care too much, I'm afraid of hurting her. She in her mouth. The ruthless woman. Is it really her? His eyes were half-narrowed. Chen Xuanxi pursed his lips.
"Yun'er." The eyes are lightly closed. He had opened his lips to call her name. He didn't want to watch her go on until he was out of sight. I didn't dare to open my eyes. He knows. This time if she's gone. In the future, they can only be strangers. The most familiar strangers.
Li Muyun stopped suddenly. She raised her chin. Biting his lips. She's ruthless. Be able to choose to know yourself without dying. Able to knock out the fetus in the womb with a spicy hand. Why face him. But I can't do it as I like.
Look up at the vast sky. Girls' literature is updated for the first time, and she and him are a real couple. Fate played such a joke. If you have already passed shoulders and staggered, why meet again. It's just a pawn on the chessboard of life. Why is it that she always walks more difficult than others?
In the end, there are too many concerns. Fear of having more and losing more. Yoyo turned away. stared at Chen Xuanxi in front of him. "What to do. What am I going to do to be able to do it without thinking about you. Hyun Seok. I don't know what to do. Obviously, we met and fell in love first. Why can't we stay together? Got to this point. I really don't want to. ”
Chen Xuanxi rushed forward. pulled Li Muyun's arm and brought it into his arms. He didn't want to lose her. And she didn't want to. But this hurdle. It's not just about diplomatic relations between the two countries. It has her heart.
Li Muyun pillowed on his shoulder. It's like going back to a day a few months ago. In the same way, they embraced each other and made promises to each other. Blinked his eyelashes slightly. Tears fall.
。 Su Jinyu wiped the tears that overflowed from the corners of her eyes with emotion. I don't know until now. It turns out that she is also a woman who loves bitterness. Those radical actions are just to vent the anger in my heart.
Sideways glance at Ling Yun. I saw the chill in his eyes. My heart shuddered. They are also women. Be able to understand the pain of love. But he was different. He was her husband except for him. He is also a high emperor. How could he bear his wife and his queen to do such a contrary thing?
Wrath. That's inevitable. Su Jinyu held his palm with her backhand. Said softly. "Have fun. Parting bitter. It's more crazy children. ”
Lian Yu heard this. Looked sideways at Su Jinyu. The light in his eyes did not miss Ling Yun's expression.
That night. It was rare for everyone to gather together for dinner in the front hall. Only this time they didn't eat at the next table. Instead, they sat at the same table.
Ling Yun sat on top. silently watched as the servants laid out the vegetables one by one. And the chopsticks in his hand were only lightly held and did not move. The others were just eating their own food on their own plates. Even the most basic eye contact is omitted.
Time. The atmosphere in the hall has dropped to the extreme. Somewhat depressing.
Lian Yu suddenly chuckled a few times. He wiped his lips with a towel. glanced at everyone. Go on. "I suddenly thought of the past. You're interested in hearing from me about it. ”
"But it doesn't hurt to say it." Ling Yun pushed away the dishes and chopsticks in his hand. Seeing that everyone was not in the mood to eat, he ordered the servants to withdraw them. Just make two pots of good tea and serve them.
Lian Yu doesn't like to drink tea. I asked for a pot of sake to keep warm.
He cleared his throat. deliberately set his eyes on Li Muyun. He looked at Chen Xuanxi, the man in white, Su Jinyu and Ling Yun in turn.
"Remember sixteen years ago. I live with Master on the top of the Tianshan Mountains. Snow is falling. Two people broke into the Tianshan Mountains and begged Master for help. If you want to be saved, you must pay for your life. But the older man didn't think about it, so he stood up and said that he was willing to sacrifice. Master was helpless. had to take action for their lives. ”
Just said the beginning. Lian Yu hurriedly picked up the wine glass and took a few sips of sake. There was a slight flush on his face. He pressed one hand on the table. And he saw that the people were listening. He continued to speak.
"They have a deep brotherly relationship. I don't want them to be separated from each other. secretly helped them without telling the master. Since then. An awakening. One is in a vegetative state. I didn't think of it. They are brothers. It's a couple of men and women who love each other but can't say how much they love. Until death. Only then did they realize that love had already spread. It was just as I left to return to Beijing. So he sent the woman away. But halfway through, she disappeared. Until a few months after my wedding. I just found out. It turned out that my queen was that woman. But she seemed to have forgotten everything. Forget the man who loved her with all his life. An invitation. She and I embarked on a path that we could never go back to make amends. The appearance of the man of the year. The reply of her memory. And I killed the fetus in her womb with my own hands, and injured her by mistake. And she understands. Marrying her back then was just a political measure. Completely forgot my true heart. All of this. There is no way to get it back. And me. It's also the loss of her forever. I respect her choice. She knew she couldn't take the place in her heart. Only let go and fulfill her, and I will fulfill her last love. Since that parting. Exactly sixteen years. I've never seen her. I can't protect her favorite pear blossom anymore. ”
End of paragraph. Even the wine jug in Yu's hand was empty. A faint smile hung on the corner of his lips. It's as if it's about something that has nothing to do with him. I can't see his joys, sorrows, and sorrows. I can't see through his torment.
Entanglement of the past. It was said so lightly. It will inevitably pass through that heartache. Unforgettable memories. It will inevitably haunt him all the time. More than that. Remember.
Li Muyun put down the teacup in her hand. Complicated eyes glanced at Chen Xuanxi, who was sitting opposite. But there's a taste of it. But it was already extremely uncomfortable.
"Something. It's not as bad as we thought it would. Since self-knowledge is barely a mistake. Why not let it go. Set her free. Let each other be free. Lian Yu looked at Ling Yun opposite. Slightly drunk.
He was just borrowing from what he had experienced. Let's remind Ling Yun. Some things are not irretrievable. And now Chen Xuanxi is like the man of the past. He wouldn't mind if she was married. Have you ever had an unbearable side? As long as she's still her. That's still love.
And he also hopes that Ling Yun can be a free and easy person. Besides, I don't love Li Muyun in the first place. Together, it's just a political power. Pain with its four people. It's better to let go early. to perfect each other.
"Set her free." Ling Yun muttered this sentence. The light of his eyes flowed to Li Muyun. I remembered what I saw at noon. He couldn't help but clench his hands.
Li Muyun, whose face was delicate, also felt the intention of these words. How could she not know that Lian Yu compared her to the woman in his words. Panicked, dodging Ling Yun's eyes. met unexpectedly with Chen Xuanxi's eyes.
Time. She really didn't know what to do. If. Ling Yun was willing to let go. So will she really be able to leave completely? If Lingyun is unwilling to let go. She just had the right to listen to it as a story. After all, the worst thoughts in her heart had already been prepared. It's just that this set is one step short. It's about whether or not she's going to redo her plans.
Su Jinyu was afraid that Ling Yun would anger everyone. I saw that the tea cup on his table was empty. He took the kettle and poured it into the teapot. Add them one by one.
deliberately pushed the tea cup in front of Ling Yun. A soft reminder. "The water is still hot. Carefully burned your hands. At that time, it is always yourself who should be in pain. ”
Ling Yun raised his eyes thoughtfully and stared at Su Jinyu. Slowly stand up. He glanced around at the crowd. finally looked at Li Muyun and Chen Xuanxi. He whispered. "If you want to go with her.