Let's stay with us for a long time.

The last one......

After this side, I will never see each other again, and I will not have a chance to nag if I want to.

She still has a lot to do today, and she will call Xu Jiangzhen who is far away in San Francisco later and tell her that she is all right, and the Siamese cat has also been raised by her.

What's more, she hasn't seen him for a long time, she sees if she can see him again, and it's good to see him, anyway, she won't see him again.

The last is to accompany the family and accompany the grandmother.

Especially Nan En, she didn't fulfill her responsibilities as a mother, and she didn't let her patience call her mother properly.

After all these things are dealt with, she will spend the last day of tomorrow with Li Shenyan.

Only accompany him.

She owes a lifetime of hard work......

"What are you thinking?" Seeing that Zhang Buxi was so excited, Cui Wanwan asked her.

There was no response.

After three sounds, Zhang Buxi's thoughts were pulled back.

"What's wrong?" She didn't know what Cui Wanwan had asked her just now.

Cui Wanwan said: "I don't like it, what did you think about just now so distractedly?" ”

Zhang Buxi held his cheeks: "Of course, I want to be beautiful Miss Cui Wanwan, I want to be fascinated." ”

The two stayed for a while, Zhang Buxi said that he had to go, but Cui Wanwan didn't keep her, "Then you slow down." ”

"Li is always there." Zhang Buxi said.

Cui Wanwan smiled: "Okay, I won't send you." ”

"Hmm."

Zhang Buxi got up to leave, and after walking not far away, she saw the bottle of medicine, which was placed in front of the bedside table, and it was written that it was easy to sleep......

Retracting his gaze, Zhang Buxi turned around and told her: "Evening, eat less of that." ”

"Hmm."

Cui Wanwan answered, but her mood was extremely low.

She seems to finally can't pretend anymore, and is on the verge of collapse and is about to explode every moment.

She said in a trembling voice: "I don't like it, I can't sleep if I don't eat that, I really can't sleep, when I'm alone, my mind is full of fragmented pictures, and I will have nightmares and epilepsy all night......"

At this time, Cui Wanwan collapsed so badly.

If the injured hand could move, she would definitely hold herself tightly so that she would not let herself hurt herself.

"I cry loudly when I'm alone, I'm a normal person when Nana is here, I'm afraid she will tell you about my condition, I don't want you to worry about me."

"I'm sorry...... Mom and Dad......"

"I'm sorry...... Don't like ......"

Cui Wanwan's eyes were full of tears.

She uttered the words in a trembling voice: "I really want to die." ”

Zhang Buxi's body stiffened.

"Don't ......," she shook her head.

Cui Wanwan raised her head and smiled at her, "I don't like it, I really want to die, but I know that I told myself that it would be good to hold on a little longer, and I would get through, and I told myself like this every day that I would get through." ”

Stick to it a little bit every day, and it will slowly get better.

Those can be forgotten.

But what she thinks more about every day is how to die......

She wept and said, "I was once very low and low because of a man, but I did not blossom in the dust like the flower of evil of Baudelaire." ”

"I'm guilty."

"I saw myself clearly in disgust and irony."

"I've ...... The sin is unforgivable......"

Zhang Buxi walked back and hugged Cui Wanwan, avoiding her injured hand, "It will pass, it will pass, you must be well." You have to remember, you are the girl who tried your best to switch back to Nanshi, please, you must ...... well"