Chapter 90: Collapse
"Lin, Lin Xuan, where are you going". At this moment, the woman who claimed to be my mother called me a few times, I stopped, clenched my fists, and whispered, "Don't call me"!
After speaking, I walked quickly to my room, slammed the door shut, Li Muyang and Lao Dai listened to the sound of the door closing and then shook their bodies again, and said, "Dude, what's wrong"?
Sister Yu shook her head, turned her head and asked, "Auntie, are you really Lin Xuan's mother"?
The woman nodded hurriedly and said quickly: "I, I am his mother, I am".
"Do you have any evidence then". Lao Dai asked with a slight frown.
"Yes, yes, our family is in Wanzhou, Lin Xuan was born in Linjia Village, his grandfather's name is Lin Boxu, his grandmother's name is Su Lan, and his father's name is Lin Xuemin."
The three of them were stunned, looked at each other and said, "Then what is your name."
"I, my name is He Xiujuan".
"He Xiujuan, Aunt He"? Li Muyang said.
The mother nodded and said, "Yes, I am really Lin Xuan's mother."
Li Muyang glanced at the second floor strangely and said, "How did you find this?"
"Oh, me, I saw some posters with your pictures and names on them, so I followed the address."
After speaking, his mother took out a crumpled poster, and Li Muyang was stunned and said: "Where did you get this poster, we haven't posted this kind of advertisement for a long time."
"I picked it up from the ground".
"Picked up?" Lao Dai asked suspiciously.
Mother nodded, and then Sister Yu asked again, "Then did you come to Lin Xuan for something, or?"
"Something, something, I know that Xuan'er has the ability now, and I also know what he's doing, I just happened to encounter this kind of thing at home recently, so I want to ask Xuan'er to come over and help me take a look."
"Then why did he leave as soon as he saw you, as if he was still a little angry." Lao Dai was not obscure at all, and said directly.
The mother shook her head, tears suddenly dripped down, and said in a choked voice: "It's all my fault, it's me who is not good, I used to be too cold to Xuan'er, I don't deserve to be a mother."
Sister Yu patted her mother's hand and comforted: "It's okay Auntie, don't cry first, I know everything about you and Lin Xuan, I'll go and persuade this kid."
The mother wiped her tears and nodded and asked, "You, you are".
"I'm his sister, Lao Dai, Li Muyang, you two talk to your aunt."
Lao Dai and Li Muyang nodded, and then Sister Yu walked briskly up to the second floor towards my room.
At this time, I sat on the edge of the bed with my head in my hands, and the thoughts in my heart were like a mess in my heart, Sister Yu opened the door and walked to my side, stroked my shoulder and said, "Xiaoxuan."
I waved my hand, exhaled a deep breath of turbidity, and motioned to Sister Yu to leave me alone, but Sister Yu ignored me and said, "Do you still hate Auntie?"
I shook my head, gasped and said, "Sister Yu, you let me be alone for a while, I, I'm too chaotic now."
"Actually, you don't have to let yourself be like this, try to accept her, you can also see that Auntie has a heart of repentance."
"Why didn't she have a heart of repentance earlier, do you know how uncomfortable it was for me to be ruthlessly abandoned by her when I was a child, although I was young and ignorant, but a person will not be sensible for the rest of his life, I was bullied, others said that I was a wild child without a parent, other children were bullied, they had parents to comfort, but what about me? Although there are grandparents, why do grandparents clean up the mess for others? Do you think my mom did the right thing, like this? Do grandparents have the obligation to help other people take care of their children, they are tired all their lives, can't they enjoy some blessings, she can't take me, why should they give birth to me, when I am what? It's expired, and if you're tired of playing, you'll throw it away as garbage"??
My tone was a little rushed, but Sister Yu still patted me on the shoulder and said, "I know that my grandparents have worked hard for you to enjoy Qingfu, and I also know that you are holding grievances for your grandparents, and I know that you feel sorry for your grandparents in your heart, but your aunts have come to you, do you still want to turn them away."
"So I don't know what to do right now"! I kicked the bedside table angrily, and the bedside table was directly shattered, Sister Yu sighed and said: "Come down with me, we are all here, it's good for you to make some things clear early, and you don't want to be so messy for the rest of your life."
I shook my head, and Sister Yu said: "That's fine, you're not a child anymore, I don't have to tell you some things, you can understand."
After speaking, Sister Yu took my arm and said, "Let's go, boy, we are all here, you are not alone."
I withdrew my arm and said, "No, forget it, I don't want to see her".
Sister Yu was stunned for a moment and said, "Why."
I laughed self-deprecatingly and said, "Why, I don't even know what her name is, here's why"!
After speaking, I got up directly and rushed out of the room, jumped directly from the balcony on the other side to the outside of the living room and walked towards the door, and with a bang I closed the door outside, Sister Yu chased after me, but she didn't catch up with me, Li Muyang and Lao Dai hurriedly came over and said, "Sister Yu, what's the matter."
"Xiao Xuan's mood is a little broken, you hurry up and go out to chase it back, it's raining outside, don't have an accident." Sister Yu said quickly.
Li Muyang and Lao Dai nodded hurriedly, and rushed out with three black umbrellas.
I ran wildly on the road, letting the rain lap on my face, tears were unconsciously sliding down with the rain, a small number of pedestrians on the road looked at me suspiciously, I didn't care about their strange eyes, I hope I can get tired and lie down, so as to avoid today's troubles!!
It was the first time I had run so hard, and it was the first time I felt physically and mentally exhausted, and with a plop, my foot tripped over a stone hidden in the rain, and I fell directly to the ground, and drank a large mouthful of muddy water on the ground, but I didn't care about it, and slowly got up and sat next to the trash can.
I covered my face with my hands, my shoulders kept swaying, my knees slowly oozing bright red blood, I gasped, wiped my tears, my eyes kept staring at the soaked floor, I kept leaning on the trash can for a long time, passers-by frowned and looked at me briskly, and looked back from time to time.
At that moment, I suddenly felt an umbrella propped up above my head, and I saw a pair of men's shoes standing in front of me.
"Little brother, what's wrong with you, you fell"? A man asked.
I shook my head, wiped a handful of tears and choked up, "It's okay, you don't have to worry about me."
The man squatted down, I saw his face clearly, it was a strange road, the man smiled slightly and said: "Little brother, there is no hurdle in this world that cannot be passed, our man's shoulders are carrying the sky, can not be defeated by reality so easily, cheer up, your family is still waiting for you, come on"!
I looked at the man with red eyes and whispered thank you, then the man smiled again, handed me the umbrella and said, "Little brother, go home early, life is still long."
After speaking, the man patted me on the shoulder again, and walked forward in the rain, at this time I couldn't hold back, maybe thinking of the dark childhood when I was a child, or maybe I couldn't accept it for a while, and the grievances in my heart were like a flood, and I couldn't resist crying anymore.
It may be that God felt my feelings, and the rain was getting heavier and heavier, and I buried my head in my knees, trying my best not to let myself cry, but how could this low mood be forgotten so easily!
After sitting on the side of the road for half an hour, I also felt a little tired, a feeling I hadn't experienced for a long time, and at this moment, I suddenly laughed at myself and choked up: "You are really a wretch."
After speaking, I slowly stood up with the trash can, but the wound on my knee brought me pain, I pulled up the torn pants, and looked at the wound, as if a piece of flesh had been dropped, and the wound was slowly whitening, as if I could see the bones, I endured the sharp pain caused by the wound, and limped forward.