Chapter 537: Diary

The person in the bed still didn't respond.

Lu Qingchen just kept looking at her, watching all the time.

Attentive and meticulous.

He wiped her body and cheeks from time to time, she was a little girl who loved cleanliness.

Move carefully.

All the patience of his life has been spent on her.

As for what he should do, he really hadn't thought about it.

After wiping her face, he spoke to her......

It's all about the past.

"Do you know what I felt when I first saw you?"

Thinking of their first meeting, a smile appeared in Lu Qingchen's eyes.

"When I first saw you, I only thought that this little girl was very clean and bold. And a little cute. ”

"You don't even know how attractive you are."

Lu Qingchen shook her hand and rubbed it gently.

"In my eyes, you are really a very brave girl, stubborn and not easily admit defeat."

"So this time, promise me not to give up, okay?"

As soon as his words fell, Song Xingran slowly opened his eyes.

"Okay."

Her voice was weak and somewhat hoarse.

The eyes that were still clear looked at him, and the corners of his mouth hooked a shallow smile.

Lu Qingchen saw her wake up and instantly smiled.

He suppressed the tremor in his heart and kissed her on the cheek.

"Why did you sleep so long this time?"

Song Xingran shook his head: "I don't know, I just feel very tired." ”

"Lu Qingchen, have you lost weight? The chin is sharpened. ”

She asked weakly. The tone was a little dissatisfied.

Lu Qingchen shook his head and quickly explained: "No, I eat on time every day, sleep on time, and deal with work when I accompany you, and I listen to you." ”

Not really.

He didn't eat on time, he didn't sleep on time, and he didn't do any work.

All the company's affairs are handled by Xiao Yang and Zhang Rong.

He just wanted to watch over her and watch her.

"You lied to me." Song Xingran said softly.

Gently pinched him below.

"I don't have any meat on my hands, and I'm not as handsome as I used to be. Will you listen to me? ”

"Okay, I'll listen to you." Lu Qingchen hurriedly came down, afraid that she would accidentally fall asleep again.

And Song Xingran really wanted to sleep again.

She was a little tired and wanted to close her eyes, but she knew that after falling asleep this time, she didn't know when she would see him.

So she held on and didn't want to close her eyes.

"Lu Qingchen, I'll be fine, you have to take care of yourself and help me take care of my family."

Her voice grew weaker, and her eyes slowly closed again.

"I miss you."

The last three words, her voice was very small, but Lu Qingchen still heard it.

He pressed his forehead against her and whispered, "I miss you too." ”

Ning Tongxi stood outside the ward and did not go in.

She didn't want to disturb them, although she was very worried about Lu Qingchen, but at this time, she thought that she shouldn't show up.

Lu Yibei stood beside Ning Zhixi, sighed and said, "How long will Sister Xingran sleep until long?" Those fans on the Internet have exploded. Although Sister Guan Ning issued a statement, saying that she was recuperating from her illness, everyone was still shocked. ”

"My second uncle has completely changed now, and he doesn't look like himself."

"What can I do if I continue like this?"

Ning Zhixi heard Lu Yibei say this, and sighed lightly and said, "It depends on the speed of the expert." ”

"Lu Qingchen's psychological condition should be very bad now. I only hope that he can know how to vent himself. ”

Although Lu Yibei didn't quite understand what Ning Zhixi meant, he knew that the current situation was very bad.

Lu Qingchen in the ward stood in front of Song Xingran's bed every step of the way.

He pulled out a notebook from a nearby drawer.

This notebook is a bit old and thick.

Something is densely written on it.

He flipped to the blank page at the back, took the pen, and wrote on it.

December 15, 2019.

Today she woke up and said a few words to me, and she told me to take care of myself and said that I was not as handsome as I used to be. She said she missed me.

I miss her so much, I can't miss her so much.

She's been like this lately, and it doesn't take more than two minutes to wake up, and I'm afraid she'll never wake up again.

Why are those experts so useless? Do you want to kill them all?

But after killing them, who will develop the medicine?

After writing these things, Lu Qingchen put the pen aside.

The notebook flipped open, and he took her hand again.

Quietly watching her sleeping face.

The wind outside the window blew on the notebook paper.

The wind blew open one of the pages.

It reads.

November 12, 2014.

A fire broke out in the place where Song Yunqing lived.

I didn't tell her immediately, because when I found out, the fire was very big, no one dared to go in to save people, and Song Yunqing was probably gone.

I didn't tell her, I knew she would hate me. Hate me for hiding it from her.

But it doesn't matter, as long as she's safe and sound with me, it doesn't matter.

I just want to hide her in my world.

November 14, 2014.

She still knew about Song Yunqing. She had a fight with me.

Call me cold-blooded and ruthless, say I'm perverted and have no heart.

She wants to break up with me for the sake of Song Yunqing.

Of course, it was just her unilateral dumping of me.

I didn't agree, but she returned to the Song family.

It seems that he really wants to draw a line with me.

I wanted to tie her back, but seeing her so sad and painful, my heart softened.

But I was in pain, my heart hurt, my head hurt.

I went back to this huge house alone, and I felt very uncomfortable and irritable.

I want to smoke, I want to drink, I want to miss her.

December 1, 2014.

I was sick and hospitalized. Stomach bleeding.

Han Zhiyun told her. She came back to see me.

I'm very happy, I admit my mistakes to her, as long as she can be by my side, I can admit any mistake.

She cried. My baby, when you cry for me, it's so beautiful, it's so good, we're reconciled.

I think that from today onwards, I must keep an eye on her.

I can't let her leave me anymore, it's so uncomfortable. I don't want to try again.

So, I must, lock her away with me, at all costs.

March 14, 2015.

On this day, we quarreled again.

Because of one named Qi Mo. She said that Qi Mo was the senior she admired the most, and I was angry.

But she said that she entered the computer department, not because of Qi Mo, but because of me.

She said that because I was very good at computers, she wanted to follow in my footsteps and become better than me, so she studied computer science.

However, why did she get so close to Qi Mo?

Why did she go out to eat with him, to go for a walk with him? Why don't you just take the initiative to tell me? Why don't you let me stay with you?

Does she want to leave me again? No, I won't allow it.

I'm really scared.

No, I can't let her leave me.