When Xiao Muchen sat on the field, he didn't think about anything in his heart.

He is always distracted and focused on playing every role.

Mu Chen is such a person, the game is his home field, sitting here, he can forget all the previous troubles.

It used to be like that, but now, it's not.

Will think a lot, past, present.

The mind is very chaotic, and I can't sort out a main line.

He is clearly the kind of person who knows everything, but can't speak clearly.

Wanting to get something out of his mouth is simply wishful thinking.

Xiao Muchen is good at hiding his feelings, pretending to be incomprehensible to everyone, and on weekdays, he still goes his own way.

But there is no shortage of him who is a good person at heart, at least, in the eyes of everyone, he has achieved what no one else has been able to achieve.

As early as when he became famous, there was more talk about him.

It was divided into two factions for a while, and that was really everything.

There were some words that even he couldn't figure out.

Although the words are terrifying, Xiao Muchen has never been afraid, after all, in his eyes, when these things happened, he was still young, no matter how mature he was, he was nothing more than a child.

Xiao Muchen spent a night in the dark, and in the morning, he called Xie Yuan and made an appointment at the café where Xi Nuan worked before.

The environment there is good, and the style and decoration are also the style he likes, so he will frequent it and give Xi Nuan so many opportunities.

Now that I think about it, whatever fate I say, it's just that he created it himself.

Xie Yuan was obviously surprised when he received Xiao Muchen's call, the last time, no matter how he persuaded him, he refused to live or die, as if participating in a competition was like asking for his life.

Obviously, it was his dream, but in the end, it seemed to force him.

No matter how good Xiao Muchen's skin is, he has dark circles under his eyes at the moment.

After all, I haven't slept much all night, and it's not easy to keep my mind clear.

When talking to Xie Yuan, there were not so many stumbles.

It's just the feeling of chatting with friends, and there are a lot of words, but I don't need to say it so clearly.

"You came to me this time, you should have something to tell me."

Xie Yuan stared at Xiao Muchen, trying in vain to get a little information from his face.

But it's a pity, Xiao Muchen just stirred his coffee with a spoon and didn't look up.

"I want to go back to playing, but I don't know what I'll be able to do."

Xie Yuan was stunned for a moment, and then said happily, "That's a good thing, haven't you always played training matches with them?" Relax, I'm sure your hand feels no different than it did back then. ”

Xiao Muchen shook his head and said word by word, "But now, I am more afraid of the scene of the game than I was back then." ”

"That kind of fear will leave me with no choice at all."

What Xiao Muchen didn't want to mention was the scene two years ago, and his silence and disappearance had something to do with it.

Xie Yuan understood the meaning of his words almost instantly, "You mean to say that until now, you haven't let go?" ”

"I can't let it go, it's a knot in my heart, and it's a dead knot."

If he can't overcome this difficulty, even if he can stand on the scene of the game, in the end, it will not be the same result.