"Is that our fault?" Lydia said.

"Of course," said Beoulai, although she craned her neck and looked very proud, but her eyes fluttered around, revealing the weakness of her heart when she said this, "As far as you used to admonish, who would listen to it." ”

Lydia raised her left eyebrow slightly, and Biyulai's heart was sudden, and she subconsciously forcibly explained: "Isn't what I said wrong?" Kunna is sarcastic and prickly every time she talks about me, and Wangda scolds her, and you ......" At this, Biyulai paused slightly, turned his eyes to look at her, and quickly looked away, "It's also a gesture of admonishing strangers, who can listen to this." ”

Lydia's eyebrows moved slightly, frowning slightly, looking at Bioulai's expression, she also became extremely serious, and pursed her lips for two seconds, "This...... Indeed, we have our faults. ”

There is nothing wrong with Beoulai's words.

Since before the farm, she really didn't have any good feelings for Yulai.

At that time, as far as she was concerned, Biyulai was in her impression, as she herself said, perverse, arrogant and arrogant, and did not make any sense at all.

For someone who doesn't have a good feeling, even if that person is her relative, she doesn't want to take a second look.

It is precisely because of this that in the past when Biyulai was at fault, she would treat another stranger like a stranger.

You're wrong, I'll say.

It's just a matter of blood between you and me.

As for whether you listen to it or not, that's your own business, what's the matter, it has nothing to do with her anyway.

So before treating Beoulai, she never had any more patience, carefulness, and warmth that she should have.

"Hey," Lydia sighed at the thought, raising her hand and rubbing Bioulai's head, "I'm sorry, in the past...... It was my negligence, it was my fault. ”

Beyulai blinked, staring straight at her, not thinking about how to continue for a long time.

What she just said was just a forcible reason.

I didn't think about it......

Lydia actually confessed!

I apologized to her!

This......

"From now on," Lydia smiled at her, "I'll never ignore you again, never again." ”

Beyolai's eyes were slightly trance, and he looked straight at her, and suddenly ...... I felt as if something was coming out of my eyes on both sides of my cheeks.

"Ah......h

Lydia's heart twitched, she was already sorry, but now looking at her like this, she regretted that she wanted to travel back to sixteen years ago and snatch Bioulai from Annie!

If his father hadn't handed over Buyulai to Anne sixteen years ago, wouldn't Biyulai today be watching her shed tears of being overwhelmed by her emotions?

Is it that today's Beoulai will not give up on the person he has always wanted to chase.

Is it that Biyulai has been able to have a deep sisterhood with her since she was a child.

Isn't it......

"Okay." After Byolai clasped his hands and forcibly stabilized the churning emotions in his heart, there were still tears in his eyes, but with a shallow smile on his face, he smiled at Lydia, "I...... Believe in you. ”

Lydia put her hand on her head and rubbed it twice, "Good work." ”

The past you.

"What are these words," Buyulai sniffed, took out a silk handkerchief and wiped the tears from his face, and said with a smile, "You should be the one who will work hard in the future." ”

Lydia raised her eyebrows, put down her hand, didn't explain anything, and smiled, "It's not hard." ”

"Let's go, then," said Biyulai, looking at her with a smile after putting the silk handkerchief away, "It shouldn't be too early." ”

Lydia took out her pocket watch and looked at the time, it was still more than an hour away from the time Angus had set before.

"Continue?" Lydia pointed her pocket watch at Beoulai and asked, "Or go back?" ”

Beyolai stared at the time, pursed his lips, and thought for two seconds, "Or...... Let's go back. ”

They've come a long way.

"Then let's go back." Lydia didn't say a word, she put away her pocket watch and followed her back to the same way.

"By the way," Lydia suddenly remembered an unfinished topic on the way, "Now, do you still think that it is Annie's fault that you are the way you are?" ”

Biyulai frowned, but did not speak.

Are they?

…… No way.

She will become what she is now, even if it goes back to the source of all the problems, and it is not Anne's fault.

If it weren't for her father handing her over to Anne, how could Anne take over the task of caring for her.

At that time, Anne was only four years old.

How can a four-year-old child understand how to educate a baby?

So, is it all Anne's fault?

No.

No.

But, is Anne right?

No.

There must be.

It's just that, now that I think about it, her biggest mistake was just to indulge her at will.

And she will grow into what she is now, in fact, from a certain point of view, it is not her own choice to grow up.

She was not convinced by others saying that she was obedient, so she became obedient herself.

She is not angry with others who say that she is arrogant and arrogant, so she herself has become arrogant and arrogant.

……

In the end, all of this is just because of herself.

Anne never taught her to be perverse to others, nor did she ever teach her that she didn't need to be polite, and that she didn't need to be reasonable in everything.

Everything they did from childhood to college was exactly the same.

But in the end, Quinna grew into Quinna, and Wanda grew into Wangda, and Anne grew into Anne, and Lydia was what she should be, and she ...... I also grew into my own appearance.

Although Wangda has participated in the army, it is also her own choice.

So......

She grew up like this, and in the final analysis, she didn't grow up like this?

In this case, who is she to blame?

Ay......

With a long sigh of silence, Biyulai smiled bitterly, "No, it's not her fault. ”

Lydia was stunned, she thought that this person couldn't think about it after all, "You...... Do you really think so? ”

"Hmm." Beoulai took a deep breath, exhaled again, and finally raised his head, looked ahead, and said very easily: "Since I can even let go of that position, even Angus can give up, what else can't I put down." In the past, I was too paranoid. Complaining about everyone, I always feel that there is no good person in this world, and all the people around me think that I am not good, I am bad, and I am arrogant. Anne said nice things for me everywhere, but I always thought she was fake. ”

"But ......," said Bioulay, smiling, "I still want to thank her for helping me find reasons when everyone said I was wrong." And in the end, when I was criticized and blamed by everyone, I also had a direction to get angry. Whenever someone tells me how you grew like this, I keep telling myself that it's Anne's fault, everything is Anne's fault, and if it weren't for Anne who followed me in everything and didn't tell me everything right and wrong in the morning, how could I be wrong. ”

"Uh......" Lydia was stunned.

I didn't think that between Anne and Beoulai......

And then there's this psychological relationship.

"Am I bad?" Beoulai turned his face, smiled sheepishly, and then continued, "Actually, I always knew that there was nothing wrong with Anne. She just follows me, and she follows me no matter what I do. It is precisely because of this homeopathy that my arrogance has been boosted. It also gave me a direction to escape. I can be scared of her existence, and I can also hide behind Anne and scold her to everyone when I have a hole in heaven and earth, if it weren't for her, I wouldn't be scared of heaven and earth, so it's Anne's fault that there is a hole in heaven and earth. ”

"Uh......" Lydia said when she stopped.

Hearing this, she suddenly felt that Anne was also pitiful.

"Hey," Biyulai chuckled, "how do you feel like you're really bad." Anne was bullied by me too badly, and she was still like that. Now that I think about it, being bullied like me, with her temperament, she hasn't collapsed yet, and she is also powerful. ”

Lydia shook her head helplessly, "Although she has a waxy temperament, she is extremely patient. And when she chooses to follow you, she must already know which direction you will be skewed. So...... Any behavior you do to her, with her, is estimated to be expected long ago. ”

Biyulai was stunned, "So powerful?" ”

Lydia smiled and didn't speak.

Beyolai blinked his eyes, was silent for two seconds, and said: "Feelings, in the end, among our five sisters, after all, I am the youngest, the most ignorant, the most mindless, and the most stupid?" ”

She thought she had played with Anne before.

I never thought about it......

It turned out to be herself who had been bouncing in the palm of her hand.

"Very good," Lydia smiled, "simple people are the most blessed." ”

"Uh......" Biu Laymer.

She really didn't see where she was blessed.

"Let go," said Lydia, "don't live for what other people call youlai, please live like the biurea that you want to live in your heart." That'...... You'll be able to see your blessings. ”

"What does Biyulai want to live in his heart the most?" Beyolai's eyes trembled slightly, and he didn't know what to think, and the color in his eyes gradually lost focus.

The steps under his feet are still slowly moving forward, but they seem to be a little erratic.

Lydia took her arm and looked at her, but didn't speak.

After a while, I heard a confused voice in my ears, "What should Biyulai's heart look like?" ”

"Then I'm going to find out about it." Lydia whispered, "Before that, though, there's a premise. ”

Biyulai's figure was stunned, and his eyes without focus finally converged a little, and his confused voice was not confused, "Premise? ”

Lydia, who was holding her, also stopped, looked up at her, and bowed her head, "Yes, there is another premise. ”

"What premise?" Beyolai asked, skeptical.

"Put it down." Lydia said, "As you just said, you let go of that position, you let go of Angus, you let go of all your paranoia about Anne. Right now...... You also need to let go of who you were. ”

"Once upon a time?" Beyolai narrowed his eyes.

"yes," Lydia stepped forward, and Biyulai subconsciously stepped along, "the old self." Only by letting go of the former self can you achieve your future self. ”

"But ......," Biyulai's eyebrows narrowed slightly, "It's not easy to say." ”

She was able to let go of that position because she didn't have a big idea about that position in the first place.

can let go of Angus, that's because she doesn't have to marry him.

Let go of the paranoia about Anne, that's because she doesn't need to be attached to her at all now.

These things are all because these things no longer have much weight in her heart.

But once self......

Myself......

How can I let go of myself?

Even the one who didn't like me once.

Either way, it's all me.

That's the trajectory of her whole life.

If you let go of your former self, wouldn't it ......

"I'm asking you to let go," Lydia said suddenly, "not for you to give up, and not for you to veto erase." No one, even if they have amnesia or die, cannot erase everything they have experienced in their life. ”

“…… Put it down? Beyulai was stunned.

"Yes," said Lydia, "it means letting go of the idea that you used to live only for what came from the mouth of others, and it means letting go of the past ways and habits that you didn't like, and it means letting go of some bad ideas that you once held." ”

“…… That's right. Beyulai blinked, staring at her for a few moments before he could figure out what it meant.

"What do you think it is?" Lydia smiled.

"Uh......" Beyolai's eyes flashed a little embarrassed, "I thought you made me forget who I used to be and live again." ”

The corners of Lydia's mouth twitched slightly, and she smiled, "Do you think it's possible?" ”

Beyolai shook his head busily.

Lydia looked at her cute and shaking her head, she couldn't help it, and laughed directly, "Fifth sister is so cute." ”

Beoulai was stunned, and his fair little face immediately turned red.

"By the way," added Lydia, "let's talk to Anne when we get back to-day." ”

Beyolai was stunned, looking straight at her, the flush on his face that had just appeared had disappeared in an instant with her words, but he was replaced by a look of surprise, "Talk? What to talk about? ”

"Talk about what you've figured out." Lydia stared straight at her.

"Why talk to her?" Bioulai frowned, and his face was full of the word rejection.

It's one thing for her to let go, but it's another thing to talk to Anne!

With Anne's temperament, she couldn't even think about it now.

"If you say anything, the other person will understand your mind," said Lydia, "and if you don't say anything, how can others understand what you really think?" ”

"I don't need her to know what I really think." Biyulai snorted in disgust.

"But didn't you put it down?" Lydia said in a steady, steady voice.

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