At that time, Qiao Nian was still a little uncomfortable, but now, he is really calm and can't be calmer anymore.

Not only will they not resist when holding hands, but hugging and kissing have also become ordinary things that can no longer be ordinary.

In the past, Qiao Yu always said that she was a fickle person and was destined not to be affectionate.

After all, in a relationship, ten years may really only be a very short past.

Just thinking like this, Qiao Nian's hand held in the palm of Li Yao's hand trembled involuntarily.

Suddenly, I felt scared.

She wasn't sure if she was in love, and she was actually worried about whether she could be in love with him, and this span felt a little ironic no matter how she thought about it.

However, Qiao Nian just thought like this, Li Yao directly picked her up and let her sit on his arm like a child, Qiao Nian was afraid of falling, so he had to lower his head and wrap his neck, his mouth opened, and he stopped talking for a while, and finally he didn't say a word.

Li Yao carried her directly to the upstairs bedroom, Qiao Nian felt a little confused inexplicably, and the hand around his neck involuntarily held his collar, knowing that when he put her on the dresser in the bedroom and sat down, she only breathed a sigh of warmth.

Li Yao pulled a stool in front of her, his slender legs folded at will, and sat opposite each other quietly by casting the light of the golden room through the screen window outside the villa.

The room was quiet and could only hear the breathing of the two people, compared to Li Yao's indifference, Qiao Nian was a little cautious.

Although she is not enough to see through people's hearts, Qiao Nian can probably guess what Li Yao thinks in the past, but now, she is really not sure.

He hurriedly gave Qiao Nian the basic idea that she could be arrogant, but he left silently to make her suffer from gains and losses, and now, he sat in front of her, silent, surprisingly quiet.

That's what she's always used to, and she's used to.

However, she didn't know if she should be like before, whose fault it was, as if it hadn't happened?

She had too much uncertainty and too much to come near.

Even, regret it.

She shouldn't have upset the balance between the two, and if she hadn't, maybe she could have hugged him like she had done before, or be embraced by him now.

Li Yao didn't know how Qiao Nian's heart turned a hundred times, but there were too many compromises, and he was fed up with Qiao Nian always being so bland.

But in the end, it was he who had to compromise: "Nian Nian, am I too self-righteous?" ”

It's not these two words, Qiao Nian could have said it without thinking about it, after all, she has always been very good at observing words and feelings, she can always easily say what Li Yao wants to hear or likes to hear, but even if it is sincere this time, those two words are inexplicably stuck in her throat, and she can't say anything.

"I ......" Qiao Nian hesitated for a while, and finally said slowly: "I don't understand, why do you say that?" ”

"I thought you missed me." Li Yao's tone was flat and slow, as if to say another thing that could not be true, but he had accepted the impossibility and no longer expected it to be true.

Qiao Nian was silent for a while before he said, "But I miss you." ”

"Really?" Li Yao asked with a chuckle.

However, Qiao Nian inexplicably seemed to be poured from head to end by a bucket of ice water, she clasped her hand on the dresser, shook it heavily for a while, and then let go.

At this moment, she is like a child who has made a mistake, and it is an experience that is more uncomfortable than being blamed.

Li Yao's eyes always fell on her hand, and finally, maybe she was tired, she didn't bother to care about anything, she frowned lightly, and her voice was full of exhaustion: "Niannian, it's really tiring to worry about you, but I seem to be fed up and don't care." ”

"You don't need me to interfere in your work, and don't let me ask about your past, so what is my use value for you? So, in your heart, am I not even as good as Chu Rui, who is blinded by ignorance? ”

Li Yao and Qiao Nian talked, and it was rare for him to be so aggressive, and he didn't even need Qiao Nian to explain, but, really like he said, he was fed up with this kind of self-deceptive love.

It seems calm and stable, and you don't have to worry about anything.

Qiao Nian will not worry that he will accept other women when he socializes outside, and he never worries about whether Qiao Nian will have a relationship with her ex-boyfriend, their stability and peace seem to not exist.

"Li Yao......" Qiao Nian called his name, and after a while, he said slowly: "How do you need me to prove it, so that you will believe that I think I miss you, and it is true." ”

"I'm sorry Niannian, I don't know how you have to prove that I will believe it, because, no matter what you say or do, I can't forget how simply you excluded me when you faced Chu Rui alone."

What he saw was Qiao Nian's silence from beginning to end.

She was not surprised at all that Chu Rui would know about her from Qiao Yan, her calmness and coldness were enough to make Li Yao understand that her affairs, she never expected to hide them cleanly and thoroughly, and she didn't even mind if someone would come out of nowhere to turn over her old accounts, but it was only him, she always kept silent.

In the final analysis, Li Yao is also a calculating person, and even, because he has more keen insight than others, so much so that Qiao Nian himself didn't notice it.

But when she was worried about whether Li Yao put her first, she completely forgot that from beginning to end, the person who should be the most concerned was actually Li Yao.

She was silent for a while, and there was no confidence in her hesitant voice: "But I have my reasons......"

"You always have your reasons, don't you?" Li Yao's tone was slow, but a little ruthless.

Qiao thought that probably this time, he would not back down again.

In the quiet room, the silent atmosphere is full of confrontation and flint, and the silent saber rattling.

Qiao Nian pondered for a moment and breathed a sigh of relief: "But what do you want me to say?" I don't have much to say, after all, those are not mine anymore. ”

"Whether it is the identity of the eldest lady of the Qiao family, everything I have experienced is no longer mine, and for those who have never belonged to me, why should I always remember it?" Qiao Nian's tone was slow, but there was endless sorrow in his gentle tone.

She looked at Li Yao, her eyes as calm as water were faint, flowing with endless sorrow: "But I can't complain, even if I haven't done anything, but I can never deny that it was because of me that Qiao Yan was involved, even if I didn't want to hurt anyone, but everyone, it was because of me, standing at the wrong starting point." ”

"Therefore, it is impossible for me to feel nostalgic for the past like Qiao Yan, at first because of me, and later, because my willfulness disturbed that false peace, and at that time, I couldn't afford any price."

"I'd rather think of myself as a person with no past, if I do, it's probably only three years, from the time the Ji family left to the time I met you." Qiao Nian swallowed his saliva and looked at him with a calm smile: "So, I don't know how to tell you about my past, I am twenty-six years old this year, but my life started three years ago, and these three years, you have accompanied me." ”

She hoped that Li Yao could see her honesty, at least, what she said at the moment, it was true: "If I can, I hope that my life is only three years so far, and I can do without the rest." ”

Qiao Nian's words were engraved on his heart like a knife.

He got up to hug her, and a warm voice came from above her head: "Niannian, you are trying to tell me that you can give up everything, but you will not give up on me." ”

Qiao Nian leaned into his arms and didn't speak for a long time.

She wasn't sure if she wanted to think like Li Yao said, or that in the past three years, because Li Yao had occupied most of her time, she couldn't avoid him no matter what, so that she couldn't deny his words?

However, Li Yao did not change his cognition because of her silence: "Since you don't deny it, then I and I will be your acquiescence." ”

The original meaning of this sentence represents uncertainty, but when it came out of Li Yao's mouth, there was no hesitation or uncertainty.

The light voice was more of a seductive temptation, tempting her to fall deeper and deeper, knowing that she couldn't extricate herself.

Because of the jet lag, Li Yao's body is extremely tired, and the person he has been missing is in his arms at the moment, wanting her, but he is more hesitant, because what he wants to do more than asking her is inexplicably more like talking to her.

"Did you eat a lot of snacks today?" Li Yao lay on his side, his eyes closed, and his lazy and tired voice was surprisingly seductive.

Qiao Nian snuggled in his arms and shook his head: "Not today." ”

"Did you really eat for two hours yesterday?" Li Yao didn't believe it, he just felt that what he said was a bit exaggerated, and besides, Qiao Nian's living habits have always been very healthy, even if he eats, he won't eat so much at once.

"En......" Qiao Nian thought for a while, and then said seriously: "I don't think there are two hours, at most an hour." ”

Li Yao reached out and pinched her cheek: "That's a lot!" It's not that you won't be allowed to eat, but eating too much junk food is a lot for the body, so it's better to eat less. ”

"But when you're in a bad mood, there's always a way to vent." Qiao Nian wrapped his arms around his waist, and his soft voice was a little complaining: "I'm too used to you coaxing me, and you suddenly stopped coaxing me, and I was a little ...... for a while Not very adaptable. ”

Li Yao's distinct fingers wrapped around her hair, and after a while, he said slowly: "Then have you ever thought that when I don't coax you, I actually need you to coax me?" ”

"En......" Qiao Nian said truthfully: "I thought about it, but I can't believe it." She looked up from his bosom and looked at him, as if thousands of stars were hidden in her burning eyes: "Because in my heart, you are omnipotent." ”

Li Yao pondered for a moment: "En...... Go on. ”

"Go on something."

"Coax me to be happy."

Qiao Nian couldn't help but laugh out loud: "Childish! You clearly just want me to praise you! ”

Li Yao's voice became weaker and weaker: "It's different. ”

"What's different?" Qiao Nian heard that he was tired, but he still couldn't help but be curious.

Li Yao leaned sideways and wrapped her in his arms, buried his chin in her neck, and said slowly: "I only care if I am omnipotent in your heart, and no one else matters." ”