Chapter 117: You're Just You?
The cold and hard touch under her knees made Song Yaoxian feel a chill in her heart, and when she heard Song Yuheng's earnest words, her whole heart was suddenly pinched. "Sister? Xian'er didn't want to enter the palace, Xian'er never thought about ......"
Song Yuheng didn't look at her, just stared at the embroidery patterns on his brocade quilt, and muttered like a lost soul: "Don't you want to?" Even if you really don't want to, you can't now. ”
The feeling of suffocation in Song Yaoxian's heart became more and more serious, and she couldn't help but look at Old Madam Song: "Grandmother...... Why did my sister say that? ”
Although Mrs. Song usually loves their sisters, her eyes at this time are indeed like an ice blade: "It doesn't matter whether you have a heart for the emperor or not, the important thing is that others think you have this heart." It is impossible for you to have a relationship with the prince of Du, and if you don't enter the palace, no one will dare to marry you in the future. Could it be that you are going to twist your hair and be a sister-in-law? ”
Song Yaoxian looked at the three people in front of her in a daze, these three people were the most important blood relatives in her life. At this moment, she said words that made her worse than death. She gritted her teeth, tears streaming out of her eyes. After a while, she squeezed out a sentence: "Xian'er would rather be a sister-in-law!" ”
"Evil Barrier!"
The teacup in Mrs. Song's hand shattered under Song Yaoxian's knees, making a crisp sound. Song Yaoxian was so shocked by this that she shuddered. She had never felt so cold, as if every pore on her body had opened widely, and it was still entering her body with all the coldness in the world.
The condensation at the corner of Old Madam Song's eyes drooped deeply with her loose eyelids, and she said, "Whose daughter do you think you are, the parents of the body, you think you are just you?" If you can't be used by the Song family, why do you have to live in the world anymore! ”
The eldest lady was shocked: "Mother? ”
Song Yaoxian looked at Old Madam Song with straight eyes, as if it took a while to understand the meaning of her words. "Grandmother, are you willing to let your granddaughter die?"
"You have decided to give up the Song family's kindness to you! But do you still have the face to take care of my ancestors and grandchildren? Her words were so loud that Song Yaoxian and even the eldest lady couldn't find the words to refute them, and for a while the room was quiet as if it was frozen.
After a long time, Song Yaoxian moved her dull gaze to Song Yuheng, but asked Mrs. Song: "Does grandmother want my sister to marry the prince......?"
Song Yuheng's hands tightened unconsciously, and he couldn't help but tremble slightly. The eldest lady looked at her two daughters, took a deep breath, and looked at the old lady Song nervously. Old Madam Song looked at Song Yaoxian, her eyes were full of disappointment and sadness, and said, "How can you be virtuous, do you have the ability to be a queen?" Heng'er naturally wants to enter the palace, and she must be the candidate for this queen! ”
Song Yuheng raised her head suddenly, the expectation in her eyes shattered inch by inch, she forced herself to hide her unwillingness, and forced tears out of her eyes: "No! Grandmother, no! ”
Old Madam Song turned her head to look at Song Yuheng, patted her hand gently, and said, "Good boy, I know that you feel sorry for your sister, but the matter has come to this, this is the best result." The Queen Mother has already passed the word, let the two sisters enter the palace together and accompany the monarch and take care of each other. ”
Song Yuheng's throat seemed to be blocked by something, and the whole person froze there unable to move. The eldest lady came to her senses, stepped forward to hug her, and said with relief: "Fortunately, you are sisters, and you will not be distracted when you arrive in the palace." takes care of each other, and my mother is also relieved. ”
Song Yaoxian looked at her grandmother and mother's relief to her sister, and felt even more that she was a joke. She sat on her knees, tears rolling down uncontrollably, and low, choked laughter was forbearant and angry. "Why do you do this to me...... Why are you always better to your sister than I am? ”
"What are you talking about?!" The eldest lady's heart jumped, she looked at Song Yaoxian and said, "You sisters all came out of my belly, what do you say that it hurts who doesn't hurt whom?" Your sister has been smart and sensible since she was a child, and if you had half of your sister's stability, you wouldn't have made such a shameful thing! ”
Song Yaoxian looked up at her mother directly, and all the desperate words touched the other party's eyes that hated iron and steel. The humiliation, the white eyes and suspicions she suffered, made her unwilling to die like this. She couldn't swallow it...... She must know who it is...... Who took everything that should have belonged to her...... "Okay, I'll listen to you......"
The eldest lady was stunned, she didn't expect that the second daughter, who was usually supple but stubborn, would suddenly turn around and obey their arrangement. Old Madam Song glanced at Song Yaoxian deeply, let out a long breath, and said, "This is the daughter of my Song family!" There is no major matter except life and death, as long as life is still there and people are still there, there is nothing that cannot be cut! ”
Song Yaoxian didn't say a word, but listened to the lecture silently. Old Madam Song personally pulled her up from the ground, pinned the broken hair hanging from the corners of her forehead behind her ears, and said: "There is nothing wrong with entering the palace, even if it is not you, the Song family will choose a concubine to enter the palace to help your sister, and now like this, no matter who is right or wrong, it is the will of God." ”
Song Yaoxian was still silent, and Old Madam Song was not reluctant, and said to the eldest lady: "You send her back first." ”
Song Yuheng raised her eyes to look at Song Yaoxian's back, only to feel dizzy, she closed her eyes by herself, opened them again, and slammed into Old Madam Song's sharp eyes. She gasped hurriedly: "Ancestor...... Why does grandmother think of Heng'er like this? ”
Old Madam Song looked noble and cold under the cover of the bed curtain, and she said, "Heng'er, do you mind that Xian'er will take away your imperial favor?" ”
Song Yuheng was stunned, it turned out that her grandmother thought that she was afraid that her sister would compete with her for favor, so she would question like this. She leaned back on the brocade cushion behind her, and found that at that moment, the back of her clothes was soaked with sweat. "Grandmother, how could Heng'er have such thoughts. Heng'er is just sad, and her sister has never really treated me as a sister. Not to mention that Heng'er never thought of taking the emperor's favor alone, even if her sister wants her mother to serve the world, Heng'er doesn't mind, but it's a pity that our Song family's years of planning have been ruined. ”
Old Madam Song received such a earnest answer from her. The tone also softened, and said: "Xian'er's intentions are not concerned for the time being, you are so smart, you will definitely not think that Lan Guiren's matter is done by Xian'er, do you have doubts in your heart?" ”
Song Yuheng looked at Old Madam Song's face and hesitated: "If it is the Yan family, there is no need to move the Lan nobles to touch the emperor's scales. Could it be that someone wants to use Tinglan's matter to provoke the Queen Mother and the Emperor? ”
Old Madam Song pondered for a moment and said, "I think so too, is it King Du?" ”
Song Yuheng pondered it in his heart and said: "That Ji Erlan and the prince of Du are so close, and this case was solved by her, even if there is really the hands and feet of the prince, it is difficult to find it at this time." She paused, but couldn't help but ask: "Grandmother, what are the new plans for the relationship between the Song family and the prince?" ”
"The identity of the king is precious, except for you and Xian'er, the Song family has no other candidates, Yu Ning is still young, otherwise, it would not make us so embarrassed......
Song Yuheng heard her mention Song Yuning in the second room, frowned slightly, but didn't say anything about her. Instead, he said: "Actually, Heng'er knew since she was a child that she would have to obey the arrangements of the government in the future, and she couldn't choose her own relatives. It is precisely because of this that Heng'er never dared to let herself have a heart of attachment to anyone or anything. Heng'er, as the daughter of the Song family, is only the daughter of the Song family, without herself, only the Song family. ”
She looked at Old Madam Song earnestly and earnestly, and said again: "If Xian'er is already inevitable to enter the palace to accompany the king, Heng'er is willing to give up the position of queen and strive for the title of princess." ”
"Confused!"
Old Madam Song looked at the flower-like person in front of her and said, "Do you know what stupid things you are talking about?" ”
"Grandmother...... Heng'er didn't understand...... Could it be that King Du just let it go and let the Yan family or others succeed? ”
"If your third uncle is still here, why does grandmother have to bother with all this effort! However, your third uncle is gone, and our family has no man with a backbone! Therefore, the Song family must have another queen, and it is a queen like the Queen Mother. Only you, the only one in the Song family, can take on this heavy responsibility! Your sister's mind...... Not as good as you just in case. ”
Song Yuheng bit his lower lip to hide his grief that was about to run out.
Old Madam Song said again: "As for where the king is, if it can't be contained, there are other ways......
Song Yuheng looked at the grandmother in front of him in a daze, and suddenly understood what she meant. Since it can't be controlled in the hand, it can only be removed......
At the time of the frost, Ji Tianjiao finally lifted the one-month ban and was able to go out. Stepping into the women's school again, everything seems to be much stranger. Cheng Xiaoxiao followed Ji Erlan's ass all day long, Yan Lingtian treated her as a transparent person, Song Yuheng was sick at home, and none of the three groups of people took her seriously.
After a morning of sitting on pins and needles, when I got out of school, I saw Ji Rujun and Song Yuning extremely close, talking and laughing, and her eyes were red with anger, and when she returned home, she had a headache and cried.
Ru'er persuaded bitterly on the side: "Why should the girl be like this, you haven't gone to the girls' school for more than a month, you must have been estranged from her, and it will be fine in a few days." ”
Ji Tianjiao was indifferent, these words were all fools! She knows what the situation is! Even Ji Rujun has her own circle, but she seems to be isolated. "Ji Rujun, who has no conscience, doesn't have my sister in her eyes at all!"
Mu Xiang turned her back to her and smiled mockingly, but turned her face and comforted: "The little ladies that the three girls come into contact with are all as old as her, even if they are pointed out to the girls, they can't get along together." Besides, the girls are all married people, and they don't rely on this reputation to spread their reputation, so why bother. ”
When Ji Tianjiao heard this, her crying voice was really much smaller. Mu Xiang gave Ru'er a look, and Ru'er immediately handed over the hot handkerchief. Ji Tianjiao wiped her face with Ru'er's hand, and said hatefully: "Recently, Cousin Ruan Ning often comes to the house to ask Daddy about his homework, but unfortunately I can't go out of the yard and haven't seen him once." It's all because of that mother and daughter, they just can't see me! ”
Mu Xiang sneered in his heart, and said secretly: Your cousin Ruan Ning didn't come to the house to ask about any homework!