Chapter 422 I can't accept it

"Xinyue, don't worry, what I'm going to say next has a lot to do with you." Xia Jin said with a chuckle.

Gong Xinyue seemed to have a bad premonition, Xia Jin looked at Gong Xinyue who was frowning, and her mood was really good: "Xinyue, I didn't expect that you would have a day when you were angry with me, it's ridiculous to think about it, I also have a day that makes you uncomfortable." ”

"Okay, no more gossip, I asked you to come today, but I just want to tell you a small thing, you must not do anything stupid after you hear it, otherwise, it will be my sin." Xia Jin said with a smile: "Xinyue, actually, I'm talking about the side concubine, the side concubine is not favored on the surface, but the day before yesterday, she was hit by a subordinate who didn't want to die, she had a fetal gas, gave birth early, and gave birth to a son." Xia Jin didn't let go of any of Gong Xinyue's expressions.

Gong Xinyue couldn't stay calm anymore, her heart seemed to have been hit hard by something, her body was a little unstable, she stumbled back, and suddenly hit the guardrail by the river, and the pain caused by the impact made Gong Xinyue's heart never sober: "Impossible!" Xia Jin, don't talk nonsense here, I won't believe what you say, didn't you just don't get Agan, so you deliberately made up this kind of lie to deceive me? Xia Jin, what you want to divide the relationship between me and Ah Qian, dream! I'm not going to let you get away with it. ”

"Xinyue, I said don't want you to be excited, you look at you like this, I will feel guilty, anyway, I have already said it, I just do what I should do as a sister, tell you the truth of the matter, so that you will not be buried in the dark all the time, you think you are at ease here, and when you suddenly go back, the Shizifu has changed its master, oh, no, it is a change of male master, you should be sad, instead of being sad at that time, it is better to see it clearly at this moment, I have already told you, men are like this, I like to mess with flowers and grass, and I don't like it, but I don't know how it came to be? The more Xia Jin spoke, the happier he became: "Okay, I won't say more, what should you do next, don't do my business, I won't be here with you, before leaving, there is one last sentence to tell you, I'm afraid he already knows about the concubine's childbirth." With that, he walked away.

This news was like a thunderclap, and Gong Xinyue was in pain all over her body, how could she not believe this fact, didn't she say that she was forced to marry her? Doesn't it mean that there is no trace of male and female affection for her? Do you say that in his heart, I am the only one from beginning to end? Why is it like this? How did it come to be like this?

The spring breeze at this moment, for Gong Xinyue, is like the strong wind in the cold winter wax moon, blowing on people's faces, like a knife cut, Gong Xinyue couldn't support her body, leaned against the guardrail, and squatted down little by little.

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Gong Xinyue didn't know how she went back, and she didn't know how she got into the house, looking at the smile on Helian Qian's face, Gong Xinyue always felt extremely ironic, confused, and felt that the person in front of her seemed to be covered by the fog, hazy, making people unable to see his face clearly, and this hazy figure was getting farther and farther away from herself, as if she was going to fly away in the next second.

"Yue'er, you're finally back, you've been gone for most of the day, I'm worried about you, you don't allow me to go with you, next time, no matter what you say, I want to be with you no matter what, I can't let you have a little mistake, and I can't let you face the slightest danger." Helian Qian walked over with a smile and stretched out his hand to pull Gong Xinyue.

Who knew that Gong Xinyue suddenly retreated back, Helian Qian suddenly pulled into the air, Helian Qian said helplessly: "There is really no one, the husband pulls the lady's hand, it will not work." ”

Gong Xinyue still didn't speak, but that strange gaze, staring at Helian Qian tightly, on his calm face, he couldn't see joy and anger, Helian Qian gradually felt that something was wrong, and began to get nervous: "Yue'er, what's going on?" How do you look at something wrong. ”

Gong Xinyue shook her head stiffly and blinked her eyes slightly: "I'm looking at you." Gong Xinyue suddenly came out with such a sentence.

The cold made Helian Qian stunned: "Look at me? What do I have to look at? Don't we see each other every day? ”

"Yes, I see you every day, but why is it that the person I thought I knew best was the one I knew the least at the moment? Why do I feel so fragile when my feelings are so indestructible? Why did you come in with a smile on your face? Are you celebrating something? Are you happy about what you are happy about? Helian Qian, how long do you want to hide it from me? Do you think it's not cruel to someone I don't like the most to tell me about it? Do you feel comfortable that I am being laughed at by him? Gong Xinyue suddenly vented all the anger in his heart, he roared and questioned, wanting to seek justice for himself and asking for an explanation for his infatuation.

"Yue'er, you know everything." At this moment, Helian Qian also knew what was happening.

"Yes, I know everything, just because I know, I feel that I live a really ridiculous life, I entrust my heart to you again and again, but you trample on it again and again, Helian Qian, am I so unworthy in your mind? Is it that insignificant? What the hell do you think of me? What the hell are you going to do with me? Gong Xinyue suddenly calmed down, but every word she said was like a sharp blade, and the person who stabbed her was bruised all over her body.

"Yue'er, listen to me, in fact, ......" Helian Qian hurriedly stepped forward and wanted to pull Gong Xinyue's hand again, but was dodged by Gong Xinyue again.

"You say, I'll listen right here." Gong Xinyue looked at Helian Qian like a stranger, with no emotion and no temperature.

"Yue'er, don't be like this, you said, no matter what kind of things you encounter, you will fight side by side with me in the future, how can you stop paying attention to me so quickly? Are you taking me as an enemy? Helian Qian's eyes were full of pain.

"Enemies? Hum! I'd rather not know an enemy like you. Gong Xinyue said with a chuckle.

"Yue'er, you can't say that, I didn't know she was pregnant at all, I don't know how things turned out like this, I am also innocent, and I was also deceived, if I had known that she was pregnant, I would definitely not let her keep this child, Yue'er, I just want you to give me a baby."

"Helian Qian, don't lie to me! If you really just want me to have a baby for you, why would she get pregnant? Why do you not say a word to me now that she has given birth to a son? Gong Xinyue asked.

"The reason why I didn't tell you is because in my heart, I have never admitted that it is my child, Yue'er, what I said is all true, can't you believe me once?" Helian Qian felt as if he had fallen into the abyss of the past again, and he couldn't jump out of it, and he was sinking deeper and deeper under the net, and any explanation seemed so thin and without any support.

"I believe in you, I believe in you again and again, but you bear me again and again, my heart is also fleshy, and I feel it, and I will know the pain, you rub it like this, hurt and hurt, will he still be whole? Does it still want to believe you? Gong Xinyue only felt that her nose was sore, her eyes were instantly filled with tears, and her eyes were hazy.

Helian didn't care about anything, and immediately rushed up and hugged Gong Xinyue to death: "Yue'er, you must believe me, believe me." ”

Gong Xinyue didn't make any movement as if her whole body was numb, tears kept rolling in her eyes, turning around, but not a drop fell, her eyes were dull, her eyes were dull, and she said like a walking corpse: "Let go!" ”

"I don't let go! I said it, I'll never let go of you again. Helian Qian said distressedly.

Gong Xinyue's voice became colder than the other: "Let go!" ”

"Nope! I'm definitely not going to let go! Helian Qian also insisted, he was very scared in his heart, afraid that as soon as he let go, the person he was holding would leave him, and he would not bear such pain.

"Do you want the two of us to break off from now on?" Gong Xinyue said expressionlessly.

Helian Qian's whole heart trembled: "Yue'er ......"

"Let go!" Gong Xinyue is these two words again.

All of Helian Qian's insistence couldn't withstand Gong Xinyue's words, and Helian Qian's arms slowly let go.

"Yue'er, I know that no matter what I say to you now, you won't believe it anymore, but I still have to make it clear, I don't have the slightest love for Lan Die'er, I married her at the beginning, but she drugged me when I was drunk, and wore your clothes, combed your usual hairstyle, wore your favorite hair accessories, and wiped the fragrance of flowers you like, I was not persistent enough, confused, I regarded him as you, and did something that I regretted for the rest of my life, I thought that as long as I ignored him, As long as I wasn't in that house, this matter would be counted like this, but I really didn't think that just one mistake would be a lifelong mistake. Helian Qian's eyes were full of remorse, every time they were reconciled, there would always be unexpected accidents to break the peace between them, why would God be like this? Why torture us again and again?

Gong Xinyue slowly closed her eyes, the tears that were originally rolling in her eyes fell to the ground down her cheeks at this moment, Gong Xinyue adjusted her breathing, and opened her eyes again: "Ah Qian, I know it's not your fault, but I still can't accept it." ”

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