Sister Mingzhu, Xiaoqi is gone.

Necklace, I have asked Ruoqing to pass it on to you, you can keep it, it is our childhood friendship, I have not forgotten it for a day, even if I was in the country, I have not forgotten the friendship between us.

Hate you?

I've thought about it seriously.

Hate, there must be, I knelt outside his villa for a night and didn't get a five-minute chance to explain, and he trampled my self-esteem under his feet for you.

At that moment, I really hated you, hated that you occupied such an important place in his heart, hated that you took everything from me, and I was still thinking that if time could be repeated, I would definitely not be close to you, let alone become sisters with you!

We have known each other for so many years, I have always regarded you as my own sister, and have been defending you, I thought that our sisterhood would be long-term and would not deteriorate, but you deceived me again and again, when I really decided to let go, when I wanted to sincerely wish you happiness, you gave me a fatal blow.

Isn't the sisterhood of many years really not as good as a man?

In the four years in the country, I thought about this question many times, and finally figured it out, you are wrong, I am even more wrong, I should not bother you when he falls in love with you and you fall in love with him, and selfishly wants to break you up, this is indeed my fault.

I used to think about what I love about him, do I love his handsomeness? I've seen many more handsome people in the world than him, but why haven't I fallen in love with them? Fall in love with him? Love his cynicism about me? I have always been such a proud person, I have always been so willful, but he can trample my pride and willfulness under his feet, even my dignity, such a ruthless man, what do I love him?

Love his affection for you? But what does it have to do with me? He will always be cynical about me.

At that time, I was really strange, I couldn't figure out what I loved him, but I pursued him so shamelessly, chasing him around the world with a small suitcase, now I think about it, how could I be so ridiculous at that time!

I'm jumping up and down in front of you like a clown.

After going through so many things, I still naively have fantasies, fantasizing that one day he will look at me, fantasizing that one day he will be soft on me, fantasizing that one day he can give me a trust, I try to use my attachment to get his love, I try to defeat you.

But fate didn't allow it, I lost, I lost in a mess, and I lost nothing.

I spent the darkest time in my life, and it was at that time that another boy appeared, he was like my salvation in the dark, pulling me out of the darkness, giving me endless warmth, in an instant, I suddenly woke up, I knew all the answers, I don't love him, I really don't love him, my madness towards him when I was young, it's just an obsession that I can't get, it's just an unwillingness to lose, obviously I'm better than you, and in his eyes, what he sees is always you who are much worse than me.

Now, I know it's wrong, it's too late, I don't hate you anymore, really, I'm sorry I have caused you so much trouble, in the future, I hope you can give you the innocent and happy life you once had.