Thunder rumbled, drowning out his voice. Hu Xianxian's heart was bursting with thunder, and after she couldn't hear his voice, she really wanted to look back to see how he was doing, but she didn't have the courage to turn back after all.

After the thunder, the sky that had been overcast for a long time finally poured down. It's September, and such heavy rain is a bit out of season, maybe it is providence to use this rain to wash away the past?

Du Wanzhi came out with an umbrella and pulled Hu Xianxian: "Sister Hu, go into the house to take shelter from the rain." ”

Hu Xianxian stood motionless, as if he hadn't heard Du Wanzhi speak at all.

The dazzling lightning pierced the night again, and the thunder shook the sky, and this thunder shook Hu Xianxian's heart.

Someone in the house screamed in grief: "Love is out of the body!" Broken, disconnected from him! It's really broken......"

Hu Xianxian heard that both ears were buzzing, she was going to lose him after all! She used all her strength to say to Du Wanzhi: "You come into the house quickly, otherwise, if I kill you by mistake, don't blame me!" ”

Du Wanzhi looked at her angry face, sighed lightly, put the umbrella at her feet, and ran back to the house quickly.

Hu Xianxian lowered his eyes to look at the umbrella, the yellowed beige umbrella surface, depicted with inky blue branches and vermilion plum blossoms. The umbrella is half-old, and the plum is still clear and red.

Hu Xianxian only felt a little dizzy, maybe he was a little dizzy, and he saw that the umbrella seemed to be fluttering upward.

She clenched her hands, steadied her mind and looked closely, and saw that there were wisps of crystal clear love silk entanglements on the handle of the umbrella.

In the midst of the lingering entanglement, the umbrella staggered upward, and obliquely covered her head......

Tears blurred Hu Xianxian's vision, his chest was sour and astringent, dull as if he was about to suffocate: does he still want to hold up an umbrella to protect me from the wind and rain until this moment?

The rain became heavier and heavier, and the wind blew harder and louder. The wisps of love are slowly drifting away, and the umbrella is blown to sway, about to be broken in the wind and rain.

Hu Xianxian held the handle of the umbrella, rubbed his face against the handle of the umbrella and rubbed it lightly, repairing the hole in the umbrella surface with aura. Pour a wisp of spiritual energy into the handle of the umbrella, so that as long as the umbrella is not deliberately destroyed by others with spells, it will not be worn.

She folded the umbrella and kissed it deeply, then put it to the door, and said to the people in the house, "Please keep this umbrella in good condition, and give it to him when he awakens." ”

Since you can't accompany you in the future journey of life, let this umbrella be with him for a long time. In the past, you silently sheltered me from the wind and rain, and in the future I would like to hold up a clear sky for you.

The umbrella was lowered, and as soon as she turned around, a fishy sweet smell welled up in her throat. It was a shock to her heart, blood spurting out, and she clenched her teeth to prevent it from flowing out.

Her legs moved like lead, and she walked heavily into the courtyard, and the cold rain calmed her mind a little. There was no more blood gushing out of her throat, she sobered up a little, and laughed at herself, it turned out that it was more difficult than she thought to let go of this relationship.

There was a sudden panicked noise in the house, it seemed that Cheng Haofeng's body was getting cold and hard, and Hu Xianxian looked into the house in a daze.

A thunderclap exploded again, and Cheng Haofeng's hoarse roar seemed to explode louder than thunder in Hu Xianxian's heart: "Hu Xianxian, how can you do this to me?!" I hate you...... Hate you...... I don't want you to decide my life and death......"

Between heaven and earth, countless crystal and transparent love threads are fluttering, fluttering, and dissipating inch by inch and centimeter without a trace.

Hu Xian Xian Muran looked at it, as if her emotions had also been withdrawn, and her blood was so cold that it seemed to be about to coagulate.

His words were like a hammer that broke the last pillar of faith in her heart, and she fell to her knees in the courtyard.

There were no tears in Hu Xianxian's eyes, and her tears were burned out like hellish karmic fire.

The corners of her lips curled into a shallow smile, a poignant smile like Manju Sawah, a psychedelic smile like a mandala, and a seductive smile like a poppy: He hates me? I hate myself too!

The resentment turned into a monstrous anger condensed on her fingers, her hand slammed into the ground, and the stone slabs in the yard were all cut out by her.

She swore secretly with a smile: All the heavens and all the worlds, all the gods and Buddhas, aren't you afraid of suffering from those thousands of calamities? Thousands of calamities, but the most bitter! One day, I will let you all fall into the red dust one by one, and taste the bitter taste to the fullest!

Love is like a fire that burns you and me. How could I be willing to be reduced to ashes with you like this? I will pull all my life into this fire and burn up the eternal loneliness.

The heavy rain gradually turned into a light rain, and the cheers in the house sounded, "Cheng Daochang's face is better......

"Yes, my skin is gradually moisturizing......

"It's really recovering, the third senior brother is really recovering! Judging from the pulse, the heartbeat is smooth and powerful, so you can really rest assured. ”

"Sister Hu, Mu Feng said that you can rest assured, you come and see Senior Brother Cheng......" Du Wanzhi ran to her side and pulled her.

"Xianxian, you can enter the house." Qiao Chushi also came out to call her.

Hu Xianxian shook off Du Wanzhi's hand and said in a cold voice: "What is there to see? It's time for me to go, don't stop me! Otherwise, don't blame me for being ruthless! ”

She leapt to her feet and flew high in the air. It's just that it didn't take long before it fell to the ground. She rolled over and got up, stumbling forward!

Her mind was already on the verge of collapse, and her heart veins were also showing signs of retrograde due to the strong pressure on the blood that spurted out several times, and she didn't dare to adjust her aura again.

She is not afraid of going mad and dying, she is only afraid that she will lose her self-consciousness as soon as she has a mental breakdown. In that case, there will be no chance to see him become a real "a little heroic spirit, a thousand miles of fast wind", and glory to the world.

Hu Xianxian tried her best to keep the last trace of clarity on the Lingtai, she couldn't go crazy, she wanted to confirm her oath, she wanted to see the gods and Buddhas fall into the red dust, in order to vent this full of resentment.

She thought that the pain of ten thousand arrows piercing her heart was the ultimate pain, but at this moment she realized that she couldn't feel the pain when her heart hurt to the extreme. There is only a sense of emptiness with nowhere to rely on, only a sense of confusion with no way out, and only a sense of vanity with nowhere to focus.

She can only feel that she is alive and keep walking like a puppet, and she can retain the last line of clarity in her heart.

She fell and got up in the rain, got up and fell again, walked a few steps and took a few steps back, walked all night, and was still outside the city.

At dawn, the rain stopped. She couldn't walk, so she squatted on the side of the road. Some people who had gone into the city to catch the market passed by her, and they looked curiously at this man squatting in the mud. Someone asked her what was wrong, and she didn't answer.

An ox cart came slowly, and the old man who drove the car looked at her like a mud monkey and jumped out of the car in disbelief.

The old man wiped her muddy face with his sleeve, and looked at it again: "The second girl of the Hu family? Immortals? It's an immortal, right? ”

"Hmm......" Hu Xianxian looked at the old man's face for a moment, and recognized him as the old servant Lao Zhu.

When Lao Zhu heard her voice, he said in surprise: "It's really you, why did you become like this?" Alas......"

Hu Xianxian didn't hear what he was saying, so he stood up in a daze and walked towards Lao Zhu's ox cart.

Lao Zhu hurriedly stopped her: "Xianxian, that's the car that pulled the dead body, don't sit." Other...... I'll find you a carriage......"

Hu Xianxian ignored her, climbed into the oxcart body made of several broken wooden planks, and sat with his knees crossed.

Lao Zhu persuaded her with kind words, and said that he was doing some chores in the cell now, and today he was pulling a death row prisoner to the newly repaired mound in Gaojia Village to be buried.

Lao Zhu didn't expect to meet Hu Xianxian here, he heard people say that the righteous mound was built by Hu Xianxian and her husband, so that those death row prisoners and homeless people who no one wanted to bury had a place to bury. He didn't expect to pull the corpse for the first time, and as soon as he returned, he saw Hu Xianxian like this.

Hu Xianxian's numb lips moved a few times before he spoke: "The righteous mound was led by Cheng Haofeng Cheng Zhenren, not me and my husband." ”

Lao Zhu saw her like that, so it was not good to say more. After entering the city, the ox cart walked slowly in the middle of the street, Lao Zhu suddenly stopped and looked at the sky, and other passers-by also stopped to look at the sky.

There is a gorgeous rainbow on the horizon, and people say that in the past, they could only see hazy color bars on the side of the mountain, and they have never seen such a colorful rainbow in the city.

Hu Xianxian muttered that there is something strange about the rainbow, and last night's torrential rain was afraid that it caused a flash flood and harmed countless people.

Lao Zhu said, even if that's the case, isn't the rainbow beautiful? No matter how heavy the rain is, no matter how many disasters there are, it will not affect people's love of watching rainbows.

Suddenly, the rainbow on the horizon was still vivid, but a drizzle fell from the sky above Hu Xianxian's head, and the rain washed away her full of mud.

The passers-by around looked at Hu Xianxian, her numb heart gradually recovered, and asked the sky lightly, "Is it you?" You're still there, aren't you? You're still good to me at the moment, but have we ever been in love? Either one of you has never said to me a clear 'I love you'. “

He's really still there, right? It's not just the body that has begun to recover in Yizhuang that is still there, it's his love that is still there, right?

The colored light in the air vibrates slightly like a string, and the sound of the piano is played, and who else is humming softly?

Clear and pure timbre, a slightly deep voice, with a bit of youthful and shy feelings, this singing voice is very special.

It's not all kinds of elegant words at this time, nor is it like the "obscene lyrics" of fireworks and willow lane, nor is it a wild tune of mountain songs, it is very much like the songs of that earth world.

The voices of the people were noisy, and Hu Xianxian was afraid that he would not hear clearly, so he flew out of the city and landed on a small hillside to listen quietly.

She leaned against a small tree, smiling and listening over and over again. All kinds of memories of the past are churning in my mind, including Hu Xianxian's experience and Bai Huifeng's grievances for several lifetimes, as well as Peng Qingyue and Peng Qingyue's various entanglements. No matter which one she is, she has his affection, his figure.

He was singing in the air, and he specially sang to her:

"The sound of flowers blooming in spring, the whisper of the stars in the summer night, all that I love you is poured out."

"Don't be afraid that the autumn leaves will drift, don't be afraid of the cold of winter snow, no matter how bitter and difficult the season is, I will accompany you."

"Wherever you go, I will follow you all the way; No matter how much controversy you may provoke, I will always believe you. “

"Whether or not anyone admires you, I will never leave you; Whether or not anyone remembers you, I will always care about you. “

"Whether anyone has you or not, only I really understand you...... Whether or not anyone supports you, only I truly understand you. ”

"If there's a drizzle in your hair, I'm caressing you; If a breeze lifts your skirt, I'm laughing at you; If there is a snowflake falling in your eyes, it is that I also miss you silently. ”

"Don't care how bumpy and rugged the road ahead, go down bravely, I feel sorry for you, and I don't want to see you cry."

"Don't care about the ups and downs on the road ahead, keep going, with me guarding you, I will definitely not let you be lonely."

"Go down bravely, don't be afraid of the thorns on the road, and follow each other all the way."

"Keep going, don't give up, every step is entwined with love."

"Don't lose my love, don't lose my love......"