Chapter 316: Each has its own helplessness

Hu Xianxian curled up beside Cheng Haofeng, and after a few gossips, the two fell asleep.

The crescent moon shone obliquely on the west window, holding the flickering candlelight. The wind is singing softly:

Reflect my light with your pure radiance, and just like that, illuminate each other's hearts.

No matter what you and I become, no matter how many old times you and I miss in life, we can't stop yearning for a beautiful relationship after all.

I don't want to hide my true heart anymore, and I have to cherish my love with all my heart, love without regrets!

The good girl and the old-fashioned big brother moved back to the suburban town, the old street was demolished, and a board house was built next to the new street as a temporary market.

She still sells groceries with her parents, and he goes back to work. On Sunday afternoons, when there were few customers, he let the children go out with his grandparents, and he went to the shop to accompany her.

He knew that there was still a knot in her heart that had not been untied, and he had to help her untie the knot while he was still awake.

The good girl asked him: "Even my parents say that I am stubborn, am I really so stubborn?" Even if I am stubborn, that is what you taught, and you taught me to be free of burden and to be sincere with others, but how can you violate these principles yourself? ”

It's not that she doesn't forgive him, it's that she is awkward in her heart, and she can't get along with him without any guilt.

He smiled wryly, "Wrong is wrong, what can I do?" I know your character, if I make a mistake, you won't make a noise, the first thing you have to do is to abandon me. I don't want to be separated from you, so I can only hide it from the beginning. ”

"I don't blame you for hiding from my little Qingmei...... Speaking of which, I'm the 'spoiler', so who am I to blame you? I just can't get out of the quagmire in my heart, why is there so much mess in this world? ”

"For if the world is too good, it is against the way of heaven. For example, love, people who really live a lifetime are mediocre people, and people with excellent abilities will always have many entangled things. ”

She scoffed at his statement, "President Zhou loves only one person, right?" Emperor Hongzhi is only Empress Zhang, right? Marshal Peng also has only one wife, right? ”

"But none of them have children or grandchildren."

"Zhou Peng and his wife were in a special situation during the war and had no children, but Emperor Hongzhi passed on the throne to Emperor Zhengde."

He smiled slyly: "But Emperor Zhengde has no children, so this is why Emperor Jiajing entered Beijing as a vassal king." has children and no grandchildren, and the bloodline of Emperor Hongzhi has not continued. ”

She said that he was a machismo who only thought about passing on the family lineage and didn't care about feelings at all. He said that nothing is perfect, and that the pursuit of perfection will only harm others and oneself.

He also said that human nature is inherently ugly, and that God wants to bring out the ugliest side of him, and he refuses to compromise completely, but he doesn't want her to see it.

She is the beauty he deliberately left for himself, because she was cultivated according to the way he wanted, and it was too beautiful for him. It is precisely because it is so beautiful that it brings him an inescapable calamity.

She couldn't help him, so she had to ignore him. She didn't expect that he would talk about these crooked theories on the Internet, and his crazy and paranoid ideas would be regarded as the most reasonable by many people with high cultural literacy.

She argued, useless; She edification, useless!

She could only think indignantly, if the ugliness of human nature is the truth of the Heavenly Dao, then it must be the wrong Heavenly Dao! If mutual deception is the way to live in harmony, it is better to let this world be ruthless, than to bother to deceive each other, ruthless and desireless!

When he saw her indignant appearance, he did not dismiss her, but intensified his efforts to publicize those fallacies. Gradually, some people began to refute him, picking up his family background.

Many people have become calm and thoughtful from the enthusiastic followers at the beginning, and after not calming down for a few days, they started to abuse along with those who opposed him.

He was charged with a lot of crimes, and he didn't argue with it. Even, those things were uploaded from the Internet to real life, and he let them go.

Her mother had several old sisters, and when they heard the propaganda of the Catholic Church, they all went to believe in the Catholic Church. In fact, these aunts have never even figured out what the relationship between God and Jesus is, and they only remember the promise to go to heaven after death.

Her mother's old sisters, who had somehow heard about him, secretly advised her mother to "save" her son-in-law and make him believe in God.

Her mother really had nothing to talk to him, and her father had seen him several times when he had come to see her. Her father also heard his rumors, and muttered in his heart, could it be that this kid is so perverted that his mother-in-law will not let go?

At first, the good girl only felt that the atmosphere in the house had become a little strange, until her father lifted the kitchen knife and yelled that if he dared to do anything to her mother, he would chop him, she realized what the reason was.

She told her mother not to think about heaven and hell, and that he didn't need any salvation. She repeatedly persuaded her father that she believed that he was not so unbearable.

The good girl was so exhausted that she could deal with these things, and he said that as long as they all followed him, she still refused to explain more.

She couldn't do anything about him, after these things, she didn't have time to entangle, and she had already thrown away the little awkwardness in her heart.

The two reconciled as before, and one day when she was browsing the news, she saw a story about a literati seducing and raping an underage girl, and she said that these literati really responded to the word "literati have no line."

He looked at her with a hurt look, she didn't know why he looked wronged, and continued to talk, he got up and strode into the bedroom, and closed the door with a "bang".

She was a little puzzled, and knocked on the door twice, but it didn't open. She could only ask her daughter for help, and her daughter's soft and glutinous voice said, "Dad, open the door quickly, Mom ran out." Whining...... Daddy......"

As soon as the old-fashioned eldest brother opened the door, she, who was squatting behind his daughter, threw herself at his feet, originally trying to hold his leg so that he could not close the door again. As a result, he tripped and fell to the ground and sprained his ankle just as he was about to take a step.

He sat on the ground in pain, and his daughter, who had pretended to cry, was so frightened that she cried.

After he applied the medicine, she didn't dare to speak before she cautiously spoke, "I'm sorry, I was wrong." Don't be angry, if you don't get angry, just pinch my troublesome hands, okay? ”

She stretched out her hand, her eyes half-closed, and he patted her hand, "Look at you like that, it seems to hurt so much before you pinch it." ”

Seeing that she was still holding out her hand, he pulled her to sit beside her, "You don't want to think about how harsh my words sound, just as the sound of scraping iron with a knife is as harsh." ”

"How can it be so serious? I didn't say anything about you at all. Besides, you don't care about the words that call you a pervert and a demon, and I don't say a word of swearing. ”

The old-fashioned big brother knocked on her head, gritted his teeth and said, "It's just serious!" What kind of underage girl is a thorn in my heart, and I can't listen to others say this. If it were you, I wouldn't be able to stand it even more! ”

"I'm not talking about you, our previous incident was a misunderstanding, and you still remember your daughter when she is so old. You, others are glass hearts that shatter when you knock them, you are the most fragile kind of glass heart, and your strength will shatter when you focus on each other. ”

The old-fashioned big brother clenched the good girl's hand fiercely, and he didn't know where he was so angry, his face was so angry that his face was blue, and the corners of his forehead were blue. She was afraid that he would have another headache, so she rubbed his chest and comforted him.

"What will happen to you if I can no longer protect you?" He asked her a little brainless.

Before she could react, he said, "You're still going to get on well, aren't you?" Alas, there is no way, no matter what world you are in, I can't accompany you to the end. ”