Lin Haonan's father is a model worker in the unit, in an accident in order to rescue equipment caused by the disability of his left leg, because of this, he was promoted from an ordinary worker to a cadre, he is decent, helpful, and the relationship between the top and bottom is good, and he is also well-known in the unit, but he did not expect that the evening festival was not guaranteed, and he was found to have embezzled a large amount of money.

And it was not a one-time embezzlement, but a long period of time, like a moth, slowly depleting the country's property, and by the time it was discovered, the amount was astonishingly large.

The leader remembered that he had done a huge tribute for the unit, and also considered that he was disabled, and as long as he returned the money, he would not be investigated for criminal responsibility.

But that money has long been spent, where can the Lin family afford such a large amount for a while? My mother cried every day, and my father lamented all day long. As the only son in the family, Lin Haonan can only use his own shoulders to support this stormy home.

My father is old and has a disabled leg, so I can't let him go to jail for anything!

At that time, the only rich person he knew was Yun Shanshan, and she had a good impression of him and might lend it to him.

Lin Haonan mentioned borrowing money to Yun Shanshan with the idea of giving it a try, and Yun Shanshan agreed, but there was one condition - to be her boyfriend!

Lin Haonan was in a dilemma, he couldn't let go of Su Siqi, and he didn't want his father to be imprisoned. He hesitated for a long time, but time waits for no one, the deadline is approaching day by day, and if he can't get any more money to make up the shortfall, his father will be sent to prison.

He was forced into a desperate situation, suffering every moment, and in the end, he still chose his father and gave up Su Siqi.

That's all there is to it!

Su Siqi listened to him and was silent for a while.

Lin Haonan said: "I'm sorry, Siqi, I really had no choice at that time. I can't let my father go to jail, he has a bad leg, he will be bullied in prison, my mother hasn't had tears in her eyes during that time, I am very distressed, the feeling of seeing my relatives in pain and powerless is really, really uncomfortable, indescribable, so, I can't help it. Siqi, give up on you, my heart is like a knife, no day is good, I hope you hate me, forget me, start a new life, you are so beautiful, you deserve to be happy. Instead of suffering with me. ”

Probably because she was too full of food just now, Su Siqi felt a little supportive, she stood up, paced slowly in the room, and finally walked in front of Lin Haonan, looking at him with a pair of black and white eyes, "I really hate you, I hate you for abandoning me back then, but I'm glad you abandoned me, because in this way, we can talk face to face so calmly today." On the contrary, if you hadn't abandoned me, we would have come to that point sooner or later, and I wouldn't love a man who abandoned his parents for the sake of his girlfriend. I didn't have a mother since I was a child, so I know too much about the value of my family, if it were me, in order to save my father, I would do that, this is human nature, so, I don't hate you for abandoning me back then, I only hate why didn't you tell me? Why don't you let me share some of the pain for you, just like you can't love other women, I can't love other men, do you know, you have made me lose the ability to love. ”

"I'm sorry, Siqi, I'm sorry." Lin Haonan's eyes lit up, he was too excited and moved, and held Su Siqi's hand tightly: "Can you give me another chance?" Siqi, let's all regain the ability to love, and believe me, this time, I won't let go of your hand again. ”

Su Siqi also had tears in her eyes, and she smiled and nodded: "Hao Nan, I didn't know until today that when you really love someone, no matter how far and decisive he goes, as long as he stands in front of you again, you can't stop loving him." ”

Lin Haonan couldn't hold back any longer, and hugged the lost woman tightly in his arms, "Siqi, I love you, I will never let you leave me again." ”

There was a sudden muffled knock outside the door, but the two people in the room were so immersed in joy that they didn't notice it at all.

The rain is still falling, and in the light of the street lamp, the crystal clusters are falling down, like thin and sharp ice edges, each of which is rooted in Shen Mengqing's heart, only feeling pain, the pain is irrepressible, it turns out that ten thousand arrows pierce the heart is this feeling!

He has always been very confident, very confident in their past, in Su Siqi, and in himself. He believes that one day, Su Siqi will remember everything and remember who he is? He looked forward to the sweetness after a long wait, because after all the twists and turns, the sweetness would be more fragrant and attractive.

But he was wrong, he was wrong, he was wrong, he was wrong Su Siqi, it turned out that in her heart, he really couldn't compare to Lin Haonan, he couldn't compare to ......

Shen Mengqing walked alone in the rain, like a person who had lost his soul, with his body bent and staggering, walking aimlessly in the vast rain, his world fell into endless darkness, and he could no longer find the right direction......

He seemed to walk on a thin and sharp blade, and every step was painful, and it was as if he was in hell, and even his breathing was painful.

It's been three years, and the person who dreamed has always been himself, die, as soon as he thought of this, endless despair came to his heart, his legs were weak, and his body slowly fell on the side of the street......

Su Siqi, I said that I wouldn't force you, I let it go...... He stretched out his hand to the sky, as if to grasp something, but could not grasp anything, and hung down in vain......

Su Siqi was woken up by her own sneezing early in the morning, she knew that it was raining yesterday, maybe she had a cold, so she got out of bed and went to the drawer and stuffed a cold medicine in her mouth.

In fact, it was just the opposite, when she woke up again, she not only slept for a long time, but also was lightheaded, weak, walking like stepping on a pile of cotton, she knew that there was no way, so she had to call the company to ask for leave. Li Yannian heard that her voice was indeed wrong, and hurriedly said that she wanted her to rest at ease, anyway, Representative Lin was not there, and there was nothing to do in the company.

After Su Siqi asked for leave, she remembered that she promised Lin Haonan yesterday that she would go to the hospital to see him today, and now she can't go out like this, so she called Lin Haonan again and told him that he would not go today.

As soon as Lin Haonan heard her voice low and hoarse, he was a little anxious: "Siqi, are you uncomfortable?" Did you catch a cold in the rain yesterday and take medicine? Do you want me to come over? ”

"No," Su Siqi was weak: "Your injury is not healed yet, stay in the hospital to recuperate, it's still raining outside, don't run around, if I'm better, I'll come and see you later." ”

"Don't come, just rest at home, do you hear?"

Su Siqi had a splitting headache, and she couldn't lift her spirits, so she hung up the phone after saying hello.

She got into the quilt again, wrapped herself tightly, and wanted to sweat, when she caught a cold, her father used this method to cure her.

But the thin air conditioner didn't work, she felt cold, shivered all the time, and could hear her teeth chattering in the quiet room.

But she really didn't have the strength to go to the cabinet to get the thick quilt, so she had to hold the long stuffed doll in her arms and shrunk into a ball, trying to ward off the cold.

I haven't had such a bad cold for many years, and my brain seems to be pricked with a dense needle, which is really uncomfortable, I can't sleep, I don't wake up, I am confused, and I am confused......

When she was in college, she also had a bad cold, her roommates went to class, she was lying alone in the dormitory, and when she was in a daze, someone walked in, came to her bedside lightly, uncovered her quilt, touched her forehead, leaned over and whispered in her ear: "Siqi, why didn't you tell me when you were sick?" ”

She tried hard to open her eyes and looked at the person pitifully: "Meng Qing, I'm uncomfortable, I'm so uncomfortable......"

Su Siqi was suddenly startled, how could it be Shen Mengqing? It should be Lin Haonan! At that time, she didn't recognize Shen Mengqing at all, how could she call him by his name?

Is it another dream? No, it wasn't a dream, she remembered very well, she was really sick that time, and she took a drip for three days, and every day her classmates took turns to send her to the school infirmary for injections, and she walked on campus sickly, as if the wind would fall, and her classmates made fun of her at that time for becoming a weak Lin Daiyu. That classmate...... She squinted her eyes and thought for a while, it seemed that it was Qiao Yu, who went abroad after graduation, and had no contact with each other for a long time.

She sobered up a little, and then recalled carefully, but Shen Mengqing disappeared out of thin air. Without him, she knew that there was no him at all, it was all her own imagination, probably because his appearance that day was too scary, which made her feel panicked, so she thought of him.

vaguely heard a knock on the door, Su Siqi pricked up her ears and listened carefully, making sure that it was not an illusion, and then propped herself up to open the door.

Lin Haonan stood outside the door, he helped her crumbling body, his face full of worry: "Siqi, I'll take you to the hospital." ”

Su Siqi leaned weakly beside him, and her voice was so soft that she couldn't lift it: "It's okay, I'll just lie down for a while." You, why are you here? ”

"I don't worry about you." Lin Haonan helped her to lie down on the bed, covered the quilt, touched her forehead again, and was taken aback: "Siqi, you have a fever, you have to go to the hospital." ”

Su Siqi didn't speak, just shook her head, "I'm cold, just add a bed and quilt for me." ”

"Obedient, will you go to the hospital?" He stooped over the edge of the bed and gently curled a few locks of hair from her face behind her ears.

Su Siqi shrank back, she didn't even have the strength to shake her head, she just wanted to quickly fall into that chaos again, and her headache was cracking when she was awake, which was really uncomfortable.

Seeing her like this, Lin Haonan stopped asking her opinion, found the car keys, and then picked up Su Siqi, "I'll take you to the doctor." ”

Su Siqi nestled in his arms in a daze, muttering in his mouth, as if he had said something unconsciously, Lin Haonan's body stiffened, looked at the woman in his arms with heavy eyes, and stopped for two seconds before walking out.