"But... But I don't want you to resent me, hate me, because I know that you have someone else in your heart, and I am afraid that you will no longer be able to hold me. I don't beg you to let go of him immediately and fall in love with me, I just want to... I just want you to give me some more time, and give me some more time to fight for you, okay? ”

Zhao Runzhi's words were like whispering in Shen Junru's ear, and every word entered Shen Junru's ears and heart.

For a moment, she was speechless, lowered her eyes, and then slowly turned her head to look at her grabbed arm.

Rao is like this, he won't go too far, just grabbed her arm, she thought that this was probably the limit of what Zhao Runzhi could do, but she didn't know how much restraint he had to pay to stop hugging her closer!

For a long time, she sighed slightly.

"I'm sorry, Brother Zhao, I can't give you an ambiguous answer, it's not good with you, me, and Fengmin. My heart is so big that I can't accommodate a second person, I'm sorry..."

"You don't have to apologize to me, huh... It's me who bothers you. ”

Zhao Runzhi smiled bitterly, he actually knew that he would get such an answer, he originally wanted to hold back, originally, he also wanted to rot this matter in his heart and not mention it again, but when she appeared in front of him, he realized that some things, some feelings, couldn't be hidden at all, and he couldn't bear it.

Shen Junru got up, took two steps back, lowered her eyes and looked at the ground, and for a while she was a little unable to face Zhao Runzhi, she said.

"If Brother Zhao is bothered, then I... Then I won't appear in front of Brother Zhao again in the future..."

"Are you so ruthless?"

Zhao Runzhi's face instantly turned a little paler, covering his chest, and enduring the fishy sweetness rolling in his throat.

"I..."

"Like you, it's my business, it's none of your business."

"I... I just..."

For a while, Shen Junru was a little speechless, and she didn't know how to express her feelings.

She sighed, "I knew you... You... You are happy with me, but I can't respond to you, but when you ask for something, you still try your best to help, I just think it's unfair to you. ”

"Ahem... That's what I willingly did, too. ”

"With me... It's also a burden. ”

"Burden?"

"I can't respond, I can't respond, I can't reciprocate, isn't it a burden to me?"

Shen Junru really doesn't like to owe people favors, whether it is for Feng Qingfeng or Mo Weixi and others, she will make corresponding returns in terms of money, interests or other aspects.

But one of her hearts has been given to Feng Min, how can she repay Zhao Runzhi's love?

After a while, Zhao Runzhi came back to his senses, the bitterness at the corners of his mouth became thicker, and he chuckled lightly and said.

"It's between friends, and it's time to help each other, besides, cough... Joining hands with you is the happiest thing in my life, how can I help you? I never wanted your reward to be someone else, and I would help you when I needed it. ”

"Brother Zhao..."

Shen Junru wanted to say something, but saw Zhao Runzhi raise his hand slightly and waved it gently. Then there was a violent cough.

"I... Cough... Ahem... I'm tired... Possible... Cough... Maybe take a break, just... It's inconvenient to send you off. ”

This means asking them to leave.

Zhao Runzhi coughed a little badly, and Shen Junru wanted to step forward and gently pat him on the back to smooth his breath, but Zhao Runzhi just waved his hand at her and motioned for her to leave.

Her raised hand froze in the air, and for a while, she couldn't get close, she couldn't retreat.

In the end, just said.

"Brother Zhao, take care."

He bowed to him, then took a few steps back and turned away.

In the distance, you can still hear the sound of coughing stronger than a burst.

And Zhao Runzhi, looking at the back of Shen Junru leaving, tears fell from the corners of his eyes, and the entire eye circle was red.

The cyan figure, after all, walked out of his sight step by step, but he didn't know when he would be able to get out of his heart.

One of the things is the most unpleasant.

Do you know that what I want is never your return, not your gratitude, but... Like-minded and admire each other.

That's it, that's it... If there is no fate in this life, something will happen... Could I have met you earlier... I will, I will treat you well.

He couldn't say a lot of things to her, yes, if he said too much, it became a constraint on her, and only increased her guilt.

That's it, that's it... What is the difference between saying it and not saying it?

There's no need, it's so embarrassing, it's inexplicably unfamiliar.

So good, so ... It's good...

Suppressing the bitterness in his heart, he leaned against the head of the bed, and pressed his palm hard against his chest.

Here, still beating wildly, suggesting that he is still alive.

There's still a lot to be done, and... Revenge is not avenged!

Slowly closing his eyes, the Adam's apple rolled, a thought slowly swirled in his mind, and there seemed to be a voice in his ear reminding him of "rights... Only with power in your hands can you have everything you want! ”

……

When he came back from Zhao's mansion, Shen Junru was a little depressed, and it had snowed heavily in the past few days, and Zhuangzi sent someone to send an account book, saying that the grain and fruits were frozen a lot.

Now, Shen Junru doesn't ask her mother to send more food and fruits to the wedding Zhuangzi, even if she does, she will share one point in her own yard and Shen Yu's yard, and will no longer subsidize the use of the house.

Closing the account book, looking at the steward who came to report the account in front of her, she leaned back in her chair, held the soup woman in one hand, and said.

"This year is a little colder than in previous years, and it snows again and again, and there is no hurry, so let everyone rest early, and there is no need to send it to the house in these two months, and the remaining rice, vegetables, fruits and whatever, are all taken to sell, and it is almost the New Year, and the silver bento sold is my dividend to everyone, and it also allows the babies to add two new clothes."

Shen Junru's Ruji and cloud silk business is getting better and better, and now the population in the house is not large, but there is no need for so much, this little profit is just icing on the cake, and there is no loss.

But it's a different story for these people down there.

When the steward heard this, he hurriedly bowed to Shen Junru, and thanked him a thousand times.

"Thank you Miss, thank you Miss, Miss Miss, Miss is really a Bodhisattva, the little one is here to thank Miss Zhuang for the elder here."

"Steward Tong, hurry up, but I can't help it, Mama Tong has been in good health recently?"

"My mother is old, and it is inevitable that she will have some illnesses, but it is not in the way, and Miss Lao is worried."

Shen Junru smiled and instructed Dongmei to prepare some good tonics.

"Mama treats me like my own child, and my mother and I have been favored by Mama, and now that she is good, I am also relieved."