Chaolu quietly listened to Zheng Yan'er talk about the past, and this was the first time she had heard about herself from the mouth of the person concerned. But what surprised her the most was that from Zheng Yan'er's tone, she couldn't hear the slightest trace of guilt and nostalgia.

With the passage of time, it seems that even she herself has forgotten that those things in the past have completely separated herself, and she treats Shen Hou as if she has never been good with her, and gradually he himself agrees with his own views on fake memories in his heart, she is right, it is Shen Hou who is wrong, and Shen Hou is too naïve.

It was this innocence that made her unable to walk in the harem, and what made her disappear in the harem was to blame herself, if it wasn't for her own innocence that hurt her, who could let her die in the palace, not to mention the person who became the queen in the first place, so she blamed herself for everything, and it had nothing to do with her.

"Although I am staying in the cold palace now, the end is not much better, but at that time, the former Empress Shen was much more serious than me, although I also fell in love with the emperor, but I am better than her is that I can fully realize all this, not as naïve as her, in this mixed harem, her innocence cannot be called commendable, that is stupid, it is this stupidity that makes her completely unable to stay in the harem!"

"Really? It's just that I don't agree with what you're doing, and it's stupid not to intrigue in this harem like you? Although time has passed, and those things have been very long, but Chaolu heard Zheng Yan'er's words, and she was inevitably angry in her heart, she didn't understand that she just didn't want to fight with them, how could she end up with such a name?

But I didn't expect Zheng Yan'er to shake her head very calmly, "You don't understand, everyone in this harem is deliberately intriguing for every time you get close to the emperor, you don't act, or say, if you don't fight with us like Queen Shen, she is already out of place like that, not to mention that she used to be a queen, when she was a queen, it can be said that she is arrogant and very generous as a queen, but when she is just an ordinary concubine, and then she is still like that, it makes people look very annoying, Why are we embarrassed for these things, but you can be in this harem like that, I don't feel happy when I look at it! ”

Chaolu felt ridiculous, just for such a false name, could he let this group of concubines who usually fight hard unite to target him?

"So in fact, everyone in your original group knows what the problem with Empress Shen is gone?"

"Huh-" Zheng Yan'er sighed quietly, her eyes were in the distance, and when she didn't want to look at Chaolu again, such words didn't look like words that could come out of Chaolu's mouth, she wasn't such a naïve person, and she didn't know why she would ask such a question.

"Are you asking this for yourself, or for the former Empress Shen?"

Chaolu was slightly stunned, "Why is there a difference even this?" ”

Zheng Yan'er lifted the corner of her mouth on the right, revealing a slightly sarcastic smile, "If it was the former Empress Shen, I would still have a few words to say, if it was you, not to mention anything else, you have been in this palace for so long, I can't see what kind of scheming you are, since you are not a simple and scheming person, then what is so difficult to figure out about this matter?" Do you think that's the truth? ”

yes, I've become one of them this year......

Chaolu suddenly widened her eyes as if she had been beaten with a stick, yes, how much she hated such a harem in the past, and now how well she can adapt to it, not to mention that she is planning for revenge, she endures humiliation and burden day by day in this harem, but anyway, the time she spent in the harem did get.

"Why is it that such a question makes you overwhelmed by the beating? It's just pediatrics, so there's nothing to worry about. Zheng Yan'er is like a mother who hasn't seen her for many years, gradually inducing local extreme faults, but it is indeed when Chaolu is sober, otherwise she will never allow her to talk to herself at will, after all, it is the spiritual pillar in her heart.

"yes, I don't know, should I say thank you for growing up, or should I sigh that I am no longer the same as I used to be?"

Hearing this, Zheng Yan'er felt a little strange, even though the concubine in front of her was not so small even if she was not old. This sentence is vague to hear, what is the former her? Could it be that she was between her and the emperor before she entered the palace...... But when Chaolu first met her, she did say these things like us, but didn't she show that others helped her later?

Compared to her, the most she gets along with is not the emperor, but the group of maids in the palace, but according to her temperament, it seems that the relationship with the women or the little eunuchs should be good.

The police officer Lu was answering her question, saying that it was about the exam, but he still gave some of his thoughts to the person in the study hall downstairs.

However, after Chaolu sent all the luggage, it was obvious that these things were basically carried by boys, but Chaolu also knew that this group of people worked very hard wholeheartedly, so he didn't ask them to serve him, and he simply dragged his grandmother neatly, and then went to eat some delicious food.

"Is that all you have in mind about the past?" Chaolu was stunned, and she didn't know where her eyes were looking, so she asked without a head, but the big guy also understood, so Zheng Yan'er replied, "No, no." ”

It's been a long time since those things happened, and in her mind, she has already beautified all the unbeautiful things she did at the time, and people are such an egoist, obviously they have done wrong things, but as time goes by, they always try to find problems from the other party.

However, as soon as Chaolu thought of telling Zheng Yan'er who he was and what kind of expression would appear on his face later, Chaolu unconsciously showed a satisfied smile, "Do you remember what I said to you just now, make a deal, now is the time to honor that deal, do you want to hear that secret?" ”

There is no one in the world who doesn't like secrets, and it is still related to herself, Zheng Yan'er nodded almost without hesitation, and looked at Chaolu with a pair of eyes very eagerly.

Chaolu smiled with satisfaction, it can be regarded as the result of not wasting it for so many years, leaving these things idle for a month, it is likely that it will not use them when they meet next time.

"At first I thought you could see it, just when you asked me to remind you of an old man." Chaolu revealed a very playful joke.