Chapter 390: Modern Chapter A letter
On the silent hillside, there are fallen leaves, and on the bare branches, there are a few small birds, chirping, enjoying the most beautiful autumn colors in the afterglow of the sunset.
Shu Jinge walked to the top of the mountain step by step, and then sat on the edge of a tree, quietly looking at the branches above.
This is the place she used to come to often, the top of Tai'an Mountain, and it is also the place where Wen Zhiyuan always wanted to come before he died.
Shu Jinge didn't understand why Wen Zhiyuan had to bring her here, but after stepping here today, she suddenly understood.
This used to be the place where Wen Zhiyuan invited her to dance for the first time.
She was not good at dancing, and at that time it seemed to be the school celebration of her junior year, and they came to Tai'an Mountain en masse to prepare for a three-day and two-night picnic, and she also came.
At that time, she didn't want to come, but at that time, she hadn't married Qi Tianyu yet, and Qi Tianyu was busy with work and couldn't see a trace every day, so she came here in anger.
At that time, Wen Zhiyuan, who was not very familiar with her, took the initiative to invite her to dance, she didn't want to dance, but she couldn't stand the push of his classmates, so she still danced.
Moreover, he also stepped on Wen Zhiyuan's toes many times.
At that time, she felt guilty, and the clerical yuan said with a smile that it didn't matter.
Perhaps, at that time, Wen Zhiyuan loved her, but she was all Qi Tianyu in her heart and didn't see it.
Since when has Wen Zhiyuan never been in close contact with her again?
I think it was after that school anniversary!
That night, Qi Tianyu appeared in front of everyone, she happily threw herself into his arms like a princess waiting for Prince Charming, and then followed him down the mountain.
It seems that at that time, Wen Zhiyuan didn't get very close to him, but he still smiled at her gently, never far away, never close.
She didn't know anything on the surface, but she understood that Qi Tianyu must have warned Wen Zhiyuan behind her back, and for this, she was secretly happy for several days.
Thinking of this, Shu Jinge suddenly smiled mockingly, lying on his back on the ground, looking at the sunlight in the gap between the branches.
She knew that Wen Zhiyuan was in despair because of her, and it was also because of her that she lost her life, and from beginning to end, she didn't look back at him.
Perhaps, if in the past, she dreamed of looking back, looking at Wen Zhiyuan, and then chatting with her about her life and yearning, and would not use him to make Qi Tianyu jealous, then, perhaps, Wen Zhiyuan would not be what he is now.
It's just a pity that there is no if, and there is no maybe, in this world, it just happened, and no one could stop it.
Shu Jinge hated Wen Zhiyuan, but lying here at this time, she suddenly felt a little sorry for Wen Zhiyuan.
People are alive, and at the last moment, the bones are not cold, and there is not even a single relative by his side.
No one gave him a funeral, even Mama Liu, who had carefully planned for him, stayed at the Wen family at this time, and even when he died, he never appeared.
Is this the Present World Newspaper? Shu Jinge shook his head, only feeling sarcastic.
Wen Zhiyuan, why are you so stupid? When a person dies, there is nothing, don't you really have no regrets?
Suddenly, Shu Jinge's eyes shrank slightly, staring at a certain place on the tree, and then, she got up, took a few steps back in front of the book, and then quietly looked at the big tree she was leaning on before.
After watching for a while, Shu Jinge took out his mobile phone and made a call to Qin Biao, and then, Qin Biao rushed over, Shu Jinge pointed to the top of the uncle and said, "You go and see the bird's nest, is there something?" ”
What Shu Jinge pointed to was a grass nest, which was not quite the same as the nest of those birds' nests, it seemed to have traces of artificial weaving, and around the bird's nest, there was also a little black protruding, which seemed to be something.
Qin Biao went up the tree in twos and threes, and sure enough, he found a black package in the bird's nest, which had been pulled up by the birds, white and dirty.
Shu Jinge didn't care if it was dirty or not, and then tore open the plastic bag and saw a rectangular box inside.
Shu Jinge sat under the tree and opened the box, and on the top, there was a letter that said, Xiaojin opened it in person.
Xiaojin:
This is the first and last letter I've ever written to you, and if you see it, it means I'm dead, I'm sorry, I couldn't wait for you to forgive me.
Actually, I really hope that you don't see this letter, that proves that I succeeded, we will be happy together, together forever, you say, that should be a happy thing?
Xiaojin, do you remember our first meeting? You stood in the middle of the crowd, looking at the whole school excitedly, and I, standing in the middle of the crowd, saw you at a glance.
I knew right then that I was in love with this girl who looked so bright.
I feel like I'm in love.
So, in order to get along with you, I enrolled in the first-year electronic programming department and became classmates with you.
Do you know? I'm really happy to be able to see you up close.
Remember those little dolls you received? I remember you happily picking it up and carefully hiding it in your bag, and I was proud of myself every time I did.
Those dolls are all made by me, and in each puppet, there is a note hidden, but unfortunately, you don't find a note in each puppet.
It made me a failure, but seeing that you liked it, I felt that it was worth it, so I just continued.
That summer, the dolls had a very happy and fulfilling life.
Reading this, Shu Jinge's hand trembled suddenly.
She remembered those dolls, which were still well hidden under the wardrobe by her, she thought that these dolls were made by Qi Tianyu for her, but she didn't expect that it was Wen Zhiyuan.
Inexplicably sad in his heart, Shu Jinge continued to watch.
"One summer is over, and I feel like I can confess to you, I used the best patience of my life to make a super large doll and plan to give it to you on your birthday.
However, when that day came, I held the doll and found that you got into a man's car, and your interaction with that man made my eyes hurt.
The doll was dismantled by me, scissors by scissors, and could no longer be pieced together, just like my heart.
I'm out of love, and before I can confess, I'm out of love, do you know how much my heart hurts?
Actually, I can still confess to you, but I'm afraid of refusal, because of what happened to me as a child, I feel that the world is really unfair to me.
I don't have a good family background, I don't have more money to squander, and even if I have someone I like, I have become someone else's woman.
Do you know? At that time, I even thought hatefully, how nice it would be if you were raised by that man, then, I feel that I can be worthy of you, and you can only be with me.
However, I was wrong, I secretly inquired about your identity, and later learned that your family is so rich, and I am just a poor boy from the slums.
What qualifications do I have to marry such a princess? So I'm working hard for the rest of the time, I want to learn more, go further, try to build my own company, keep up with your existing footsteps.
However, at the graduation celebration of my junior year, after I danced with you, that man came again, and he took you away in full view, and you, like a flamboyant peacock, smug smile, made me understand that the dance you danced with me was just because of the man in front of me.
But damn it, this dance is actually the only one in my life that I have had intimate contact with you, even if my shoes are trampled by you, I still want to smile and continue with you.
Looking at that man, I really hope that this dance can be danced until the end of the day, so that the man will never appear.
Maybe I was too obsessed with you and hated him too much, but he found me and understood my intentions, and he sent someone to find me and use my life as a bargaining chip to keep me away from you.
You say, what am I going to do against him? I gave up with you, I have to try to catch up with you and surpass him, so that I am qualified to stand by your side and say I love you.
I think it's okay to give up for a while, because I love you for eternity, and I'm willing to use this brief separation to create a future forever together. ”
Shu Jinge sighed slightly, put the letter paper on his knees, made it under the tree, and rubbed his eyes.
She never thought that one day she would shed tears for Wen Zhiyuan, nor did she think that Wen Zhiyuan's love for her was so deep.
It's just a pity that he used the wrong way, his paranoia, and his unwillingness, after all, the two people did not have any intersection from beginning to end.
"Xiaojin, I really love you, but why don't you even look at me? When I hear the news of you from others, I will rush to rejoice, but when I hear the news that you are engaged to him, I suddenly feel more hopeless than ever.
You've just graduated from college, so why are you getting engaged? Why should you confine yourself to marriage like this? I really don't understand.
But it doesn't matter, engagement is not marriage, I still have a chance, as long as you wait for me, don't get married.
However, I was still a step too late.
I went to the best medical school in the world, became the most famous doctor, edited the top games in the gaming world, and became a game engineer who implemented the secrets of the group.
However, when I returned home, you were already married, and you said, why don't you wait for me? Xiaojin, you are really ruthless, you are so ruthless to yourself and to me. ”
Is she ruthless? Shu Jinge didn't know if it was okay, but she thought it was funny to complain about Wen Zhiyuan's complaint in the letter.
From beginning to end, she didn't know that he liked her, okay? How can you say that she is ruthless? At best, she hates to marry, wants to marry her beloved man earlier, and is just chained to her beloved man.