Out of Prince Gong's mansion, Su Zhi got into the carriage.

Qin Lingyu glanced at his panicked son: "What's wrong with you?" Haven't you always liked to ride in a car? ”

"I'm a little tired"

Qin Lingyu smiled teasingly: "Is it that Mu'er's child's enthusiasm is a little unbearable?" ”

Su Tong grinned: "What's the matter with him?" ”

"I've been like this since I was a child, and it's said that I have collected fallen leaves that you have stepped on."

"Isn't it? It's also too ......."

Su Zhi felt a chill in his back, and he had a feeling of being targeted all the time.

Qin Lingyu's body was already weak, and after this toss, he fell asleep in the car.

Back in the small courtyard, Su Tong placed his mother and concubine, and left all the things he encountered that day behind and went to the outer study.

Qinghu is now the leader of the twenty-four guards, and he appeared beside Su Zhi after arranging for the night: "Master, Prince Gong has investigated, and it is temporarily compatible with the surface, but he has not found any force related to it." ”

"Don't let your guard down, after all, he is from the East Palace."

"My subordinates understand, but Madame's side is walking faster, saying that the people sent by His Majesty have been urging them to hurry, and I'm afraid that this side will also be faster."

"Got it, you go and rest first, you don't need to be on duty tonight."

"Mr. Yun has gone out during the day"

"Went to Leng's house?"

"No, it's going to the grave outside the city."

Su Tong put down the letter in his hand, raised his head and said in surprise: "She is from Guanzhong, who will make her need to go to the grave in this capital?" ”

"The subordinates were also deeply surprised, it was actually to go to the grave of Zheng Gongzi's biological mother Murong Jinse, it seems that the two were old friends."

"She and Brother Ping haven't mentioned it, it seems that they are going to investigate."

Sitting in front of the desk for a long time, Su Tong suddenly didn't want to think about anything, returned to the room where Yue'er once lived, and slept steadily.

Qin Lingyu also slept very well here, there was no eyeliner around her, and everyone in the palace knew that she didn't have much time, so she didn't stare so closely.

Besides, Su Tong is now in an urn, he can't enter and leave freely, and he just protects a small courtyard impermeable, which is all useless for others.

Su Zhi didn't sleep peacefully this night, and the only time since he was a child, he dreamed of his father.

In the dream, he was eight years old, and his father looked at him from inside the door of the south study, and when he turned back by chance, he saw the eyes of his father.

He was holding Yue'er in his hand, and beside him was Shen Chen, the left prime minister who had returned from the expedition.

Thirty-year-old Shen Xiangye looked at the inner palace, and looked at the person in his heart through the layers of palace walls.

Instead, the eyes of his father and Shen Xiangye fell on the eight-year-old Su Zhi and the three-year-old Shen Yue'er at the same time.

At this time, Su Zhi deeply felt that countless eyes were on him, and that gaze was like a cold blade, and each one was going to make him chirping.

Eight-year-old he led three-year-old Shen Yue'er, and the two ran wildly, trying to run out of the palace wall, but this palace was too big, no matter how they ran, they couldn't run out.

Countless people were chasing and killing them, and Shen Xiangye was watching from a distance, with no waves in his eyes.

Su Tong thought that the fifth uncle would definitely be able to save him, so he ran towards the place where the fifth uncle might be, while comforting the weak Shen Yue'er beside him: "Don't be afraid, Yue'er, Brother Fang will take you to find the fifth uncle, he can protect us." ”

Seeing that the people behind him were about to catch up with them, and the knives in the hands of those people were about to fall, Su Zhi was extremely desperate and shouted: "Fifth uncle, come and save me......"

In the midst of his desperate cries, a man appeared in front of him and said to him, "Take her away, and I will protect you." ”

Su Zhi couldn't believe it, looked up at the person in front of him, and asked, "Father, don't you want to kill me, why do you want to save me?" ”

Yes, what appeared in front of him was his father, Emperor Jianyuan Su Shangxian. He looked at Su Zhi and smiled lovingly, stroked his little face, and said: "You are my son, in fact, you have never known that you are my favorite son, if you don't have the blood of the Qin family, how good it would be, I can give you more love." ”

Su Tong seemed to understand, and when he was pushed forward by his father, he turned around and asked, "Father, have you ever loved your mother?" ”

He saw his father's eyes dim, and it wasn't until he walked away that he vaguely heard his father say, "If she doesn't want me to love her, then she doesn't love her." ”

……

It was early in the morning, and the sunlight was shining through the window, and the light was very soft.

After washing, I went to the back house to have breakfast with my mother.

Qin Lingyu looked very good today, and was helped by the girls to walk in the yard early in the morning, sometimes stopping to listen to the birds on the tree, and also looking up in the direction of the sunrise and smiling in a daze.

Su Tong stepped forward to support her and waved the girls back, Qin Lingyu said, "What do you want to say?" ”

I wanted to ask Yiran, "Mother, have you ever loved your father?" But what blurted out was: "Mother, do you know who gave you the cold poison for so long?" ”

"Yes, it's me."

Originally, Su Tong thought that it would be his father or the queen at that time, but he didn't expect this answer.

Seeing his son staring at him stunned, Qin Lingyu said with a wry smile: "I don't want to give Su Shangxian a child, he always sent people to keep an eye on me when he had you, otherwise I'm afraid even you won't be born." ”

"So you've treated me like a pawn since I was born, and because you hate my biological father, you've never really loved me, have you?"

Qin Lingyu looked at her angry son, she didn't want to say anything.

Su Zhi felt that he was going crazy, and continued to ask: "So when I was young, you deliberately let me make a private agreement with Yue'er for life, and you love her more in comparison, because her father is Shen Chen, right?" ”

Qin Lingyu smiled: "Actually, I didn't like the two of you at that time, but after all these many years, I no longer think that you are his son, and I no longer think that Yue'er is the daughter of Shen Chen and others, all of this is not important, I am glad that I will not live too long, otherwise I am afraid that he will not have so much patience to wait." ”

After saying that, Qin Lingyu lay on the recliner in the courtyard, Su Zhi looked down at her, anger and other emotions, which made him feel crazy at the moment.

"Mother, maybe the child's words today sound unfilial, but I think it's too uncomfortable not to say it."

Qin Lingyu closed his eyes and lay there peacefully.

Su Zhi said angrily: "Back then, you insisted on ruining the five tigers of the Qin family, and they had to give up the world at their fingertips because of your love alone, but you buried the four brothers of the Qin family because of following your father. Now that you have received the news of your fifth uncle, do you feel relieved? But I feel uneasy, because my mother has harmed her brothers who have either died in the battlefield or have been incognito all day long, do you feel at ease? ”

Qin Lingyu opened his eyes coldly and replied, "Who caused all this?" Isn't it your father? ”

"You will really ignore your own mistakes, if it weren't for the fact that you insisted on falling in love with Shen Chen, if it weren't for the two of you, how could the five tigers of the Qin family be ruined, and the Qin family army had to hide, it is all the so-called great love you have. Do you think you've won the game now? Doesn't it feel too selfish to use me and Yue'er as pawns to destroy everything that has hindered your love? ”

"You are taking things out of context, after all, you are still Su Shangxian's son, but have you ever thought about it, if it weren't for Su Shangxian's disregard for the prestige of the Qin family's army, and insisted on winning the world, this country is now surnamed Qin. Shen Chen and I were both used by Su Shangxian, and there were many situations at that time that you don't know, and I never thought of burying the Qin family's army, because there was an army there that was my soldier. You also went into battle to lead the troops, you should understand how much my heart hurts! ”

Su Zhi looked at his mother with a mocking face: "Heartache? What were you doing when the five tigers of the Qin family died on the battlefield? Mourning for your love, looking at Shen Xiangye all day long, and using all of our next generation as chess pieces, your love is too terrible and too expensive, I am glad that you never loved me. ”

After saying that, Su Zhi turned around and left, while Qin Lingyu closed his eyes and lay there for a long time.

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