Chapter 185 Discussion
Qin Ziheng was sullen all day long and talked to Chen Youyi a lot less, when he came here from the capital, he didn't bring more belongings, but brought those things for military use, as well as territory maps and the like.
When I came, I put them away because I didn't need them.
After a few years, he rummaged through the pile of debris again, and Chen Youyi knew that he was worried about the war, so he didn't stop him.
She was so sleepy that she lay down and slept, "Xianggong, you should rest early, don't always look at these things." Very tired eyes at night. ”
Qin Ziheng only agreed, but refused to move, "If the lady is sleepy, go to sleep first, and I will go immediately." ”
She yawned and came to the bedside, wanting to wait for him to undress and sleep, but accidentally leaned on the edge of the bed and fell asleep, and when she woke up suddenly, she was startled and almost fell off the bed, "Xianggong! She stretched out her hand to grab Qin Ziheng next to her, but she pounced.
She was stunned for a moment, then found that there was still a light in the outer hall, and hurriedly got up to look, and saw that Qin Ziheng was still there holding the candlestick and looking carefully, now that it was almost dawn, he had stood and watched it all night.
One can imagine how important the war on this border is to him.
Chen Youyi was unhappy, the war had nothing to do with them, now they were just ordinary people, and they were no longer the princess and general of Chen Guo, he didn't take his body seriously at all.
She took two steps forward to stop him, but only took two steps and suddenly stopped, no, he was not just worried about the war, what he really cared about was the people of this Chen country, she lived in modern times, she had never experienced war, and she didn't know how people in the war felt.
However, he had personally participated in the war, and I am afraid that he knew better than himself how much influence the war had on Chen Guo after the war broke out.
Chen Youyi suddenly blamed herself a little, she shouldn't have used her own thoughts to see him, so her expression softened, and she walked over slowly, "Xianggong, why haven't you slept yet?" What can be seen? ”
Qin Ziheng frowned, and saw that it was Chen Youyi who relaxed a little, "Why did the lady get up at this time?" He glanced back at the window and said, "It's still early to go to the rest meeting." He took the pen and drew back and forth on a blank piece of paper, frowning again.
Chen Youyi didn't leave, she came to him and looked down, and saw that he had drawn something similar to a map, so she was curious and asked, "What is this?" You've been painting these all night? ”
"Hmm!" His tone was very heavy, and he frowned and said, "I know too few things, I don't know what the specific situation is on the border, so I can only guess, I inquired about a lot of people today, but each of them said something different, some said this, some said that, and I was completely confused." ”
Hearing this, Chen Youyi understood that he couldn't let go of this war at all, but she was really reluctant to let him go, if he went to war, if something went wrong, then she might lose him.
The thought of this made her heart hurt terribly.
He didn't say a word and went back to bed, unable to sleep anyway.
It was only after dawn that she fell asleep in a daze.
"Lady, get up and eat something and go to sleep." Qin Ziheng called out to her softly in her ear, and then she rubbed her eyes and sat up, "What time is it?" ”
"It's past noon!"
She was shocked all of a sudden, she wanted to make breakfast for him yesterday, but she slept until this time, she stood up busily, and said in a panic, "Oh no, I overslept, how did my mother eat breakfast and lunch, why didn't you call me?" She hurried to put on her shoes.
was stopped by Qin Ziheng, "It's okay, I've done it and let them eat." It's okay now, you get up and eat something, and if you're still sleepy, you can sleep again. Tomorrow is the day when Qin Huai will go up the mountain, I can't spare time, you go and tell Wang Da to let him send it. ”
She nodded, and seeing that he still had a sad face, she got up and walked towards the outhouse, and she followed, and saw a table full of papers, and even took out the suit of battle armor.
Looking at that set of golden armor, Chen Youyi knew that he couldn't keep him, even if he let his people be here, his heart would definitely not be there. Holding back the sadness in her heart, she came to him and whispered, "If you care about the war on the border, then you can go." ”
He looked up suddenly, as if he was a little shocked, "What are you talking about, lady, what if I go to this house?" ”
"But if you don't want to, can you put it down? You just talk about this paper, the war is thousands of miles away, what can you do? Seeing you depressed every day, it is better to let you go, fulfill your wishes, and make your heart smooth. It's better than being here. ”
Tears almost flowed from her sore nose.
"Lady, I ......" he hurriedly stepped forward and helped her wipe the tears from the corners of her eyes, "I have a lady in my heart, and I am naturally happy to stay by my wife's side, how can I not be happy." ”
She looked at him and reached out to stroke the wrinkle between his brows, "Are you unhappy, can't I see it?" Go, it's being conscripted now, you go and sign up and go with the army, you can rest assured that I will take care of things at home. ”
All her words went to his heart, and his heart was already on the battlefield thousands of miles away.
"Lady, I can't bear to leave you here alone."
She felt sad for a while, but persuaded with a smile, "You are the general of Chen Guo, and you have such a responsibility, although we have become a common man, but as a citizen of Chen Guo, you must also protect your family and defend the country, if Chen Guo can't keep it, where will we come from." As far as I know, Chen Guo is losing and retreating in the battlefield, and it is useless for you to worry here, with your ability, you will definitely be able to triumph, I am waiting for you. ”
He took her into his arms, not knowing what to say.
And she leaned into his arms with tears in her eyes, and hugged him tighter, I don't know how long the border war will last, whether it's a year and a half, I'm afraid that it won't end in a few years, and I'm afraid I'm going to kill him.
As soon as she thought that he was going to leave her in the future, she couldn't hold back her tears, she buried her head in his arms and wiped all the tears on his shirt, only by letting him do what he wanted to do was to love him.
"My husband is a man who stands up to the sky, and it should be what you should do to protect your family and defend the country. I can't do this kind of thing as a woman, but I'm going to support you behind my back, waiting for you, until you come back. She looked up at him, a slight smile on her lips.