Panyu Seventy-One is still cheap
Too many questions are coiled in my mind, the emotions are anxious and angry, the hot water in the bathroom is steaming and the mist is filled, and the bodies of a couple who love and hate and resent writhes like snakes.
"What are we doing here? Let go of me......" The little rabbit pushed the boar, but his arms were weak and weak, saying that it was "pushing", but it was better to say "stroking", the action was ineffective, and the problem was also idiotic.
"What are you doing? Bathing, of course...... I rode over and threw myself into the dust, stir-fried vegetables and went to the food stall to get covered with the smell of oily smoke, so I had to wash my ...... well," the boar replied hummingly.
"It's not even six o'clock, the sun hasn't set yet, wait...... Wait until dinner before washing. Bunny made a clumsy excuse.
Little Rabbit has been self-reliant since he was a child, and after the age of five, he bathed by himself, and even the mother rabbit has never seen her adult body, which is bathed with the boar, she is really difficult to accept.
Thinking of this, she suddenly found a problem - what should she wear when she goes out when she gets wet? There was a change of clothes and pants in the small satchel, but I was in a hurry when I went out, so I forgot the small satchel in the women's room of the squatter.
The little rabbit thought about it and said this and that, but the boar didn't say much to her, and scrubbed her long hair with both hands.
The shampoo bubbles on her head, the water droplets on her face, the little rabbit couldn't open her eyes, she really didn't know how she was always half a beat slower than the boar's reaction, wiped the water droplets on her face, and hurriedly said, "Wait, wait...... I didn't bring a change of clothes, don't get wet......"
"yes, we haven't undressed yet...... Thank you for the reminder. The boar lowered his voice and chuckled, making the laughter sound sinister and cunning.
The clothes were already wet, and when he suddenly remembered to make such a mentally retarded request, the little rabbit himself had to think that he was hinting and teasing something......
Three times five divided by two, the spring light will be unobstructed, but the rabbit closes his eyes and does not dare to look. She can't remember what happened before, she was very unconscious at the time, and there was still a very high hurdle to face it soberly......
The little rabbit couldn't help but tremble, and hugged the boar that teased her tightly: "Please, don't move your hands...... Just stand still, motionless...... I'm a petty kid, and I can't cater to you and make you happy...... If you get bored, you just drive me away, don't laugh at me...... I can leave, but I can't stand the ridicule......"
The mist was thick, and they became blurred in each other's eyes, and the blur added a bit of hazy beauty. The boar stared at the rabbit and let out a low sigh, and then really let her hold it, no longer moving.
When her mood gradually stabilized, the boar said: "The so-called 'little farewell is better than the newlywed', we are the newlyweds, and after three days and two nights, when the love is the strongest, you can't bear to snub me?" ”
"We've really been like that before? Can you tell us a little bit about how it happened in the first place......
The boar kissed her forehead, held her face and asked in a trembling voice: "My husband is too excited at this time, I really can't bear it, can I wait and talk to you slowly......"
"But my mind is in a mess, and I'm a little scared......"
"Don't be afraid...... We are husband and wife, you have to remember that we are husband and wife anymore, no longer brother and sister, this is a very common thing. ”
The boar kissed the rabbit warmly, and the rabbit couldn't refuse, or didn't want to refuse.
However, the unfamiliar physical reaction made the little rabbit blush and panting, and he felt faintly frightened, and his mind gradually became confused, and then went blank.
Indulge, sink, block reason, and let the mind call the shots!
By the time the rabbit was conscious again, she was already sitting on a wicker chair, and the hot wind was blowing in her ears.
She tilted her head, and saw that the boar was using a hair dryer to give her wet hair, and she only had a bath towel wrapped around her body.
"Blow it soon, we'll talk slowly later." Seeing her puzzled look, the boar chuckled.
The little rabbit could see from the glimmer of light reflected in the window that it was time for the sun to set. Blow dry your hair, lie on the bed, and cover with a thin quilt.
"How can your exclusive room be without your pajamas?" The little rabbit threw a resentful look at him, and even moved the microwave oven in, but he didn't prepare pajamas, this guy definitely did it on purpose.
I thought that he didn't bring pajamas in a hurry, he should have them, and wearing his pajamas is better than wearing nothing, right?
"I never wear pajamas! When you sleep, it's supposed to be the most relaxed and free, so why do you wrap up your clothes? The boar has a reason to say.
Seeing that the little rabbit was wrinkled, he smiled and twisted her face, and said, "This can bring us closer, and no matter how thin the clothes are, they are a barrier." The closer the body is, the closer the heart is. ”
"We don't deserve to do such an intimate thing." The passion faded, and the rabbit's eyes were full of worry.
"It's not 'we don't deserve it,' it's that I don't deserve it, I know I don't deserve to have such a good feeling anymore, but I can't control myself. I've tried to control my mind, I've tried many times, but I really can't control myself. The boar took the rabbit into his arms and patted her on the back.
The anxiety in the little rabbit's heart eased, and the boar looked at her at this time without any evil thoughts, and said softly: "Although I have shown favor again and again, I just want to talk about it first, and wait for you to accept it slowly, I really didn't expect the development to be so fast, I can only cherish you in the future." ”
I was very entangled in my heart, just because I was very worried about the future, and I felt guilty about Ah Ling, but I didn't regret being with the boar, and the little rabbit shook his hand tightly, indicating that he didn't blame him.
"Alas...... Do you remember the experience? The boar asked, "If there is a problem, it must be solved."
The little rabbit shook his head, he had a vague impression of what had happened before, but everything in his memory was not clear, and he didn't remember anything about what he had experienced.
"I tried to move as gently as possible, why don't I remember? I want you to feel the joy of heaven with me, so that I am in heaven and you are so boring in hell. ”
"It's not that hell is so terrible, it's just forgot."
The boar asked tentatively, "...... Don't you still understand that? I thought you were ready, you really didn't resist the first time, you won't still understand what our relationship is, right? ”
"It's not that I don't understand, it's that I forgot. I studied physiology and hygiene very well at school, and my mother told me some of them, but I just didn't think these things should have happened, so I couldn't remember them. ”
"Forgot? Forgot ......" The boar stroked her cheek and rubbed his chin against the top of her head, "Why forget?" Dislike me for not being gentle enough, I make you hateful? But I clearly remember, except for the first time you were very uncomfortable, and the next two days were a little uncomfortable, and then you had a very tacit understanding with me, and we were very sweet......"
The little rabbit explained to him, not that he hated him, but that the little rabbit's mind was split into two themselves, one rabbit wanted to soothe him who was depressed at the time with tenderness, and the other little rabbit insisted on treating them rationally.
With that, the boar understood. Then he told the little rabbit that that night, he was wandering alone in the willow forest, and his heart was darker than the night sky, and the little rabbit suddenly appeared in front of him and handed him a small copper hook.
He silently took the little copper hook, turned around and continued to worry, but his waist suddenly tightened, and it was the soft hand of the little rabbit who hugged him from behind......
The boar recalled the scene at that time, and whispered with an infatuated expression: "When you said that you were willing to accompany me forever, I really felt that the sky was full of stars!" You may laugh at me for being stupid, because the stars are inherently bright - you don't understand, in those days I saw that the stars were shining indifferently brightly, bright and not bright, but at that moment they lit up, it was a light that could illuminate the night! “
"So, I took the initiative to hug you and show my heart?" The point that Bunny cares about is that he has turned around and is holding him from behind.
"I have already revealed my heart to you, why should you hide your heart? You accept my feelings, we are finally together, and this is the good ending. ”
The little rabbit was shocked, and he bit his lower lip to force himself to calm down. Then, he sneered and said, "In the end, I still made a mistake......
Despise the woman who took the initiative to give her arms, and people have already turned around to hug her, which is what only fox spirits do. The little rabbit asked himself, how could this seductive vixen be me?
"Don't you say that about yourself......" The boar rolled over and pressed on, ravaging the crisp white peaks, his eyes dark with anger, "You blame yourself so much, should I thank the world with death?" When you say that, it's worse than cutting me with a knife! ”
"Why don't you understand? We shouldn't be like that...... ...... shouldn't be"
The boar leaned over and whispered in her ear, "You know everything, how can I not understand it?" But what's the use of understanding? I want to let you go and let you go to find someone who is more suitable for you. But so far there is no such person, and there is probably no one in the world who is more willing to take care of you than me, and I have never put you down for a moment in my heart. In that case, I will never put it again! ”
Before the tide of love drowned out his reason, Little Rabbit heard him say slowly with a rapid gasp almost word for word: "It shouldn't be like this, it's still like this, we can't escape our hearts." ”