Chapter 184: Lonely Girl [68]
See them like this
There was a sneer on the corner of his mouth during the day, "Don't you go to visit your daughter?" β
"Don't you make up for your mistakes? Isn't it to make up for your feelings for Bai You? β
"What are you doing now? Don't forget that she still has your blood in her!"
The two of them, still watching TV with a sweet face, turned a deaf ear to the words of the day, took a piece of potato chips, put it in their mouths and replied lightly, "Oh, the relationship has been dissolved, why are you an outsider so positive?"
"If you care about her so much, be her own brother, be her parents, anyway, it has nothing to do with us, as for the blood relationship, we have given her a life, and we don't want her to reciprocate, I just hope she doesn't mention me in front of any outsiders."
In such a case, no woman or man can accept that their parents would say such things.
Not to mention during the day!
Such an outsider listened to it and his heart collapsed.
Deep pupils, eyes gradually become dangerous.
The curvature of the corners of the mouth deepens -
He went up the stairs and went back to his room.
Open the wardrobe β
Put the white leather gloves on the bottom and put them on your hands, and the familiar scalpel appeared again.
In that case, then you can accompany her!
Put the white coat on your body and look at yourself in the mirror.
Keep your hands in your pockets
Touching something like paper, he took out a letter from his pocket during the day.
The envelope is wrapped in a cake-shaped drawing.
Took out the letter insideβ
[To my dearest brother:
Maybe when you read this letter, I have become different, from long hair to short hair, from carefully covering the ugly scars on my body, to learning to accept it, from not smiling before, to now the corners of my mouth are always curvature.
When I first met you, I was very cold to you, because I was like this to everyone, so the response I got was also very cold, I thought you would only be very cold, but you were inexplicably enthusiastic, enthusiastic I was a little surprised, maybe you don't know!
Actually, it's the first time I've cut a cake for someone, and it's the first time I've been so close to someone, and that's true for me.
The first time I called him brother, the first time I held hands with someone, the first time I felt dependent, many, many firsts all started from you, it was you who made my unbearable memories and nightmarish childhood have a glimmer of light-
I was a child with parents since I was a child, but I didn't have parents to bring me, eighteen years, 6,570 days, nearly 6,530 days were all by myself, kindergarten, junior high school, high school, but also a loner, they all called me a monster.
A monster who doesn't like to be close to his classmates, doesn't like to talk, likes to keep his head down, and wears glasses......
But...... They didn't know that I, and I had the courage to play with them, but I was hit with small stones, and I was surrounded in the middle and smashed small stones.
Maybe I'm just a nasty spirit, I can't do anything well, and every day it's like there are countless pairs of eyes staring at me, all ready to watch me look overseas......
I have low self-esteem, weakness, no confidence, innate cowardice.
My teachers didn't like me, my classmates didn't like me, and even my parents ...... They don't like me, I don't know the meaning of my life, I'm like a clown, every day for their pastime, entertainment, as a punching bag, come and go.
If it weren't for you, without you pulling me into this filthy bath, I might not be there anymore......
They say that every girl is an angel who has fallen into the world, and she is fulfilling her mission and shining brightly-
If that's the case, then I might be the kind of demon who has entered the human world, and I will never be able to live beyond the world......
And brother, I know what you do, I know that you are for my good, I know that you are responsible for me, I know that you want to give me the best, but I am not worthy of it......
Brother-
I want you to stop doing stupid things, this is my last wish to live well, and I still want you to show me the scenery of the world.
Because
I don't want to be here anymore......
Brother
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