Hu Xianxian doesn't want to be enemies of tea and wine, not afraid of them, not too kind, but just demanding himself with the criterion of no loss and no debt.

No matter how many hidden secrets there are, Cha'er and Jiu'er have always served him in the name of Cheng Haofeng's Double Cultivation Ding Furnace, and if they don't properly handle these entanglements, they will affect their mood.

Among the bad habits of the Daomen, the existence of the double cultivation furnace was criticized, and Hu Xianxian wanted to find a way to get rid of this bad habit. Although the status of concubines is lowly, they are always recognized status, what is this Ding Furnace used to collect yin and supplement yang?

Leaving the two of them by her side, Hu Xianxian has been thinking about how to deal with it, but the gossip that is becoming more and more difficult to control makes her have no time to think deeply. They were locked up for the time being, so that they could think quietly.

How could you have thought that Cha'er would invite herself to die? What else is there to compare the number of suitors?

Seeing that Hu Xianxian's eyes were confused, he really didn't want to compare those looks, Cha'er snorted coldly: "You haven't suffered from being trampled by men, of course you can talk about self-worth, and you don't care about the glory that men can give you." Most of us women are not as good as you, and there are no men to follow, so we can only stammering and pleasing men, and it seems that we are loved, which is not too much of a failure. ”

Hu Xianxian still didn't understand, could it be that if a man loves, a woman's life is not a failure? At the beginning, Cheng Haofeng didn't accept her with the character she has now, could it be that she was a great failure at that time? But there were happy times at that time. Is it very successful now? But now there are constant troubles.

Different people have different preferences, whether it is Bai Huifeng in the past life or Hu Xianxian in this life, Qin Mufeng doesn't like it very much, and always feels that she is causing distress to Cheng Haofeng; Han Zexi was also annoyed when he looked at Hu Xianxian, and always thought that she was a troublemaker; Cao Beidao and Fa Luo, E Rihun, and Kuai Morixiong almost didn't regard Hu Xianxian as a woman......

If it is a failure to annoy men, Hu Xianxian is quite a failure. Even, if it weren't for her special background, maybe Cheng Haofeng wouldn't like her.

Seeing her tilting her head and rolling her eyes, Cha'er guessed what she was thinking, and said: "For example: there are three women, one is the emperor's favorite concubine, the harem of the crown, and there are many princes and grandsons who are proud to see her; One is a resentful woman who was abandoned by a wealthy family, old and decrepit, and no one likes her; One is a peasant woman who is really loved by the farmer, although she is rude, but the farmer never abandons her. Which of these three women do you say has a good life? ”

Hu Xianxian said without hesitation: "I wish that the farmer and the white head will not be separated, and I don't want to ask for gold and jade." ”

"So, a woman's happiness has a lot to do with whether a man treats her well or not, and the value of a woman is reflected in whether a man loves her."

It seems, is it such a reason? Hu Xianxian was a little confused, how could he be encircled if he wanted to refute it?

The breeze after the rain brings the sour and astringent taste of the green fruits, which is so fresh that every breath is refreshing.

Hu Xianxian took a few deep breaths and asked people to detain Cha'er and Jiu'er first, and just lock them up, and they couldn't do anything to abuse them. also asked Cha'er not to think about what to die or live, and to properly settle them in a few days.

Returning to the study of Linyue Building, Cheng Haofeng went to rebuild Ruixian's residence again, and Hu Xianxian continued to think with a sad face.

A few days later, she slammed the table, thinking about how to refute the fallacy that a woman's worth was a man's own.

I went to the cell full of confidence, asked the jailer to bring tea and wine to see her, and said slowly: "The value of a woman lies in whether she has freedom and dignity, and after doing this, she will see what she has contributed to the world, and these three points together are the value of women, and of course the value of men and other living beings." ”

Cha'er listened to the wall and laughed, laughing so completely that she didn't care about her image, and she was about to lose her breath; Jiu'er also smiled, but she didn't seem to understand what Cha'er was laughing at, and her grin was to laugh with her.

What's so funny? Hu Xianxian's face turned black and turned red, red and black, but in the end he couldn't help but not get mad.

When she had laughed enough, Hu Xianxian handed her tea and asked her what she was laughing at.

Cha'er was not polite, took the tea and drank it all before saying: "That's because you have been loved by a man, and the man who loves you is still very good, so you can talk about freedom and dignity leisurely." Try it, if they don't love you anymore, they will only use you and use you as a tool to vent their desires, and see if you still have the leisure to talk about freedom and dignity?! ”

Are you laughing at me for being naïve? Laugh at my house arrest here and talk about freedom and dignity? Laugh at me I don't understand the pain, standing and talking without backache? Hu Xianxian walked out of the cell depressed. She will delay the proper disposal of Cha'er and wine, and never give up until she convinces Cha'er!

After repeating it several times, Cha'er still insisted that a woman's unsatisfactory life if she can't get the love of an excellent man, a woman's happiness is based on a man's attitude, and whether her husband treats her well or not is the most critical factor affecting the joys and sorrows of her life.

Hu Xianxian always insisted that how life is lived depends on his own point of view, and neither of the two could convince anyone, but left those rumors behind.

Later, Hu Xianxian gradually became inclined to the fact that marriage and love are very important to women, but not so important to men. Even if I can walk alone, there are always regrets, and the bitterness of marriage and love has a great impact on women. Comparatively, the impact on men is indeed a little smaller.

There are many women who practice and never marry, such as Qi Chuluan, Qiao Chushi, and Fan Chuyao, but Hu Xianxian knows that they don't want to marry, but they are afraid of getting married, afraid of marrying a man who has no interest and bullies his wife, afraid that they will lose the fruits of their cultivation when the time comes, and they are even more afraid that they will not be able to leave if they want to turn around and leave after having children......

Forming this kind of idea made Hu Xianxian feel unspeakably awkward in his heart, and he didn't want to agree, but he really couldn't refute it!

Summer is the rainy season for the black ball, and the storms and rains do not stop for days and nights, but fortunately, the buildings of Tongtian Castle are strong and have a good drainage system for flood control, otherwise they would have been destroyed by the wind and rain.

Cheng Haofeng stared at the sky, and felt that the black clouds were overwhelming the city and wanted to destroy it, and in front of the ruthless and selfless natural avenue, no matter how powerful the mana was, it was insignificant.

Perhaps, the belief that people should continue to grow stronger is not that people will win the sky, but that people should protect emotions? The advantage of thousands of living beings over the Heavenly Dao is that they are sentient beings, and all things are sentient beings? Affection is an advantage, so why do all the practice methods still unanimously require the breaking of affection?

With his thoughts, his whole heart softened, put aside his own reasoning with himself, and returned to Hu Xianxian.

Just after entering the curtain, Hu Xianxian flew into his arms like a butterfly: "I'm sorry, I still can't do it!" ”

He smiled and stroked the broken hair around Hu Xianxian's ears, he had already heard about this girl's debate with Cha'er, and it was not a big deal if he couldn't convince Cha'er.

But the "can't do" that Hu Xianxian refers to is not that he can't refute Cha'er: "I can't help it...... I know there's nothing to care about all that gossip...... But I still have to struggle, I really can't get rid of it, I can't completely ignore other people's opinions......"

It turned out that this was the case, Cheng Haofeng hugged her tightly and silently soothed her panicked heart.

His arms were as warm and cool as a moonlit night in late summer and early autumn, neither hot nor cold, just suitable for Hu Xianxian's preferences, and gradually drove away that kind of uneasiness.

My heart was calm, but I felt sad instead, and I saw my heart clearly, and it turned out that I was also greedy for his arms.

I haven't been able to leave for so long, it's not that the formation is difficult to break, it's that it's not decisive enough, it's not clear enough, and I don't want to leave him, I don't want to leave!

Rubbing lightly on his chest, he muttered, "I care a lot about other people's opinions, it's very uncomfortable...... But I don't want to be separated from you, I don't want to be separated......"

"Is this a confession to me?" Cheng Haofeng chuckled, "Well, I took it all and was very satisfied." If you can send a fragrant kiss, you will be more satisfied. ”

He said in a joking tone, but Hu Xianxian wanted to cry. It's miserable to get a response to bitter love, it's painful to not be able to stay together in love, and it's not cruel to break up a couple who are happy with a sense of mission?

Either you can't get it, or you will lose it, it's hard to have a perfect love in the world, is it ruthless to be in line with heaven, or is it jealous that the world is deliberately tricked?

The tangled emotions are still straightened out, and there is sufficient evidence to prove that Gao Youquan has a purpose in sending tea and wine, and those rumors can no longer be completely clarified, but Hu Xianxian still asked Cheng Haofeng to spare their lives.

The mistakes they made were too small compared to the mistakes made by Cheng Haofeng, Hu Xianxian felt that he was deeply guilty, and being scolded and hated by others could also invisibly reduce one point of guilt and eliminate one point of sin.

I asked Jiu'er a lot of questions before, and it was clear that she was forced to join Cha'er and them, and the life she wanted to live was very simple and simple.

And according to the conditions of the ideal man she said, Hu Xianxian remembered an old friend quite appropriately.

She doesn't want to marry someone who is too rich, she is worried that she can't control it and can't get along, but she can't be too poor, she must be able to keep enough food and clothing; She doesn't ask to marry a handsome young man, as long as she doesn't get scary ugly, she is not young, and she wants to find an ordinary person of the same age; She didn't want to live in the capital yet, although she had spent most of her time in the capital, but she didn't have any good memories, and she wanted to go to a strange place to start a new life.

Helping Metaha manage the bolt of the Yingxian Pavilion branch in Lingzhou, isn't it just her ideal?

I heard the news from Hang Wuyi and the others, the bolt has not been married yet, and he has not gone to spend time drinking, so it is really time to start a family.

As soon as he said this idea, Jiu'er happily agreed, and Hu Xianxian immediately asked Cheng Haofeng to write a deed, indicating that Jiu'er was no longer his double cultivation furnace, and also declared that he regarded Jiu'er as a sister and had not done anything beyond the norm.

Then, let the blood without hatred take the wine and those deeds, as well as the media letter written by Hu Xianxian to Lingzhou.

Hu Xianxian was in a happy mood, she knew that the plug would take good care of the wine even if she refused to get married, of course, not only to protect the media, but also because she was sure that the plug and the wine were very suitable, they were both people who had seen the darkness but still longed for the light.

What to do with the tea is really a problem. Cha'er keeps saying that women are happy to see the man's attitude towards her, but in fact she is not a woman who is good to her and she will feel happy.

If she wants to marry into a deep mansion compound and live her life with a gentle and golden husband, then she has too many opportunities to marry a good family during the Empress Dowager's lifetime. What she wants is a life that even the Queen Mother can't give, and those who can give it refuse to give, so she can only be resentful.

After thinking about it, Cheng Haofeng still wrote a deed that proved that Cha'er was no longer his double cultivation furnace, and asked Gao Youquan to pick up Cha'er.

Others may not be able to see it, but Cheng Haofeng has already seen that Cha'er and Gao Youquan have a skin-to-skin relationship, and the residual breath will not be wrong.