I have asked in my heart countless times: Why was I born in the Ye family?

The entire Ye family, from the father, to the younger sister, and even the favored aunt in the palace, are all stupid.

I even wondered if I was holding the wrong child. However, it turns out that mine is indeed the son of the Ye family.

The Ye family is not a big family, and it can have a place in the capital full of dignitaries, all because there is a favorite harem lady in the palace. Although my aunt is favored, she has never been looked down upon, and the Ye family is no different.

I swore in my heart that I would climb up and become a man of great power.

In order to be a master, the best and fastest way is to trample the people above under your feet.

I have never felt that I am despicable, and there is no blood in the hands of any person in power, even the glorious Prime Minister Li Mu is no exception. So I didn't hesitate to attack the Li family.

Li Mu died, and I made a great contribution and sat in the position of commander of the Imperial Forest Army.

But I'm not satisfied, the commander of the Imperial Forest Army is far from enough, what I want to do is to put my cousin King Zhao on the throne. As long as King Zhao ascends the throne, then my cousin will definitely become the first important minister in the court, King Zhao is mediocre, and even the entire court will be headed by me.

I am confident that in the future I will be in a position of high power, princes and nobles, and even ......

In my heart, I can only become a human being, and I have never thought about the love of children. But I met the woman who made my heart flutter - Xie Qing.

Why did I fall in love with Xie Qing, I thought about this question for a long time.

All I know is that I don't know when I can never forget her, and her smile has been engraved in my mind and lingers.

However, I just understood my heart, and Xie Qing threw herself into the arms of other men. The man's name was Yun Jin.

Yun Jin, the man who can fall when the wind blows, why does Xie Qing like him. I could think carefully that in terms of appearance, I might be a little inferior to him. But in terms of talent, I think I'm on a par with him. And I have a healthy body, and Yunjin, a person who has been judged by the imperial doctor to live less than twenty-five, what woman is willing to spend the rest of her life in widowhood.

I told Xie Qing that I was the most suitable man for you, and Yun Jin was not. I thought about it repeatedly, although Xie Qing is the girl of the Xie family, she doesn't have much affection for the Xie family, so there is no problem of opposition between me and her at all.

I used to think that the wife I married in the future would definitely be helpful to me, but since I fell in love with Xie Qing, I changed my mind, and if I can marry a woman I like, then it doesn't matter what kind of family background and appearance, as long as she is Xie Qing.

However, Xie Qing doesn't like me, she will only smile at Yun Jin, and the way she looks at me is indifference except hatred. Not only did she not like me, she didn't even give me the opportunity to like me, my liking was just a joke.

It was very difficult to climb up, but I never felt that I had suffered setbacks, but here in Xie Qing, I encountered the biggest disaster in my life......

She hated me so much that she wanted to put me to death. I'm not willing to die like this, it's not that I can't face failure, but I'm not willing to die so unexplained.

Xie Qing, why do you hate me so much? Hate me so much that I have to die?

It's just that I never thought that the reason why she hated me was because she was Li Yunqing, and I was her enemy, and I killed her whole family, including her.

No wonder she hated me from the beginning, it was pure hatred, hatred of the clan.

"In my eyes, you are an enemy, nothing but an enemy." She said.

At that moment, I knew what it meant to pierce the heart with ten thousand arrows. It turns out that there is something more painful in this world than that she doesn't love me: she doesn't love me, but I don't have the face to ask why she doesn't love me.

I once thought that at the moment before I died, I must tell her again: Xie Qing, I love you, I really love you.

However, when I knew the truth, I couldn't say the word "love" anymore, and everything was my own doing.

In the past and present lives, the cycle of cause and effect, and the retribution is unpleasant.

I killed her in my previous life, so she can only have hatred for me in this life. My retribution is not that she killed me, but that I fell in love with the soul of the dead by my sword.

What's even more ridiculous is that I still have the last trace of hope in my heart, if there is an afterlife, I will be dressed in white, otherwise a little red, and meet her, there is no hatred, no grudges, only love.

Qing'er, I will pay off the debt of this life with my blood in exchange for the opportunity to hope for your favor in the next life.

……

I'm dead, but I don't want to go to Hades right away, I want to see her again. Moreover, I died so many years earlier than her, if I went to the underworld to be reincarnated, would I still have a chance to meet her in the next life?

By the time I met her, was I already old, and she was still a young girl?

So I'm going to wait for her, I want to wait to be reincarnated with her, so that we can meet at the right time in the next life.

My soul wandered overhead, and I saw my body burned, ashes packed into coffins, and buried in the earth, but there were no tombstones.

However, I don't really care about any of that. After I died, I realized that my body was just a skin, and my soul was still there.

But to my helplessness, the person who disposed of my body was King Qi. Whether it was Qing'er or Yunjin, they didn't interfere at all.

In their eyes, I was never important. Qing'er was a stranger to me, and Yunjin never treated me as a rival in love.

Yes, never. I realized that Yun Jin actually knew Xie Qing for a long time, and it was Li Yunqing.

In the decades that followed, they married Qin Se and Ming Bai for the rest of their lives. Even later when they were dying of old age and dying. Yun Jin died one step ahead of Qing'er, but at the moment he died, Qing'er also committed suicide by taking poison, and she fell into his arms with a smile on the corner of her mouth.

I finally waited for this moment, but I still didn't wait for her to look back.

I only saw Yun Jin holding her hand and then they walked to the Yellow Spring together, drank Meng Po soup together, crossed the Nai He Bridge together, and then reincarnated together.

"Still won't you forgive me?" I caught up with her and asked.

Qing'er shook her head and said with a smile: "The debts of the previous life have been settled, and all the grievances have disappeared. ”

"Then why didn't you even look at me?"

The person who answered me was Yun Jin, and the man said lightly: "Because in Qingqing's eyes, there is only me." ”

Fortunately, I only have a soul now, not a body, and if I had, I would probably vomit blood.

……

In those decades, I once thought about a question, Xie Qing is Li Yunqing in his bones, so why didn't I fall in love with Li Yunqing before? If I had fallen in love with her then, would there have been no later events, and I wouldn't have ended up like this?

Li Yunqing is the daughter of the prime minister, her appearance is captivating, and her talent is outstanding, saying that she is the first beauty and the first talented woman in the capital is definitely worthy of the name, not because of her identity. She was scorching in the sun, so bright that people didn't dare to look at her.

Not only did Ye Chengxuan dare not look at her directly, but even her prospective fiancé Zhao Wang was the same.

My soul has wandered in the world for decades, and I have been to see King Zhao in these decades, he did not die, everyone in the Ye family was exiled, and soon after he died of illness on the road, and the waste concubine Ye also died of madness in the cold palace. But Zhao Tianlin didn't have an accident, he is still the king of Zhao, there is no shortage of food and clothing, and he is not confined, leading his idle job to live a leisurely life.

But he was not happy, and he spent the rest of his life in remorse and sorrow.

Although Zhao Tianlin is stupid, but I have a game with his brother, from my cousin's point of view, he is a good person, but unfortunately, he is also the same as me, and he regrets it for life.

And the thing he regrets is the same as mine - why did he treat Li Yunqing like that in the first place? If we hadn't done that, we wouldn't have ended up like this?

I really want to tell him that there are no ifs in this life, and if you miss it, you miss it. But I'm a ghost, he's a human, and I can't tell him. What's more, if I myself am still in remorse, where can I persuade him?

I could only watch Zhao Tianlin spend his years in vain and grow old.

The cycle of cause and effect, retribution is unpleasant, maybe this is also his retribution......

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