The sunset has long since sunk in the west, but it leaves the sky full of clouds, like a gorgeous skirt, swaying to the horizon, the fog is heavy, faint like smoke, and the past scenes float to my heart.

Su Siqi sat on the embankment, looking at the inky blue water of the river, stunned.

It's so long, it seems like another world, but I won't forget it, and I can't forget it. It's my first love......

She has been tall and beautiful since she was a child, and she has been pursued by people since middle school, but she has never been moved, because the teacher said that early love will ruin her studies. No matter how good that boy is, she doesn't glance at the corner of her eyes, and she focuses on studying.

Finally, she was admitted to the university of her choice with excellent grades. When I was about to go to school to report, my father said half-jokingly and half-seriously: "Kiki, if there is any suitable boy, let's talk about one, someone will take care of it, and Dad can rest assured." ”

She said angrily: "How can a father encourage his daughter to fall in love as soon as she enters college?" Aren't you afraid that I'll be sold? ”

As a result, my father was very relieved and said, "The person who can sell you has not yet been born." ”

Probably because of her father's words, when Lin Haonan pursued her, she almost didn't think much about it, so she acquiesced.

I still remember the scene of the first time they met, it was a weekend afternoon, the roommates all went out, she was writing calligraphy in the dormitory alone, someone knocked three times on the half-hidden door, not light or heavy, very polite, she couldn't help but raise her head, a thin and tall boy stood at the door, looking at her and smiling, "Hello classmates, does Su Siqi live here?" ”

She put down the brush and looked at him suspiciously: "Who are you?" What's the matter with her? ”

"I'm Lin Haonan from the school's literature club, and I want to make an appointment with her."

Lin Haonan's name is like thunder, I heard that this talent is eight buckets high, rich and five cars, and handsome, this time, it is really like the legendary talent, and he smiled with crooked eyebrows, "I am Su Siqi." ”

"Won't it?" Lin Haonan walked in, looking disbelieving: "How can you be Su Siqi?" ”

She was strange: "Why can't I be Su Siqi?" ”

Lin Haonan looked her up and down, still surprised: "It is said that people's talent is inversely proportional to their appearance, the more literary they are, the uglier they look, I didn't expect you to be so beautiful!" ”

She blushed and said, "Are you boasting about yourself?" ”

Lin Haonan didn't expect her to say this, and he was a little embarrassed for a while, scratching the back of his head and laughing.

Later, she learned that the meeting was planned by Lin Haonan, and he actually knew who she was for a long time, and deliberately bought off her roommates to create opportunities for them to meet alone.

He had bad intentions from the beginning, so he was not destined to end well.

But after all, it was her first love, and she had paid with her heart and lungs, so she still can't let go.

Su Siqi sat alone for a long time, watching the sky darken inch by inch, and the other side of the river became a blur, she couldn't remember which tree they kissed at the beginning, it seemed to be that one, and it seemed to be this one? The more she couldn't remember, the more she wanted to figure it out, she stood up and started the car to drive to the bridge.

After graduating, she almost never set foot in Jiangxi, and the ancient cement bridge seemed to be a moat, so that she could no longer reach the other side.

There were a lot of cars on the bridge, both lanes were jammed, she was very patient, stop-and-go, slowly moving forward with the car river, finally crossed the bridge, she turned right along the ramp, and drove the car to the river embankment.

This is where they often go on dates. After dinner, I walked out of school and walked leisurely, which was only about ten minutes. Blowing the river breeze, looking at the night view on the other side, unconsciously, time passed quietly, and when I noticed that the people on the embankment were leaving one after another, I knew that the time was not early, so I held hands and slowly went back to school.

Su Siqi turned off the fire, but did not get out of the car, hesitated, as if she had made up her mind, she started the car again on the road, went around under the bridge, went to the left, and it only took a few minutes to drive over, which was her alma mater S University.

I don't know how I wanted to go back to school on a whim, and for a few years, it has been a forbidden area for her. Can't think, let alone see.

probably thinks that even Lin Haonan has appeared, and she doesn't need to draw a prison for herself anymore.

Universities will always be the purest paradise in the world. I don't care about the world, I don't have too much pressure, I am free, and there seems to be a breath of youth in the air.

On the boulevard, pairs of men and women are strolling leisurely, and there are also groups of friends chatting and laughing.

The cheerful and unbridled laughter heard in the ears, which made people feel emotional, and it was good that they were young and didn't know what it was like to be sad!

Walking ahead is a large lawn, sparsely buried with floor lamps, and the faint green light shines on the distance of the rice, as if it is a small piece of lush green seedlings. There were people sitting there chatting, there were also people strolling in pairs, and some people were standing quietly, and the tall and thin figure reminded her of Lin Haonan.

When I just broke up, whenever I saw a tall and thin man on the street, I always thought it was him.

But how could it be him? He walked so resolutely, and her world collapsed, and she was plunged into darkness, from which no one would ever pull her out of it.

The man seemed to be looking at her too, and in the night, his eyes were bright and shining,

The two looked at each other quietly for two seconds, Su Siqi's heart jumped, and she turned around and left.

But a voice sounded behind him: "Siqi." ”

She pretended not to hear and hurried away, but the sound of hurried footsteps showed that he had caught up, so she had to stop and turn around, and smiled faintly: "Why are you here?" ”

"This time I came to S City, I always wanted to go back to school to see, and I just came here today when I was free." Lin Haonan asked, "What are you doing here?" ”

"I'm looking for someone." Su Siqi lied. "But she's not there, so she's getting ready to go."

Lin Haonan sighed with emotion, looked around, and said, "It seems that nothing has changed, it is still the same as before." ”

"How so?" Su Siqi said: "I think it has changed a lot, and those floor lights on the lawn were not there before. ”

Lin Haonan was silent for a moment and said, "Siqi, will you walk around the campus with me?" ”

Su Siqi said: "Forget it, so as not to let people see the misunderstanding, you are here alone to be nostalgic." ”

Lin Haonan smiled, "Siqi, why are you always afraid of me?" There are people everywhere on campus, are you still afraid of what I will do to you? ”

Knowing that it was a radical method, Su Siqi couldn't bear this breath, and chuckled: "As long as you are not afraid of others misunderstanding, what am I afraid of?" ”

They walked slowly along the path on the edge of the lawn, the night breeze gently blew her hair, brushed his shoulder, as if it was slightly itchy, he swept the corner of his eye, and said, "I didn't expect us to meet again?" ”

"yes, I didn't expect that."

"I know, you've always hated me......"

"No," Su Siqi interrupted him, "I don't hate you for a long time, you are not that important in my heart." ”

Lin Haonan was silent for a long time, and stopped under a tree, "Siqi, I'm sorry!" “

Su Siqi was startled, and her eyes widened: "Why do you apologize?" Lin Haonan, you don't need to apologize to me at all, it's been so long, I've long forgotten, what are you still doing in your heart? ”

For her, these are the most unpleasant words to hear.

Three years ago, he asked her out, but he didn't speak for a long time, and he looked heavy. She thought he was in trouble and asked stupidly, but he suddenly stood still, almost in the same tone: "Siqi, I'm sorry." ”

For a moment, I only heard a click, and something seemed to shatter in my heart. I looked at him blankly with my eyes open, but I didn't believe it, I didn't believe it......

He already called her wife, and said that he would get married after graduation, why was he suddenly sorry?

Seeing her panicked appearance, he instinctively raised his hand to grab her, but his hand was raised in the air and hung down weakly, and his voice was bitter and astringent: "Let's break up." ”

She took two steps back, pretending to be calm, and even laughed exaggeratedly: "Hao Nan, don't make this kind of joke, this kind of thing is not funny at all." ”

He didn't explain, hung his head, didn't seem to dare to look at her, and said again in a low voice: "I'm sorry! ”

She jumped up, grabbed his clothes, and yelled, "Why? Why did you break up? Give me a reason? ”

He said: "I want to go abroad, and the love between the two places has no good results, so it is better to break up early." ”

"Liar!" She yelled, "That's not a reason, change another one!" ”

He closed his eyes vigorously, as if he was cheering up, and looked at her with blazing eyes: "I really want to go abroad and go with Yun Shanshan." ”

She understood, Yun Shanshan was the daughter of the big boss of the company where he interned, the real Bai Fumei!

He once talked about Yun Shanshan, with a disgusted tone, saying that the young lady always pestered him, which made him annoyed, and he really didn't want to do it.

But the internship opportunity in that company was obtained by him very hard, the environment is good, the salary is good, the boss values him, and he can get along well with his colleagues, which is the most ideal employment unit, but that Yun Shanshan makes him uncomfortable.

She persuaded him to be patient, asking him to avoid Yun Shanshan, even if he really wanted to change jobs, he had to get a little experience in that kind of big company.

Later, he didn't mention Yun Shanshan again, but became more and more silent, as if he was very tired, he saw less and less, and hung up after a few words on the phone, always saying that he was too busy with work.

At that time, she knew that he was not too busy with work, he was busy falling in love with Yun Shanshan, and he wanted to be the big boss's fast son-in-law!

She was so angry that she cried on the spot, grabbed him and beat and kicked him, and really wanted to kill that negative man!

But he grabbed her hand, and with a gentle push, he turned away resolutely. Leave her crouching on the ground and crying!

Every time she remembers that scene, Su Siqi will arouse a wave of resentment in her heart.

"Lin Haonan, you are so ridiculous," she said coldly: "Don't feel indebted to me, in fact, I should thank you, if I hadn't broken up at the beginning, I wouldn't be able to be with Shen Mengqing now." ”

"Siqi," Lin Haonan said seriously, "Shen Mengqing's kind of person is not suitable for you. ”