What kind of dream was it, there was no scenery in the white expanse, and even the clothes on my body were constantly changing with the change of this environment. Katsuyuki's white, deep black, and festive red, all around and around, were full of these bright colors.

Su Jinyu was alone in the center, her five fingers slowly opened, her eyes flashed, and everything around her suddenly turned around.

When she wanted to see more clearly, the red on the ground suddenly turned into a red bloodstain, like a quiet stream flowing. Panic, fear, and the inexplicable feeling of suffocation that came up, no matter how much you retreat, you can't get rid of their entanglement.

"Don't ...... Don't......" exclaimed, Su Jinyu suddenly opened her eyes and looked at the pink curtain emptyly, trembling all over, and couldn't stop trembling and gently tugging at the few bedding covering her body.

The room was empty, and the burning incense burner on the table reminded her that someone had come in. opened his mouth to shout, only to find that Fang Cai's voice had exhausted the only strength left, and his faintly burning throat could no longer say half a word at this moment.

Su Jinyu shook her head, vaguely she remembered that Ji Qiu died that night, and Ling Xiao also left the palace, and it was Ling Yun who took her back to Yonghe Palace. Passing by the Imperial Garden, the two argued, for Ji Qiu's death, she hit Ling Yun for the first time, but she also accidentally fell into the lake.

Her brain was so dizzy that she couldn't think of more things to come, and the gauze wrapped around her wrist clearly told her that those things had indeed happened, and she could not forget them.

Just as she was pondering to herself, the door was softly pushed open, and it was a palace maid who looked at her face, she noticed that when Su Jinyu was awake, she was obviously a little stunned, and she was blessed with the right to say hello.

"It's time for the girl to drink the medicine." As she spoke, she put down the tray in her hand, stirred the potion in the bowl with a spoon, and walked into the bed step by step.

Su Jinyu pursed her lips and shook her medicine head, pulled the futon and turned around to sleep. Because of the nightmare, she was forced to wake up, if it was Ji Qiu in the dream, maybe she didn't want to wake up again at this moment and face the cruel reality.

"If the girl really doesn't want to drink the medicine, the slave and maid will go to receive the punishment, but please don't wronged the girl." Having said that, the palace maid had no intention of leaving, but sat on the edge of the bed and watched Su Jinyu's actions.

The strong smell of medicine stimulated Su Jinyu's nose all the time, and after listening to what the palace maid said, she couldn't help but move, it seemed that the top had given her an order, tying the life and death of the two of them together.

Annoyed that Ling Yun took her to use persecution, but she had to give in. Su Jinyu reluctantly propped herself up, took the medicine bowl from the palace maid's hand and drank it with her head up. The burning pain in the throat has also been slowly relieved after being treated with medicine.

The palace maid took the empty bowl with a smile and wiped the medicine stains on the corners of her lips for Su Jinyu, "After a while, the emperor will come to visit the girl." The girl is angry in her heart, and she can't attack in front of the emperor, he is always for the good of the girl. Putting away the towel and the palace maid exited the room under Su Jinyu's gaze.

She didn't know who that person was. I always felt that she was not an ordinary palace person, as if she knew a lot of things about Lingyun, including what happened in the Imperial Garden that day.

Ji Qiu left, so is she the next person to succeed Ji Qiu?

Ling Yun had too many secrets for her to know. After a quarter of autumn, the remaining three seem to have all withdrawn from this heartbreaking stage, and next, there will be people who will be exhausted for a play.

Su Jinyu didn't want to think about it anymore, she didn't want the last little love left to be swallowed up by that hatred. After all, that's the one she loves.

After a while, Su Jinyu didn't know how long it was. When she opened her eyes again, there were red candles burning on the table, flickering with soft candlelight.

In the quiet of the night, loneliness always invades all the time. Su Jinyu adjusted the pillows under her body, exposing half of her body to the cold air.

There was a thud, and the door was pushed in.

The bright yellow robe appeared in Su Jinyu's eyes little by little, she blinked her eyelashes and tried to see it more clearly, it was best to tell his heart to understand it clearly.

I can't forget that Ji Qiu died because of him, if it weren't for the half moon who pretended to be unconscious, Ji Qiu wouldn't have ended up like this, if it weren't for his indirect use, Ji Qiu wouldn't have embarked on this road of no return at all.

The truth of the matter was vaguely remembered much later, maybe she knew that she would die early on, so her words were always so poignant in those days, and no matter what she did, she was also a little sad.

Su Jinyu stared at Ling Yun fixedly, he hadn't seen him for a few days, he was a lot haggard.

"I've been here a few times, and I didn't bother you when I saw you awake. This time, I didn't miss it. Ling Yun paced forward, but stopped at a certain distance, looking back through several layers of air.

Su Jinyu listened to him finish his words expressionlessly, but there was no turmoil in her heart, she knew that there were many dead knots between the two of them, and no matter how much she said, it was just a pointless dispute, so it was better not to say it.

His eyes gradually dimmed, and he pulled the futon with his bare hands and drilled into it, deliberately choosing a way to turn his back to reject any concern from Ling Yun.

"When do you want to hide, three years and five years or a lifetime!" Holding his hands tightly behind his back, Ling Yun asked.

Su Jinyu didn't want to hear any more of his voice, so she pulled the futon and covered her ears.

Seeing this, Ling Yun hurriedly stepped forward to remove the futon covering her, held her head and said loudly, "It's up to you to beat or scold, but don't treat me with this attitude." ”

Su Jinyu smiled bitterly and swept away the hands he put in his ears one by one, "I don't kill Boren, but Boren died because of me." Ji Qiu died, and you killed her. I hate you, I hate you......"

"For her, it's the best ending. She doesn't regret making this decision, why do you torture yourself and me with dead people. Ling Yun grabbed Su Jinyu's arm and said with a little excitement.

Ji Qiu died in vain, how could he not be heartbroken. Although he knew that Ji Qiu's real cause of death was for Su Jinyu, how could he tell her these hidden secrets.

Today, she just blindly blames others, and it is better than tomorrow's resentment that she killed Ji Qiu with her own hands. Compared to such pain, Ling Yun would rather let herself bear it for her.

Su Jinyu looked at Ling Yun blankly, and her whole body seemed to have lost the slightest strength, just like Ji Qiu fell into her arms like this that night. Ling Yun straightened her body, covered her with the futon again, and carefully brushed away the broken hair on her forehead.

"She will be very happy in heaven, this letter was found in her room, Ji Chun asked me to hand it to you before leaving, saying that you will understand after reading it." Ling Yun took out a letter from his bosom and placed it neatly next to Su Jinyu's pillow, "You haven't recovered yet, I'll come to see you in a few days." ”

Ling Yun knew that there was only so much left for him to do, and what to do next would depend on how Su Jinyu faced it. Before leaving, she pulled out the wick so that she could see more clearly, and opened her mouth to say more, but was finally forced back into her stomach by the indifference released from her.

The door was closed again, and Su Jinyu didn't take everything that happened just now to heart, but remembered that there was a letter for her to see.

After a moment, the trembling ten fingers could not hold the paper that had been dialed into the cicada's wings, and let it fall into the dust. Tears were pouring in, what kind of reason could make her give up the idea of survival.

She said she had spent most of her life living on behalf of others. I was tired, tired, and hopeless, and I didn't want to be restrained anymore, so I had the idea of being restrained.

She said that people can best defeat the word 'faith', and since they have promised, no matter how bumpy and tortuous they are, they have to go all the way to the end.

She said that she has no resentment, no hatred and no hanging, but she wants to be a free person in the next life and soar between heaven and earth.

On the second day, the palace maid pushed the door on time and saw Su Jinyu standing in front of the window, she raised her eyes and stared for a while, approached Su Jinyu with a medicine bowl, and said softly, "The girl's body has just improved, and it is inconvenient to stand for a long time." If it's really boring, let the palace people help you go to the courtyard for a walk. He pinched the spoon in his fingertips and stirred the hot liquid.

Su Jinyu glanced at her sideways and asked lightly, "What's your name?" Take care of me for many days, you can't call your name all day long. ”

"The name of the slave is to listen to the snow." Listening to Xue's debt, he replied softly.

"Listening to the wind and snow in a lifetime, feeling desolate in a lifetime." Su Jinyu took the medicine bowl she handed over and chattered leisurely. He poured all the medicinal juice into his mouth when he raised his head, and the heat flowed through his heart, but he couldn't drive away the chill that had been stationed there.

"Can you tell me where Ji Qiu ended up going? When she left, I couldn't send her, always hoping to find a sustenance, as if she was still by my side. Putting the medicine bowl on the windowsill, Su Jinyu pulled the placket, she didn't want her to go uneasy, and she didn't want her to be full of bitterness in her memory.

A person closest to her has left this palace, and I don't know who it will be next, Qingyun or Xingnu?

Ting Xue walked to the windowsill and stretched out her hand to take the medicine bowl, and when she heard Su Jinyu mention Ji Qiu, her fingertips couldn't help but tremble, frowning slightly. He turned around and put it in the tray and blessed himself.

"A flat boat is gone, and no one knows where she will be sent. But this is what she begged for, no one wants to brush, if the girl really thinks about it, it is better to go to the imperial garden to pick a magnolia, that is her favorite flower. ”

After speaking, Tingxue withdrew from the room, leaving Su Jinyu alone to look at the Xuan window in a daze.

She has lived for people all her life, obeyed others, and never thought about herself for half a minute. Even her favorite flower is magnolia, is it true that her arrival is exactly like this?

Su Jinyu smiled helplessly a few times, closed the window and turned around and walked out.