Chapter 262: "Stay with me, okay?"
The beauty and goodness that comes out of her bones can be seen completely from her eyes, but there is so much more fragility and helplessness.
An angel who has everything, she should be confident and strong.
But she couldn't be strong.
An angel with broken wings can never be strong again.
Li Yao stood at the door and looked at him, and finally, Yu Xin couldn't bear to look away, turned around and locked the door behind him, and then walked towards her.
She had always disliked the darkness of the room, but now she had drawn the curtains tightly.
Very good.
However, Li Yao walked over and directly opened the curtains, although it was already dusk, the sudden light suddenly projected in, which still made Qiao Nian feel a little cruel.
She turned her head and avoided it in a panic.
But soon, Li Yao's slender figure pressed down, knelt on one knee on the ground, and looked at her with a soft and gentle gaze.
stared at her for a while before chuckling and saying, "Why are you sitting underground?" ”
Qiao Nian wanted to open his mouth to answer him, but he didn't speak for a long time, his throat was dry and uncomfortable, even if the words were already in his mouth, he couldn't say anything anyway.
Li Yao didn't care, he moved closer to her, reached out and wrapped his arms around her shoulders.
The little warmth in the palm of her hand fell on her shoulder, gentle and gentle, let her lean on her shoulder, and muttered for a while before she spoke again: "Even if I can't let you like it, but, I ...... Didn't do anything you hate, did you? ”
Qiao Nian clenched his teeth, trying to restrain the sourness that kept churning in his heart, his eyes were slightly hot, and his vision gradually began to blur.
Li Yao didn't know what she was thinking, naturally, and didn't care.
Quietly breathed a deep sigh of relief, leaned on Qiao Nian and sat down next to her, letting her lie on his lap.
The slender fingers wrapped around her soft hair intentionally or unintentionally, and she was silent for a long time, and then said slowly: "Actually, why do you want to do this? ”
"I don't want to share a bed with anyone, I can go and sleep in the guest room, even if you don't want to see me, there is always a way to solve it, such a big fanfare, involving Li Xiao and Mo Sheng......"
Hearing Mo Sheng's words, Qiao Nian's hand, which was originally lightly on Li Yao's leg, squeezed it a little harder.
Li Yao lowered his eyes and looked at her for a while before he continued: "I believe in you......"
Then he said nothing more.
So, trust her.
So don't you care if she's involved in anyone?
Li Xiao is like this, Mo Sheng is like this.
However, at the end of the day, everyone's mind is different.
She and Li Xiao are using each other, what about Mo Sheng?
Li Yao seemed to remind her that from the beginning, Mo Sheng was the person who was different from her.
The use is still justified, but Mo Sheng's unconditional support is unreasonable.
In the end, there are boundaries between people.
And this boundary is something she is not good at dealing with.
Who did Qiao Nian think of Mo Sheng?
At first, Li Yao couldn't figure it out, but then he gradually thought of a little eyebrows, but he wasn't sure yet.
The relationship between Mo Sheng and Qiao Nian started from Ji Bei, and what Qiao Nian regarded Ji Bei, Mo Sheng was.
People are always greedy when they have no support.
But the first thing that comes to mind is definitely not love.
Come to think of it, it's really embarrassing that love exists.
Not necessary, but it is what so many people want all their lives.
Whether Qiao Nian really has love Li Yao doesn't know.
But, it's definitely not Kibei.
Therefore, Ji Bei may be her playmate when she was a child, a trusted family member, and an older brother who can make her unscrupulous.
Only, it can't be a lover.
He doesn't know what it's like to love someone, but what it's like not to love, he really understands it too well.
"Nian Nian ......" he called her name softly, his broad palm fell on the top of her head, gently stroking her hair, and there was a little light tenderness in his hoarse voice, but ...... Very jerky: "Isn't it good to be with me?" ”
"And then ......"
Qiao Nian didn't speak for a long time, and suddenly spoke, his voice dry and hoarse: "With you, comfort each other, and send loneliness?" ”
The movements of Li Yao's hand stiffened slightly, but after a while, he caressed the top of her head as always, sneered casually, and then said slowly: "I've said it many times, it's not good to be too smart." Niannian, when can you learn to be stupid, even if it's pretending? ”
"I'll be less injured that way."
Nothing else matters, the most important thing is to get less injured.
Isn't the first thing a person who can be called smart do is to reduce the harm from all sides?
But Qiao Nian never seemed to be able to learn.
Naturally, she didn't deny it, just looked up at Li Yao's eyes, and said word by word: "I don't want to be anyone's stand-in." ”
Li Yao chuckled: "No one uses you as a stand-in." ”
However, Qiao Nian just looked at her and didn't say anything.
Li Yao's warm palm covered her cheek, and his calloused fingertips rubbed her cheeks carelessly, and then, holding the corners of his mouth, he smiled faintly: "Niannian, what I said is true, I have never regarded you as anyone's stand-in." ”
He said it seriously, Qiao Nian couldn't see that there was anything to hide, and hesitated for a while before he said again: "I don't want to comfort anyone either." ”
"Comfort?" Li Yao smiled lazily, looked at her, a gentle smile slowly circulated on her face, and then said slowly: "You are the one who needs comfort the most, right?" ”
Qiao Nian was speechless for a moment.
Li Yao continued: "I don't mind you finding comfort in me, for me, as long as you're there, I can not care about the rest, so ......"
He gritted his teeth and smiled, with a strong self-deprecation and sarcasm in the corners of his mouth: "Stay with me, okay?" ”
There was humility and pleading in Li Yao's voice, and with him and her, it was not so much a request as a cage that completely trapped people.
Invisibly, like an impenetrable net, it wrapped her tightly, and the more she struggled, the more breathless she became.
Qiao Nian shook his head blankly: "No, ......" The tears piled up in his eyes poured out like a flood that burst the embankment.
The indifference and calmness that she has always been proud of have disappeared without a trace, and she shook her head in a panic and resisted: "I don't want ...... I don't want to be with you, I don't want to ......"
However, Li Yao directly reached out and hugged her in his arms.
For a moment, Qiao Nian even felt that he didn't even breathe his own.
He pressed it to her ear, and his voice was extremely gentle, but at the same time, extremely cruel: "But I want you to stay with me, so that none of us will be alone again." ”
"Li Yao, will you let me go?" Qiao Nian was a little desperate, but helpless.
Speaking of which, she also took the initiative to provoke Li Yao, and now all this is like God's retribution for her.
"I'm sorry......" She gritted her teeth and cried in her voice.
However, she couldn't do anything other than that.
"I'm sorry," will you let me go?"
Li Yao breathed a deep sigh of relief, lowered his eyes and looked at her for a while, before he said, "Nian Nian, not all apologies can be forgiven. ”
If she felt it was revenge, then he didn't care, as long as she stopped thinking about running away.
"Naturally, not all mistakes need to be apologized for." He held her cheek, looked at her, smiled faintly, and said softly and gently: "Moreover, I would rather you think that there was a beautiful misunderstanding between me and you, rather than something wrong." ”
"Is there any essential difference between a misunderstanding and a mistake?"
"What do you think?"
Qiao Nian pulled the corners of his mouth helplessly, laughing helplessly.
At the moment, the light in the room changed slightly.
It was getting dark, and there was some distance between the two villas, but there was no light in their room, so a little light would be particularly dazzling when it came through.
It can be seen from Mo Sheng's position, but it is just a back.
However, if it wasn't where Qiao Nian was, why would he be there?
Qiao Nian didn't want to appear in Mo Sheng's sight, and Li Yao, Mo Sheng knew that she was here, and she was with him, which was enough.
Perceive changes in light, and think of those reasons that can cause those changes.
Li Yao got up and took Qiao Nian into his arms, went directly to the bedroom and put him on the bed, and then lay down beside her and let her pill on his arm.
At this moment, Qiao Nian was more like a frightened little beast, keeping his distance from him as much as possible, but he was helpless against his step-by-step approach.
"Niannian, you can't do this."
His seductive voice revealed a little grievance: "Didn't Ji Bei and Mo Sheng bring you any trouble?" You begged me to let you go, so did they let you go? ”
Qiao Nian had nothing to say.
Li Yao's slender fingers casually wrapped around his hair, and said slowly: "Since they can't, then why should I let you go?" ”
What he said was taken for granted, but for Qiao Nian, it was just a ruthless and bitter suppression.
"You beg me, just because you think I will definitely accommodate you, but Niannian, you have to understand," he said slowly, the reason was straightforward and simple: "I have never been a kind person, and I am not good at adult beauty. ”
"It used to be because you were by my side, you asked for it, and I could give it."
"...... Now"
"You want to be free, but I can't give it."
Li Yao smiled slowly, and his tone was full of incredulity: "So why should I fulfill you?" ”
Qiao Nian's body trembled uncontrollably, because he was afraid.
However, soon, Li Yao gently hugged her in his arms, and what he gave her was endless care and pampering.
Even if he didn't love her.
He wanted her, but it was never because of anyone, Li Yao understood.
However, it is precisely because of understanding that it will be so unscrupulous.
Therefore, giving her everything except love is not unconditional.
His conditions were simple from the start.
I hope she stays, I hope she can always be with her, even if there is no love.
He also tried to give her love, but he couldn't get it all after all.
So, he thought, it's good.
Without love, there will be a lot less trouble.