Chapter 885: Dreams and Sorrows
Cultivating the mind is about cultivating the mind as the foundation of cultivation, not completely denying the existence and function of the physical body, let alone the one-sided pursuit of subjective and mind-only cultivation, but being able to balance and unify objective facts and subjective reason is the harmony of the state of mind.
Cultivators are not pedantic and conservative, so Hang Wuyi said to Hu Xianxian that the calamity had arrived in advance, and he did not show the shyness and panic of an ordinary girl, and he was also happy that the master and the third master finally had a reason to be together, so he said with a little sneer.
But she didn't know about the desperation spell, Hu Xianxian looked at the apprentice with a bitter face, unable to explain.
Hang Wuyi pouted, and wanted to say something, Hu Xianxian stomped his feet fiercely and pointed at her, but Hang Wuyi was speechless.
But the apprentice didn't say it, it didn't mean that the matter could be solved, Hu Xianxian sighed helplessly, and still flew away barefoot.
"Lust...... Lust Tribulation ......" Hu Xianxian muttered, his mind in a mess.
It would be too bizarre and ridiculous to die because of this; If you don't go to find Cheng Haofeng, do you want to show your ugliness in front of other men? Anyway, I will definitely not look for Zacuo.
So, Haofeng, I'm desperate to the death.
Flying into the corridor outside Yihexuan, Hu Xianxian raised his hand and wanted to knock on the door, but he didn't dare to knock, his soft intestines lingered for thousands of inches, and he didn't know what to do at all.
Due to the disturbance of breath caused by the calamity, Cheng Haofeng sat cross-legged on the bed in the bedroom and did not notice that it was her breath, but he already knew that someone was coming.
Cheng Haofeng had already made up his mind, his eyes were closed, and he asked lightly: "Who is it?" "
Hu Xianxian didn't speak, his bare feet curled up and scratched the floor slab, hesitating!
Cheng Haofeng opened his eyes slightly, and asked again: "Is it tea?" "
Hu Xianxian clenched his fists and slowly stepped back, still not answering.
Cheng Haofeng frowned, and asked again: "Is it wine?" Or is Cai'er coming to make trouble? "
Hu Xianxian bit his lower lip and turned around, wanting to leave, but the uncontrolled aura was scurrying in his body, and it was difficult to fly.
was anxious, and Cheng Haofeng's voice came from inside the house again, "Oh...... Is it a fairy? "
Hu Xianxian seemed to be frightened, and eagerly defended: "It's not me...... It's not me ......."
Cheng Haofeng got out of bed and said as he walked, "I know it's not you." "
As he said this, he smiled secretly in his heart: It's not me—doesn't it make it clear that it's you? Why is this girl so stupid?
Hu Xianxian took a step forward and wanted to run downstairs, but Cheng Haofeng had already opened the door and jumped out to take her into his arms.
The pretty face that catches the eyelids is like the reddest and most beautiful scorching peach blossoms, and the eyes are full of spring. Love, it is difficult for Hu Xianxian to have such a charming state, and Cheng Haofeng suddenly turned red when he saw it.
Hu Xianxian saw a sly and provocative smile in Cheng Haofeng's eyes, and he was so embarrassed that he immediately closed his eyes.
Cheng Haofeng smiled even more, but then his face was solemn, and he noticed that her breath was abnormal, and put her flat on the bed.
After taking the pulse, Cheng Haofeng frowned and asked, "Why is the breath so disordered?" Is it ......? "
Hu Xianxian didn't answer, biting his lip and suppressing it bitterly, afraid of making a flattering moan, it was already embarrassing to recommend a pillow, and if he didn't restrain himself, he would have to drill into the cracks.
Cheng Haofeng wiped the beads of sweat from her forehead and the tip of her nose with his hand, and then leaned over to kiss away the tears from the corners of her eyes.
Undressed and lay down beside her, whispered in her ear, "Don't be afraid...... I have my own solution......"
Lust is not Gou. It can be solved by merging, and it needs to be combined and integrated with yin and yang, and the chaotic breath is introduced.
Hu Xianxian was almost unconscious, and everything he saw in front of him was like in a hazy soft light.
Whether it's indulgence, or listening to one's heart, rising and falling in a rose-colored dream.
The waves receded, and Hu Xianxian ran aground on the beach, regaining his clarity.
Hearing Cheng Haofeng's heavier than usual wheezing sound in his ears, and being hugged by him, Hu Xianxian pretended to be asleep and didn't dare to look back at him.
After squinting for a while, unable to sleep, Cheng Haofeng found that she was awake, and gently swept a strand of hair on her face.
She closed her eyes tightly and continued to pretend to be asleep, but Cheng Haofeng was so windy that he put down his hair, and his hands swam around her like naughty fish.
She held back and kept silent, Cheng Haofeng pulled her shoulders and kissed her lips.
Hu Xianxian's eyes widened in astonishment, Cheng Haofeng's eyes were rippling with spring water, and even his breath was filled with a happy smile.
Did they do something or nothing? The desperation spell didn't happen, and the lust seems to have passed?
Hu Xianxian's heart was as heavy as lead: I am a bad woman, and I know that I can't give it or accompany it. Seduce him, the more he thinks about it, the more guilty he blames himself.
Tears welled up in his eyes, his big eyes were misty, and he looked pitiful.
Cheng Haofeng reluctantly moved his lips, and asked suspiciously and worriedly: "Hmm...... Am I being so rude that you have been wronged? "
Hu Xianxian didn't know what to say, so he put his face close to his chest, took a deep breath several times, and calmed down before saying, "How to solve it?" ”
"Mind to God." Cheng Haofeng thought she was unhappy, but when he heard this, his expression relaxed.
Hu Xianxian smiled and whispered, "I want to go home." "
"Are you worried about Uncle Hu's physical condition? I'll go back with you tomorrow morning. "
"Aren't you still going to rush back to the Underwater Sacred Realm after explaining the matter to Lord Qiao and Old General Lei?"
Cheng Haofeng's expression suddenly darkened, "Things are in a hurry, and I am not in a hurry for those few days." "
Hu Xianxian heard the sound outside the strings, what does this "few days" mean?
Cheng Haofeng's skill can no longer be divided by the rank of cultivating immortals, but it must be much higher than himself, could it be that his father's lifespan is only a few days?
Seeing her eyebrows twisted, Cheng Haofeng smoothed her, but soon frowned again.
Cheng Haofeng hurriedly stretched out his index finger and pressed it on her lips and said, "Don't ask more, don't worry, no matter what happens, I will accompany you." "
The next day was the seventh day of the lunar month, and it was also Hu Xianxian's thirtieth birthday, but he was anxious to rush back to Lingzhou, and he didn't care what birthday he had.
Walking side by side with Cheng Haofeng in the wind, Hu Xianxian's face was full of gloom, and his complexion was much darker.
Cheng Haofeng was carrying him, and he had arrived at the border of Lingzhou at night, and Cheng Haofeng stopped in Lingzhou City.
At this time, when the lights were on and the night market had just opened, Cheng Haofeng wanted to buy something to take home.
"No need. My dad only tasted a little bit of everything, and he couldn't eat even the best supplements. "
"Everyone can eat, the most important thing is to let the elderly spend the rest of their lives happily, we don't have to be too sad, we don't have to do anything deliberately, we all live the best life as usual."
Cheng Haofeng bought a lot of home-cooked small items, bought a lot of wine and food, and bought longevity noodles.
Back to the Hu family's courtyard together, they were preparing to have dinner.
Seeing them come back, he added two pairs of dishes and chopsticks, put on the wine and food he bought, helped Hu Dacang to sit on the top seat, and happily celebrated Hu Xianxian's birthday.
Hu Dacang, Aunt Hu, Mud Dan'er, and Sang Wenxiu all looked at Hu Xianxian with a smile, while Cheng Haofeng entered the kitchen to make longevity noodles.
Embarrassed by them, Hu Xianxian could only bow his head very slowly and meticulously to help Hu Dacang pick out the bones of the steamed fish.
After a while, Cheng Haofeng brought the cooked noodles, rubbed his hands, and said a little embarrassedly: "I can only cook noodles now, and I will learn to cook other foods in the future." "
Aunt Hu smiled and said: "It doesn't matter what you eat, it's good to have a heart, it's good to have a heart." "
Late at night, everyone else went to sleep, Hu Xianxian sat by her father's bedside for a while, and her mother asked her to talk to Cheng Haofeng.
"Although your father is very weak, he doesn't need to serve everything, with me with him, he has something or something, I will call you." Aunt Hu pushed her daughter out.
Hu Xianxian and Cheng Haofeng sat quietly in the courtyard and didn't say anything. Cheng Haofeng knew that Hu Xianxian was very afraid of losing, especially of losing his loved ones.
Even if she rarely goes home, as long as she thinks of her honest and kind father at home, and her shrewd and strict mother to guard her, even if she is adrift, she has roots.
Cultivators should not pay much attention to life and death, but Hu Xianxian is very afraid of the feeling that there is no root system to be found.
She muttered, "Do you really feel like I'm being too selfish?" I want everything I love and love around me, and I am afraid of any kind of loss. "
"If there's nothing to worry about, there's nothing interesting about life." Cheng Haofeng replied calmly.
A crooked moon is like a silver sickle, harvesting a lot of thoughts, and too many feelings have been placed on it throughout the ages.
Seeing Hu Xianxian looking at the moon melancholy, Cheng Haofeng said again: "It doesn't matter if you are selfish or selfless, what you pay for you is also what I am willing to pay." What I do for you, I think it's worth it.
Just as thou hast fought my enemies without fear, and spared no expense in shedding blood and wounding.
Besides, I have never had the idea of going against the sky, and I believe that the way of heaven will not deliberately break up a lover. It's just a test of whether we're strong enough.
Yes, perseverance does not necessarily lead to success, and without perseverance you will not succeed.
But Hu Xianxian was afraid to persist until the end, and the result was contrary to his wishes. She was actually very afraid of loneliness, even if she could guard eternity in a space where the sun and the moon were bright, if there was no one to accompany her, it would be no different from being in the dark.
"A test of loyalty? Saying that, I'm afraid I'm going to hurt you. Hu Xianxian looked at Cheng Haofeng greedily.
The two flirted with each other, and it was almost dawn, Aunt Hu fell asleep sleepily, Hu Xianxian took her to another room, and Cheng Haofeng accompanied Hu Dacang, who only squinted and woke up due to illness.
After a while, Hu Xianxian came to the hospital bed again, and Hu Dacang said: "Xianxian, this spring came early, and the red plums on Qinglong Mountain have bloomed, I want to go and see it." It's about to be the New Year, and your brother is not very busy, so let him go home for the New Year. "
He rarely made requests, and after saying this, Hu Xianxian hurriedly went to prepare what he needed to go to Qinglong Mountain, and hurriedly sent a spirit talisman to Tang Cai'er, asking her to tell Hu Yong that he had just gone home for the New Year.
After getting ready, Cheng Haofeng condensed bubbles and took the family to Qinglong Mountain slowly.
When he arrived in the sky above Gaojia Village, Hu Dacang pointed to the bottom, and Cheng Haofeng immediately landed.
The landing place is where Yoshitsuka is, Hu Dacang smiled, "The scenery here is not bad, you can see that the back is Qinglong Mountain, facing the Green Wax River, it is really beautiful." It is said that the feng shui of the small mountain in the ancestral tomb of the Hu family is very good, but the scenery is not as good as here. "
I don't know if it's because I came out to play in the mountains and rivers, and my spirit is refreshed or for other reasons, Hu Dacang is also a little angry when he speaks.
Seeing that his family members were smiling reluctantly, Hu Dacang pointed to the graves and said, "If they die, of course I will die too." People have to die, there's nothing to be sad about, you don't have to cry for me. "
Thinking he had told a joke, he laughed twice with a "hehe" to himself, but no one else could laugh.
Walking slowly, when he arrived outside Yizhuang, Hu Dacang said to Hu Xianxian again: "I have something to talk to you about alone." "
Gou Laopaw, who was guarding Yizhuang, diligently served tea and poured water, others entered the courtyard to sit, and the Hu family's father and daughter went outside the courtyard to talk.