Chapter 581: Wait for Me
Chao Lu looked at the person in front of her lightly holding a handkerchief, wiping the tears on her face very intently, and felt another sourness coming up from the bottom of her heart, what happened tonight? Why do you want to cry all the time? She also felt that she was too emotional, which was really bad, and it was not at all the same as what she used to be!
Li Yan is obviously such a good person, why should she worry about those who don't have it? However, she was not worried about Li Yan, but worried that with her, he would suffer more criticism?
When she felt that she had almost wiped it clean for her, Li Yan withdrew her hand and stuffed the handkerchief into her palm, "If you want to wipe your tears in the future, remember to use this, don't use your hands when you are a girl, I feel sorry that you will wipe your face with your hands." ”
Chaolu smiled at this time, I'm not unhappy, there is a word called crying with joy, do you understand? I was so happy that I couldn't hold back my tears. I've been hiding my feelings for so many days, but I couldn't hold it back tonight, and when I was about to tell you, you gave me such a big surprise and told me that you like me, I'm so happy, Li Yan, it's like a dream, do you understand? I felt so happy, that's why I was a little scared. ”
How could Li Yan not understand Chaolu's feelings? Isn't it the same for Li Yan? He also hid this deep affection in his heart, hidden it for so many days, and it was also tonight, the two of them were separated for so many days, and finally couldn't bear the feelings in his heart, and as a result, Chaolu also gave him such a gift from the sky, he knew what Chaolu meant, and he could understand it, it was because he was too happy that he suffered from gains and losses, and he was afraid that there would be nothing after tonight, but how could it be? He liked her so much, how could he not be with her all the time?
"I know, I know, because I have the same thoughts as you, and I'm afraid that tonight will be too good like a dream, and I will wake up tomorrow morning and there will be nothing, but we already know each other's feelings, right? Because of this, every day in the future will be as happy as tonight, believe me, okay? Every day in the future is the two of us working together to live together, and every day in the future will be happier than now, you believe me! ”
Chao Lu looked straight into Li Yan's eyes, she knew that a person's eyes could not deceive people, and it was because of this that she was able to nod fiercely, "I believe in you, every day in the future will be happier than today, we must all work hard for this goal!" ”
After finishing speaking, Li Yan took Chaolu into his arms again, and stroked her back one by one, which was not only to appease Chaolu's feelings, but also to give Li Yan a sense of security, he really took this person into his arms, every day from now on, he will no longer be alone!
From the moment he laughed for the first time because of this girl, from the moment he heard Wen Yu say that he was finished, he was wondering when he would be able to really take this girl into his arms? Until this moment, it all came true!
There is no more appropriate description than a dream, for the two of them, everything at this moment is like a stolen dream, although outside the door, Li Ting is still sitting in another room, and the people of Gentle Township are also busy entertaining guests, the two of them are hiding in this dim room, hugging each other to their heart's content, as if it is almost the last second.
After a long time, the two of them reluctantly separated, and they both knew that it was time to go back and face the real world outside.
But the difference between this moment and before is that both of them have each other's share of the ability to bear doubled, and the two of them have become each other's armor.
At the moment before sending Chaolu away, Li Yan carefully looked at the girl in front of him up and down, as if he wanted to carve her into his heart, and his fingers kept brushing Chaolu's messy hair, as well as some wet marks under his eyes.
Reluctant to turn all kinds of small actions into one sentence, that is, reluctant, how can he be willing to send his beloved to the Longtan tiger's den like the palace? How could he be willing to send the lover with whom he had just established a heart to another who wanted his life?
He can not care about all the entanglements between the two of them in the past, but he can't care about the life of his beloved, the palace is too sinister, even if he has been sending people to protect him, but there are still inconsiderate places, just like the last time she was pushed into the lake by Zheng Yan'er's people, he didn't quietly follow her because he missed her, it was simply unimaginable! The thought of her fluttering in the water made him feel very uncomfortable in his heart, as if someone had grabbed his heart.
Even though he claimed to be a very mature man, he still couldn't hold back at this moment, and asked the sentence, "Is it really not okay not to go back?" If you want to go......"
Chaolu shook his head before he could say the second half of the sentence and intercepted his words, "It's not that it can't be done, it's just that you and I both know that if some things are not solved, they will always be left there, and they will always have to be solved." ”
Chao Lu knew what Li Yan was trying to say in the second half of the sentence, if she wanted to leave, even if he sacrificed everything, he would definitely take her away. Wouldn't she want to go with him? No, even if she is dreaming, she hopes to be able to fly away with Li Yan, but what about the consequences? Li Yan is a dignified seven-foot man, not only her, but also his family and country, and so many brothers who follow him, and his own ambitions, just giving up everything for this simple love of children is not what Li Yan really wants, and at the same time, it is not something that the person she loves will do!
And everything in this harem is Chaolu's goal, and it is Chaolu's need to solve it, so she will solve all this herself, and then stand in front of Li Yan cleanly and completely, she believes that she has the ability to do it, and now she is indeed close to the goal she is afraid of, so at this time, the separation of the two of them is inevitable, and it is also to prepare for the two of them to be together for a long time in the future, she believes that Li Yan also has a lot of his own strength buried in the capital, In this world, sooner or later, it will change.
"After the affairs in the palace are dealt with, I will be able to come out soon, and then the two of us will be able to stay together forever, that day will come soon, Li Yan, please wait for me, okay?" Chao Lu didn't blink his eyes and looked up at Li Yan.
Li Yan looked at her eyes and felt sour, how could he not wait for her? If he doesn't wait for her, who can he wait for? It's just that the world is so bad that even a confident person like Chaolu is not sure, and he only dares to ask him in front of Li Yan, wait for her, and give her a while.
"Hey......" Li Yan sighed heavily, and hugged Chaolu into his arms again, "Who can I wait for if I don't wait for you?" I like you so much. ”