191. Intentional miscarriage
I don't know if it's too cold. Or Li Muyun's heart fell to hell all of a sudden. The whole body trembled. Leaning back on a soft couch. At his feet lay three braziers that had just been lit. But it couldn't warm her heart.
The scene in the Imperial Garden kept circling in my mind. Full of anticipation for his arrival. But it was this expectation that broke her heart early. Dilapidated.
If. If there had been no unintentional deception between them in the first place. She is her. And he is who he is. Isn't everything going to come to this? At least. She had plenty of reasons to insist and refuse. to defend the oath with Him.
Can. After all, there is no going back to the past. I can't go back to the time I first met.
Somehow, the fragrance of plum blossoms was brought back to the dormitory. Li Muyun raised her arm and sniffed the fragrance stained on her sleeve. A faint wry smile slid across the corners of his lips. seems to be helpless and sad.
Light smoke curls in the copper furnace. Li Muyun reached out and took off the tassel hairpin on her bun. Put it on the table. If there is a choice. How will she choose? It is the choice of this noble golden hairpin. It's still that faint but catchy fragrance.
Gently rub your eyebrows. Just as I was about to get up. The Dragon Boat Festival pushed the door in with hot tea. She glanced at the Dragon Boat Festival. I had to continue to sit on the soft couch.
Put down the tea cup during the Dragon Boat Festival. Said respectfully. ". Drink some hot tea to ward off the cold. When the people of the palace sent you back. But the slave and maid were frightened. "As he spoke. Her eyes were fixed on the hairpin. Girls' literature was updated for the first time The eyebrows couldn't help frowning slightly.
What exactly happened. It's just a banquet. How did it make her a different person?
Li Muyun opened the lid of the cup and sniffed the stronger smell. It's a little weird. "What kind of tea is this. I haven't drunk it before. "Put the lid back on. She asked sideways to the Dragon Boat Festival.
"It's from the Rangtai Hospital. The mother's body is weak and needs a lot of tonics. Dragon Boat Festival said with a smile. Let's drink a little bit more or less. The mother should think more about herself. ”
Li Muyun hesitated again and again. Still can't withstand the soft grinding and hard bubbles of the Dragon Boat Festival. He picked up the teacup again and reluctantly took a sip. A strong smell of medicine suddenly filled her mouth. Hurriedly put down the teacup. Covering his lips, he couldn't wait to get up and walk to the brazier and spit out all the medicine in his mouth.
White smoke suddenly rose up. blurred Li Muyun's eyes. But she had to continue to lean over.
The Dragon Boat Festival saw this. Horrified, he walked up and patted her on the back. Said softly apologetically. ". The slave didn't mean it. It's just that this medicine was indeed ordered by the imperial doctor. It was the negligence of the slave and the maid. I also hope that the mother will be punished. He said. She fell to her knees. Punishment awaits.
Li Muyun had no time to care about the words of the Dragon Boat Festival. It's as if you're going to pour out everything in your stomach. But there was nothing but a few sips of sour water. Gently rubbed his hand on his chest. Difficulty swallowing the nausea in the chest.
。 From the bits and pieces since the wedding. Everywhere is a picture that she does not want to face. The hand that was holding it trembled inexplicably a few times. Stunned, he picked up the Dragon Boat Festival on the ground. Pretending to be calm, he commanded a few words.
"Dragon Boat Festival. You go out first. Hongu is tired. I want to be alone and quiet. No one is allowed to come in without permission. ”
The Dragon Boat Festival is a little worried. Ben wanted to say a few more words of relief. When she saw Li Muyun's determined eyes. finally hung his head. The slave and maid were waiting outside the door. If the mother has an order, call the slave and maid. ”
When she's the only one left. She couldn't accept this fact either. What I didn't want to do is still here. Why. Why do you treat her like this?
This child. She didn't want it at all. That's what he calls responsibility. It was a reason for him to feel at ease. And she had no choice. It doesn't matter if it's a bedchamber or something.
But. How could he have come to this world so early? The most ruthless imperial family. She didn't want her children to survive in this unforgiving place in the future.
Carefully place your hands in front of your abdomen. Inside were her children. But it is also a child who is destined to not get his father's love at birth. The light of the eyes flows. stared wistfully at the bouquet of red plums placed on the cabinet.
That choice. After all, she didn't have a chance to tell him in person. She and him. Even if we meet again. Except for more pain. She couldn't give anything. Can't give.
She hated her father. Hate this palace. Girls' literature was updated for the first time, and she hated Lingyun even more. Everything, everything. He was the one who ruined her whole life. All thoughts. And she still has to raise an heir for him willingly. You can't be liberated for the rest of your life.
The five fingers clenched fiercely. Nails are brutally pierced into the flesh. She didn't feel it at all. The hatred mixed with the eyes of the eyes is constantly deepening. Deepen again.
"Why. Why ......" waved his arm towards the desk. The teacup placed on it suddenly fell to the ground. and made a loud bang. Like its last wail.
There was a slight knock at the temple door. Li Muyun bit her lower lip and insisted on not letting the Dragon Boat Festival come in.
Why can he stay and fly with the woman he likes? Why can he unscrupulously tell her what he wants and what he wants to do. And she's going to have to endure everything.
She seemed to have forgotten. In this world, men are inferior to women. This has been the case since ancient times. What's more, women regard their husbands as heaven. The people regard the king as the sky.
He's not just a husband. It's even more gentleman. Reasoning. She's all about surrendering. And without the slightest complaint.
Suddenly. She laughed out loud. Tears of laughter slid down his cheeks. Laughing liver and intestines. The left hand tapped the lower abdomen again and again. She didn't want to give birth to this heir for him. Rather than suffering in the future. It's better to send him away now.
The Dragon Boat Festival standing outside the temple gate. Listen to the startled movement inside. I can't rest assured.