Although she saved her life, Empress Dai was not angry, and let Shi Wang support her against the head of the bed, let Shi Wang pour the decoction into her mouth, and let Shi Wang rub the medicine for the bruises on her neck.

"I have let you change the maids in your palace. If someone disrespects you or ignores you, just punish them. You are the queen of this house, and they will obey you. ”

Empress Dai sneered: "Queen? Who else in this palace regards me as a queen? ”

Shi Wang choked.

"I now have no family to support, no king's favor, and no powerful person, just a withered flower imprisoned in this palace. Queen? What is the use of a false name? Rather than being laughed at and disliked, it is better to leave cleanly and fight once. ”

Empress Dai's eyes were slightly cold, but her face was still stubborn, unyielding, and not bowing her head.

Shi Wang waved his hand and motioned for Wu Qingsheng and the maid in the hall to leave.

"You're not nothing, either. Although the Wei family's army is unled and has declined, you are still there, aren't you their support? If even you give up, who else can take them out of the quagmire. ”

Shi Wang patted Empress Dai's hand and comforted. Although Empress Dai has never given herself a good face since she entered the palace, in Shi Wang's heart, Wei Qin is still the person who picks peaches, lotus pods, and frolicks with her on the mountain.

Empress Dai, who has already died once, doesn't care about anything, but Shi Wang's perennial hand holding a gun and performing touches her skin, and the slightly rough leather still causes a little ripple in her heart.

"Do you know how much I envy your hands?" Empress Dai said.

Shi Wang glanced at his ordinary hand, didn't understand what she meant, and retracted his hand back into his sleeve: "My hands are so ugly, what is there to envy." ”

Empress Dai smiled bitterly: "The palace is boundless at night, and in the dead of night, I always remember that when I was a child, my grandfather used to stroke my cheek, and his hands were so rough that they hurt me, but he said that this was his pride." Later, I learned martial arts and learned what he meant. ”

This is the mark of his battle on the battlefield, and it is also the place where he belongs to a body of glory. Everything the Wei family had was bought by him with those hands. Later, I also wanted to use these hands to continue the glory of the Wei family, but no, women can't enter the camp, and women can't be generals. ”

"I confess, for this is true of all men in the world."

"My grandfather died, and I entered the palace, which continued the glory of the Wei family, but in another way, a way that I regarded as a shame."

"I admit it too, because I can't help it. The Wei family is the only one left with me, no matter what the reason is, I can't let everything that the ancestors have worked hard do to be ruined. ”

"I am disgusted with everything in the palace, but I have to stay here, I can only sit upright here, I can only restrain my emotions, I can only be worshipped, I can only spend the rest of my life like this, in order to maintain the dignity of the Wei family......"

Empress Dai's expression gradually became excited and high, and it came to an abrupt end.

"But you showed up ......"

Empress Dai looked at Shi Wang, staring at her, as if there was a mad demon, as if there was a violent wind of plundering, which made Shi Wang want to escape, but he had to stay in the moment and listen to her finish speaking.

"You are different from before, you are no longer wearing armor to save people from fire and water, no longer bending your fingers and rolling up your sleeves, no longer a person who can play in the lotus pond and talk in one place, you have changed ......"

Shi Wang didn't know what she was talking about.

"When I was confined to the deep palace, you became a veritable general, with your own army and soldiers, running between various ethnic groups and countries to deal with state affairs, and becoming this noble princess, immortalizing countless innate glory, the glory that people like us spend decades of hard work and risk losing our lives can't get, even ...... even became a female general, commanding two armies, and became a general who opened the world in the attack......"

Empress Dai's speech was intermittent, sometimes slow and sometimes abrupt, as if the incredulity and consternation in her heart continued to gush out.

"Do you know how much I envy you?"

Empress Dai grabbed Shi Wang, although she was still weak and powerless, she couldn't bear to break away.

"I also want to be like you, fighting with guns in all directions, even if you are covered with scars and blood, and fall on the battlefield, it is better than the boundless dark night of this deep palace."

Tears continued to well-up in Empress Dai's eyes, and she asked in a questioning tone.

"Do you know how much I envy you?"

Shi Wang's throat was difficult, she never felt that her experience was enviable, and even felt bitter and tormented, if she was asked to make another choice, she might not have the determination to go through the previous ones again.

At the moment, I looked at the crying silently, and after crying to the point of weakness, I only felt an indescribable feeling.

When I first met Wei Qin, it was when she was deeply besieged by treacherous rebellion, and there was no hope of survival, so she could only fight by will. Wei Qin came with armor and soldiers to save everyone from fire and water, and she was amazed by such a heroic appearance.

Later, when she saw her family, although her father was missing, her grandfather and mother's support and love for her were also something she envied.

Wei Qin is the kind she wants to live.

When King Ming roughly rewarded Wei Qin, she had grievances. When she went out to visit the mountains, she had a deliberate closeness.

thought that they would gradually become friends even if they were separated by differences in identity, but after a short period of staggering, they each walked into a track of drifting apart.

Shi Wang didn't know why Wei Qin didn't want to associate with her anymore, but she still regarded her as a friend in the past.

After listening to her heart-wrenching words today, I realized that she had fallen into obsession, and it was difficult to step out, and she became a madman.

On the first day of the Lunar New Year, the prince attacked the palace, and it was such a thrilling day.

Until nightfall, the king only sent a word of advice, and did not inquire in person.

No one inquired, and Empress Dai also worked hard all day, and she was already weak, and fell asleep very early.

When Empress Dai fell asleep, Shi Wang, as a princess, personally ordered the new maids, ordered them to take good care of the queen, and asked Mama Qiu to borrow a reliable person to take care of the affairs in the palace, and then went out before the palace gate was closed.

In this farce, except for the people involved in the palace, no one left the palace, and no courtiers knew about the chaos in the palace, and they were still in the joy of the blood of the newly won country.

I only hear the new people laughing, and I don't hear the old people crying, it is a matter of course when and where it happens.

After that, Shi Wang went to the palace to visit a few times in a row, and under Wu Qingsheng's diagnosis and treatment, Empress Dai gradually recovered, but she was still as indifferent and imposing as before, and even the fierce color had not diminished much, as if this matter had nothing to do with her.

After Princess Sangping knew about this, she was so worried that she couldn't do it, although she had never had a pleasant thing with Empress Dai, she still inquired many times and talked about her concern, but whether it was in the eyes of Empress Dai, it is unknown.

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