Volume 1: Text_Chapter 349 She really regretted it
After saying that, the four of them were divided into two ways.
Xia Xiaoyou took Xia Yiguo to the CT room to get the CT results of the morning, and Mu Lingkai went downstairs directly to send Fang Shuyun home, and then went to the company.
At this moment, in Jinghe's ward on the nineteenth floor, because of Mu Lingkai's departure and Huo Beixuan's arrival, the atmosphere had long since lost its previous liveliness and harmony, and it had become cold and inexplicable.
Jinghe closed his eyes reflexively when he saw Huo Beixuan coming in.
She didn't want to talk to him and she didn't want to face him.
Although they have been living together as husband and wife for four years and have even conceived a small baby together.
But after she fully recovered her previous memories, she suddenly felt that Huo Beixuan was so unfamiliar, distant, terrifying, and unfathomable, like a stranger she had never known.
For Mu Lingkai, she is now wholeheartedly attached and trusted, and she is full of joy and excitement when she sees him.
If Mu Lingkai didn't show up at the right time when she thought he should come, she would be upset and extremely lost.
This feeling is exactly the same as when she and Mu Lingkai fell in love for the first time when she was a girl.
She often fantasizes that if time could be turned back, everything could be repeated, and they would return to the innocent and carefree time they had at the beginning.
How nice would it be that the vicissitudes of the past few decades have not happened......
As for Huo Beixuan, Jing He really can't tell what kind of complicated mentality it is.
Now, it is difficult for her to distinguish her feelings for Huo Beixuan.
Anyway, it's a fact that it's not easy and uncomfortable to be with him.
Even, his presence will make her feel inexplicably nervous and depressed, and insecure.
Moreover, when their marriage was maintained, Huo Beixuan also cheated on the female secretary named Xia Huan......
Thinking of this, Jing He's heart suddenly overflowed with disgust, and he subconsciously frowned, his hands were clenched vigorously, and his fingers were cold.
If she could, she really hoped that she would never see Huo Beixuan again, at least not for this time.
However, this is not possible.
It is impossible for Mu Lingkai to stay with her 24 hours a day, Huo Beixuan is her rightful husband, and it is impossible not to appear in her ward.
Every night, when Mu Lingkai went back to change Huo Beixuan to accompany her, Jing He felt that life was like a year, and every minute and second was very difficult.
Except for one or two things that must be done, she almost never takes the initiative not to say a word to Huo Beixuan.
It was the same now, she just wanted to run away from him.
Huo Beixuan sat on the chair at the head of the bed, and saw that although Jing He tried his best to close his eyes, the color on his face was constantly changing, his eyelashes trembled, and his eyebrows were tightly crumpled into knots.
He knew that she was not asleep at all, but was struggling fiercely in her heart.
With an inaudible sigh, his eyes fell on the bowl of chicken soup on the bedside table with only one bottom left, and asked indifferently: "Jinghe, do you still drink soup?" I'll give you Sheng. "Xuanshu Literature Network
The people on the bed were silent, and after a long while, Jing He spit out two words in a low voice: "Don't drink." ”
Huo Beixuan took the bowl and poured out the remaining bit of chicken soup, washed the bowl and put it away, sat down on the edge of the bed again, and said in a deep voice: "Let's talk, okay?"
Jing He didn't speak, nor did he open his eyes, but his long eyelashes trembled even more.
"I've asked someone to help find a house, and I guess it will be settled soon." Huo Beixuan didn't care about her cold and resistant reaction, and said in a low and clear voice: "When you are discharged from the hospital, we will move to a new home and not go back to the Mu family villa on the shore of Moon Bay Lake." ”
Jing He's beautiful eyebrows were clearly and visibly wrinkled, but there was still no response.
Huo Beixuan understood that she was actually listening attentively.
After a slight pause, his voice softened, revealing a hint of obvious tenderness: "I just went to the nursery to see our daughter. She grew up a little bit more, and the nurse said that it might not be a month before she could come out of the incubator......"
"That's not my daughter!" Jing He interrupted him, Huo Ran opened his eyes, his face was excited, and his voice was hoarse: "Don't say this again!" I don't want to hear it! She's just your child alone! Not mine! ”
"Jinghe, why do you deceive yourself?" Huo Beixuan sighed deeply, and said to her bitterly and patiently: "You used to like the child so much, look forward to her arrival so much, and even fight with me at the cost of your life in order to keep her, have you forgotten?" ”
Jing He bit his lip and didn't say a word, his chest rose and fell violently, and his eyes were obviously red.
Yes, how could she forget? How much grievances did she suffer for this child? How much suffering have you endured?
She will never forget that when she first found out that she had this child, she secretly hid the report of the examination results in the hospital, and did not dare to let Huo Beixuan know.
But because she reacted strongly during pregnancy, she was discovered by Huo Beixuan almost immediately.
At that time, Huo Beixuan grabbed her wrist and was about to take her to the hospital to beat her. It was she who fought to the death hysterically, saying that if the child was killed, she would rather die, so Huo Beixuan did not insist on taking her to the hospital in the end.
Jing He still clearly remembers that that day, Huo Beixuan said words to her twice in a row with similar content.
The first sentence is: You can only regret it in the future!
The second sentence is: Hopefully, you will not regret it in the future.
Hehe, at that time, she couldn't understand why Huo Beixuan repeatedly emphasized to her that she should not regret having a child.
Now, when the truth of all the facts was so clearly and straightforwardly revealed in her mind, she suddenly realized that Huo Beixuan had already counted this day.
It turned out that she would really regret it......
yes, she regretted it.
The person she loves deeply in her soul is obviously Mu Lingkai, and she can only be Mu Lingkai.
In this life, she just wants to give birth to Brother Ling Kai's child, not to give birth to an inexplicable child with anyone else.
However, her brother Ling Kai has now married Xia Xiaoyou, and he is already a couple with other women.
What should she do? What should she do?
All her happiness and expectations have been destroyed, and they have all been completely wiped out. can only rely on Mu Lingkai to give her a little rare warmth in her spare time when she is not accompanying Xia Xiaoyou......
Jing He's thoughts were surging and fluctuating, and the more he thought about it, the more sad he became, and the tears finally couldn't hold back, and the big strings slid down silently.