Why can't 413?
The further back she went, the more rugged the road became, and collapses could be seen everywhere, Su Siqi walked slower and slower, carefully bypassing the landslide, and with a force under her feet, some mud slipped down and fell into the abyss, she patted her chest, pretending to be calm, Shen Mengqing ignored her, everything had to rely on herself, although it was the last trip full of sadness, she didn't want to really lose her life here.
As soon as she looked up, Shen Mengqing stood two meters away, looking at her expressionlessly, seeing that she was a little embarrassed, but she didn't mean to reach out to help.
Su Siqi lowered her eyes and walked forward cautiously, until she walked in front of him, and the man raised his feet and walked forward.
Although the backpack is not heavy, Su Siqi has not been walking for long like last time, she has no strength, her pace is getting slower and slower, Shen Mengqing is in front, walking for a while, waiting for a while, and waiting for her to approach before going forward. Later, probably losing patience, he simply took off her backpack and held it himself, reducing her burden to the lightest.
There was no weight on his back, Su Siqi felt a little lighter, and kept following him closely.
It was gray everywhere, the wind was very strong, she put her hat on, but she heard a strange sound mixed with the wind, she remembered what Shen Mengqing said when she came last time, she was a little scared, pulled his clothes, and asked in a low voice: "Did you hear any sound?" ”
The man looked down at her hand on his clothes, was silent, and heard Su Siqi say, "Could it be a wolf?" ”
He wanted to brush her hand away, but when he heard this, his slightly raised hand fell down again, and he ignored her and walked straight forward.
Su Siqi said to herself: "Anyway, if you want to eat, you will eat you first, you are stronger than me." ”
Shen Mengqing felt a thorn in his heart, and his lips tightened a little, for fear that he would reveal some kind of emotion in the next second.
The last time they came, Su Siqi said the same, but at that time they were holding hands and rejoicing with each other, not like the current atmosphere.
Su Siqi saw that the man didn't care about her pulling his clothes, and she was a little happy, so she walked silently for a while, and the outline of the peak fire platform in the distance appeared in sight, which was the place where they came to camp last time, remembering the warm and beautiful picture that had been, Su Siqi's nose was sour, she glanced at the man, and said a little coquettishly: "I'm tired." ”
The man turned his head to look at her, stopped, still putting his backpack on the floor for her to sit on, and stood aside to smoke.
Obviously the kettle was in the backpack, but Su Siqi called him: "I want to drink water." ”
The man was silent, came over and took the kettle to pour water for her, but this time Su Siqi finished drinking the water, he didn't continue to drink, directly covered the kettle and put it back in his backpack, returned to the place where he was standing, and continued to smoke.
Su Siqi didn't have anything to say, pointed to the peak fire platform in the distance and said, "Shen Mengqing, that's where we camped last time, right?" Will you be able to catch the sunset today? ”
Shen Mengqing looked at the peak fire platform in the distance, as if she heard a woman's scream of surprise in her ears, she was dressed bulkyly, but she jumped up like a light deer, shouting at the bright red and round sunset, her face was red by the wind, her eyes were shining, and her joyful appearance was simply moving......
"Shen Mengqing," Seeing that he seemed to be in a trance, Su Siqi called him again.
The man came back to his senses, his eyes still had a little tenderness in his eyes from the memories just now, and his voice was not as cold as usual: "Let's go." ”
Su Siqi was stunned for a moment, stood up, the man came over to get her backpack, and she hurriedly grabbed it in her hand: "It's not far away, I'll carry it myself." ”
The man was not reluctant, and walked forward, but found a thick branch on the side of the road for her to make a crutch.
The sky was getting darker and darker, and the gray and heavy elephants were about to be pressed down, and the mountains near and far were shrouded in twilight, and even the wind was like gray, raging and wandering among the mountains.
Little by little, slowly approaching, Su Siqi used both hands and feet, and finally climbed the peak fire platform.
The rivers and mountains in the twilight are so majestic and magnificent, and people are really too small in front of nature! Su Siqi opened her hand to her mouth and shouted loudly into the distance: "Yo ho-yo ho-"
If it was usual, Shen Mengqing would definitely say: "Don't bark, don't summon the wolf." ”
But now, he squatted silently on the ground and nailed the tent, without even looking at her.
Su Siqi shouted for a while, her heart was very comfortable, the cold wind was sucked into her stomach, and she felt that her internal organs were as clear as if they had been washed with water.
The resentment and sorrow in her stomach were all gone, and she looked back at the man with a soft gaze.
Shen Mengqing lowered his head to do things, noticed that the woman was looking at him, glanced up, but was hit by her soft gaze, he couldn't help but be stunned for a moment, and quickly lowered his head, but his heart beat uncontrollably.
Su Siqi walked over: "I'll help you." ”
"No, you don't." The man's tone was heavy.
Su Siqi ignored him, took a nail and knocked it on the ground, but he didn't pay attention, the hammer hit his finger, and she groaned in pain, the man walked over with an arrow, pulled her up, carefully checked her fingers, and found that there was nothing serious, he immediately let go, went back to do things, and said in a cold voice: "Take care of yourself, don't help." ”
Su Siqi rubbed her fingers, stepped aside, and looked at him silently.
The man turned his back to her and suddenly said, "Sunset." ”
Su Siqi hurriedly raised her head, and sure enough, a bright red sunset hung on the mountain, and the gray heaven and earth suddenly shone brightly because of its appearance!
Su Siqi looked at it without turning her eyes and sighed: It's so beautiful!
The last time I saw the sunset, it snowed, and the snow scene at dusk was simply beautiful, and she was amazed by how much better it would be if it could snow this time!
However, this is just winter, the time is still early, and there has not been a single snow in Bei'an, so it is estimated that it is impossible.
She watched the red sun slowly fall between the two mountains, and the red light in the sky was its curvy skirt, sweeping over the mountains and rivers little by little, like a thin veil covering the earth, and also shining on her.
Su Siqi watched with bated breath, her eyes did not turn clear, but she felt a slight coolness on her face, in the afterglow, the stars were dotted, fluttering one after another, she was stunned for a moment, as if she had used all her strength to jump up and shout: "It's snowing!" It's snowing! ”
Shen Mengqing, who had just tied up the tent, heard her shout, and as soon as he looked up, a light little snowflake fell on his face, which was probably the first snow since the beginning of winter, and it appeared in front of them so suddenly.
He stood up and looked at the woman who was jumping and jumping, and the picture in his memory gradually overlapped, the sunset had sunk, and the afterglow was reflected in her eyes, brilliant and beautiful.
She ran over and grabbed his arm and jumped and jumped: "It's snowing, it's snowing!" ”
He didn't push her away, just looked at her in a daze. I saw the smile on her face fade away.
She knew what he was thinking, because she was also recalling: under the beautiful dusk, on the snowy peak, their loveless kiss, letting the snowflakes fall gently on their heads, wishing that their heads would be white overnight, and such happiness was almost overflowing from their hearts.
But now that I think about it, all I have left is sourness.
She reached out to pick up the little snowflakes, and the cold little bit quickly turned into mist when she landed in her hand. She looked up at him and said word by word, "Remember?" You are here to say to me, Siqi, no matter what difficulties you encounter in the future, I hope you can be by my side, and we will face it together. Why can't it be done? ”
Her eyes were covered with a layer of mist, and if she shook it slightly, it would shake down.
Seeing her in such pain and helplessness, Shen Mengqing's heart was like a knife, but she just held her hand and didn't say a word.
"Why can't you do it?" Su Siqi screamed, tears fluttering, like crystal beads scattered.
Shen Mengqing only felt a huge pain in his heart, and he couldn't take care of it anymore, so he pulled her into his arms and hugged her tightly.
Falling into the warm and familiar embrace, Su Siqi cried even more, as if she had been greatly wronged, crying breathlessly, sometimes choking, and there was no sound for a long time.
The man's heart was like a knife, but he was helpless and powerless, just gently caressing her back one by one.
I can't forget you in this life, but if you want to forget me, you must forget me, don't be sad, don't be sad, and live a good life.
Su Siqi cried for a long time, suddenly raised her face to look at him, and said while crying: "The mountains are edgeless, the heaven and the earth are together, and only then can you dare to be with you." ”
Shen Mengqing's heart trembled, she couldn't help herself, this was the last time she answered him, she only thought it was funny at the time, but now she hears it, but it is sad and unbearable.
He looked at her in pain, tears slowly overflowing from his eyes, and they fell in a slight blink.
Su Siqi cried more and more, hot tears rolled down, wiped the man's tears with her fingers, and couldn't cry: "Why? Why are you driving me away......"
She stood on tiptoe to kiss him, but the man pressed her head into his arms and hugged her tightly. The voice was hoarse and hoarse: "No. ”
Su Siqi struggled and cried, "Why not? ”
Last time they could kiss in the snow at sunset, why not now? Obviously, he was also emotional, and obviously he was very reluctant to her!
The man didn't say anything, just hugged her tightly. His heart was filled with despair, which was like a pair of invisible hands clamping around his neck, almost suffocating him.
No, we can't do this, you are a sister, I am an elder brother, so it is unusual. So no!
The snow was falling heavier and heavier, and large snowflakes danced in the air, falling down like cotton wool, and soon they were covered with a thin layer of snow.
The sky was completely dark, and the two people who were hugging each other in the wind and snow seemed to freeze at this moment, motionless.
For a long time, Su Siqi didn't cry anymore, she felt a little cold, her nose itched badly, and she sneezed three times in a row, and the movement woke Shen Mengqing up, and she hurriedly let go of her hand and took her back to the tent to keep her warm. I took a small pot, went outside to fill a little clean snow, boiled a pot of hot water, and prepared for her to wipe her face.
Su Siqi silently watched him do all this, and suddenly asked, "Actually, you still love me, don't you?" ”
The man's hand froze, and he quickly became calm again, he didn't have a cold face like before, but just shook his head indifferently.
"Why don't you admit it?" Su Siqi looked at him: "Shen Mengqing, what are you hiding from me?" ”
The man placed the small stool in front of the stove and said, "Sit down here." ”
Su Siqi didn't move, he went over and forcibly pulled her to the fire and sat down, "Look at some water, don't spill it." Then he turned and walked out of the tent.
He still refused to say, but she couldn't be in a hurry, she didn't want to hurry, she already knew that the breakup was not from his sincerity, so she wouldn't give up.