Si Nian has never treated me as a monster from beginning to end, and I just want to stay by Si Nian's side.

Si Nian and I, is it really no way at all?

Shemales have different paths, and it's just for these four words, for these four words, I don't want anything, everything I do, but it's just to be by Si Nian's side.

But in this life, I still can't escape, they hurt my favorite Si Nian, but I can't do anything at all.

When I said this, I couldn't say anything. As for this life, it is just two people who are happy with each other, and they are torn apart alive, leaving only one to bear the pain of the other death.

Now, I can't do anything, and I've never felt so useless. I miss Si Nian very much, I miss him very much.

The abbot sighed lightly, "Donor, you are too obsessed. ”

I retorted to him, "If I'm not obsessed, why wait for a few lifetimes?" If I'm not obsessed, why should I become a demon? If I hadn't been obsessed, how could I end up like this now? I wanted to refute it, but the tears couldn't stop flowing, and I couldn't help it.

Obsession. This kind of thing runs through all my Si Nian's Si Nian, all of it, I just want to be by Si Nian's side.

In order to find Si Nian, I gave my eyes to the old king of Montenegro. In order to deceive the Heavenly Dao, I gave the Nine Successes to the Black Mountain Laojun. In the end, for the sake of Si Nian, I turned into human form.

It's just that Si Nian doesn't know about these things. I thought I'd have time to tell Si Nian all the truth, but now it seems that we have no future.

Shemales have different paths, shemales have different paths. Heaven doesn't allow it, I can't do it.

Even though this is the fifth life, I still lost on the "Shemale Different Path". The way of heaven cannot be violated, but the feelings can be violated. Heavenly Dao can control me, so that I can't be with Si Nian, but I can't stop me from thinking about his heart.

I miss him, I miss him, all the time, I miss him.

The abbot shook his head, went and brought me some water, and said, "Donor, wipe your tears." ”

I stayed in this temple and knelt in front of the Buddha every day when I was free. At first, the abbot would stop me, but later, he just sighed and looked at me kneeling in front of the Buddha.

How long did you kneel? I can't remember, I listened to the Buddha say, "That's it, little doll, that person has walked the path of immortals, and he will return to become an immortal in the next life." "I asked" then he ...... "I listened to the Buddha's words" will be born here, and you will break off the old things with you, and you will have nothing to do with it. ”

After that, no matter how I asked or how I spoke, I never heard the Buddha's words again.

I told the abbot everything, and the abbot finally sighed, "Then would you like to stay in the temple and just be a cook for us?" I said, "Yes." ”

If I have no future with Si Nian, then I think it is good that I can accompany him for a while in his last life. At least since I first met Si Nian, Si Nian has been everything to me.

Now that Si Nian has become an immortal person, I will protect him for a lifetime, reincarnate safely, and become an immortal as soon as possible.

And after this? I can't wait any longer, even if I'm dead, it doesn't matter. I'm only a year old, I have nothing but him, and I don't want anything.

Si Nian was picked up by the abbot and picked up on the day the abbot went out to practice. said that this child was too pitiful, and seeing that his mother couldn't afford to raise this child, he simply brought it back to the temple.

When the boy saw me, he stretched out his hand to me and asked me to hug him, and I took him to my heart, and when I saw him smiling softly, I almost burst into tears.

Si Nian, this is our last life, from now on, from now on, the demons have different paths, the demons have different paths, we ...... We......

This life is over, and we are over.

I stayed in the temple, and I didn't even use my mana to maintain my appearance, so that my appearance grew old on its own. Every day, I cooked some food for the few monks in the temple, and I also planted some vegetables near the temple, and my life was like this.

Si Nian was brought by me, when he was very young, Si Nian was the most clingy, if I was not by his side for a day, he would cry, and even when I went to cook, he had to stay by my side, calling me, otherwise I would have to cry.

Actually, I'm not from the temple, but Si Nian called me "Aunt Gui Yao." ”

He doesn't remember what happened to us, he is now in the Immortal Dao, I took care of her growing up, and it is only natural for him to call me my aunt. It's just that I'm a little frustrated when I hear it. In the last life, I couldn't protect Si Nian, so in this life, I have to accompany him well.

Si Nian slowly grew up and began to be sensible. I often ask me, "My aunt is obviously a daughter, how did she come to this temple?" Doesn't Buddhism accept women? ”

I was amused, touched his nose and said, "I'm not your aunt, I don't keep saying it, am I not my aunt?" I'm just an idler who came to the temple to eat and make you some food in return. ”

Si Nian agreed, and asked me from time to time, "Why doesn't my aunt have a son and a half daughter?" Does my aunt have a sweetheart? I tried to give him two blows, but he smiled and walked away.

Every time I listen to these words, I always feel sad at first and shed a tear or two, but later I get used to it. Since I can't hold this person, let go of my hand. It's just that it's lightweight, where is it so easy to let go of your hand?

Later, Si Nian became an immortal, and when he left, he called me, "Senior Aunt, live well." ”

But you're gone, how can I survive?

The abbot is already old, and when he looks at me, he just sighs, "Is the donor really or can't let go?" I said, "I can't put it down, I can't let go of the abbot." I chased this person this is the sixth life, if I could let go, I wouldn't have chased this sixth life in the first place, I would have been an ordinary fox, and I would have been reincarnated a long time ago. ”

"And why do you have to suffer all this?"

Seeing that he couldn't be persuaded anymore, the abbot just shook his head in the end, sighed and said nothing.

Si Nian is gone, and my life should be over.

I walked in front of the Buddha and spit out the inner dan, knelt down in front of the Buddha, as if I had just come to the temple, and finally crushed the inner dan.

I understood Huanhuan's despair at that time, I was entangled with Si Nian for the sixth world, after all, I still couldn't resist the way of heaven and the different ways of the shemales, I lost, I lost completely.

But I don't care about winning or losing for a long time, and if I did, I wouldn't be like this now. All I know is my fate, and that's all I have to say. Even if I miss that person in my heart anymore, he can't remember me, and everything for us is over.

Si Nian, I can't find you.

Finally the wind blew and blew me away.