Chapter 13: The Lost Youth
On September 1, 2018, the entrance of Jiaotong University was still so lively, with a sunny smile on the immature faces.
It's just that many things can never go back, just like I can never go back to this alma mater to study.
Jian Muyan parked the car in the parking lot at the door, walked to the four big characters "Jiaotong University", took a photo with them, then opened WeChat, posted a circle of friends, and then opened the address book, slid the screen, slid to the name of "Li Dasha", opened the chat interface, and sent: "Fool, I'm back to Jiaotong University!" ”
I went back to the address book and flipped to a blank avatar without any notes, paused, opened the chat interface, and typed: "I miss you!" I'm back to see you! I suddenly smiled bitterly in my heart, it's gone, everything is gone, what's the use of sending it over? has been sending messages for four years in a row, and has never received any reply, and Jian Muyan knows in his heart that there will be no more reply, but he still closed his eyes and clicked the send button ruthlessly.
Jian Muyan walked to the pillar at the school gate and saw a girl standing at the school gate, with a suitcase in front of her, calling someone to answer it...... Jian Muyan suddenly remembered the day when the university opened six years ago, and she was stunned and fell into memories in a trance......
In 2012, September was fruity, the sky was clear, the sun shone on Jian Muyan's cheeks through the car window, Jian Muyan sat in the taxi with the admission letter and information folder of Jiao Tong University in her hand, and after arriving at the destination, Jian Muyan got out of the car, took off the suitcase from the trunk, and dialed Jian Huayan's mobile phone number.
"Hey! Elder brother! Where are you? I'm at the school gate, why can't I see you! Jian Muyan shielded the dazzling sunlight with her hands while looking for her brother's figure from the crowd.
"Mu Yan, I have something to do here, I'll come over soon, you wait a minute......"
Jian Muyan stood at the gate of the school alone with her suitcase, looking at the big words "Jiaotong University", she was finally admitted to the university of her dreams, and suddenly felt that she was not as bad as she imagined, at least, the dream of high school came true, and what about college? Jian Muyan is still very confused at the moment, but this is normal, after a while, maybe he will have a direction.
"Mu Yan!"
Jian Muyan turned around and saw her brother running panting, followed by two boys.
"Mu Yan! I just had something to do, so I'm a little late, let me introduce you, these are my two roommates, Feng Yi and Zhang Xiaoshuai! Jian Huayan introduced as she casually pulled the luggage in Jian Muyan's hand.
"Hello senior!" Jian Muyan greeted the two politely.
One of the boys squinted his small eyes, although his eyes were not big, but he was embarrassed, his skin was a little dark, but he had a very healthy complexion, and at a glance he knew that he was a person who exercised regularly, his name was Feng Yi.
"Hello schoolgirl! Jane, you're too much, your own face is a scourge to your brothers being single, and even your sister is so beautiful! Feng Yi pretended to complain.
"Hahaha, you're going to be a sycophant! Hello schoolgirl! A boy who was not too tall and wore glasses on the side also greeted Jian Muyan politely, from the appearance that he was wearing headphones and dressed more fashionably, it could be seen that he should be a literary young man, who likes music, his name is Zhang Xiaoshuai.
The four of them walked into the campus together, Jian Muyan was completely shocked by the beauty of Jiaotong University, the campus was full of fragrance, and the cheeks were kissed by the breeze along the way, due to the age, the campus is full of lush towering trees, and the September sun is still a little poisonous, but walking on the campus path is like entering a secret forest park, which makes people feel refreshed and refreshed.
"In front of us is our School of Electronic Science and Engineering, and your School of Chemical Engineering and Technology is in the building behind you, Mu Yan, why don't you choose a college with Hua Yan? In this way, we can meet every day, and we can take care of each other......" Feng Yi has been "talking" to Jian Muyan along the way.
"Because...... My high school homeroom teacher taught chemistry, and I prefer chemistry to physics...... "Jian Muyan explained, in fact, what she wants to learn most may not be science and engineering, but since she has chosen this path, she has to go on, and she found that she actually prefers chemistry.
"The campus is very large, I'll take you to visit it carefully when I have time, you are the 520 dormitory of Building 15, right? Let's cross this road and turn right and you will see the student dormitory. Jian Huayan said to Jian Muyan while holding Jian Muyan's luggage with a different hand.
"Huh? Isn't that Jian Huayan? Why did he come to the girls' dormitory? ”
"Wow! So handsome! ”
"Male god!"
"Who's that girl next to her? It can't be his girlfriend! ”
Jian Muyan felt like a big star all the way along, Ao! Wrong! It's Jian Huayan, and everyone is looking forward to it! She grew up with the brother who "holds the moon with the stars" around her, and she knows best what kind of person this brother who usually enters her sister's room without knocking on the door, and from time to time makes schemes to "blackmail" her sister and bully her "weak" girl, I really don't know how these girls are like "blind"!
Jian Muyan was depressed for a while, but, in all fairness, after removing all the shortcomings he thought about just now, his brother is still very good, and his brother is so good, as a younger sister, he will definitely not be too bad!
"It's coming, it's coming! Fast! Coming......" Feng Yi suddenly excitedly dragged Zhang Xiaoshuai beside him, Jian Muyan turned his head to look at Zhang Xiaoshuai, Zhang Xiaoshuai, who had always been calm and more "serious", was speechless with excitement, Jian Muyan followed the sight of two people who were already at a loss with excitement, and saw that not far ahead, there was a girl wearing an elegant retro dress walking over, with long black hair moving with the wind, a standard awl-shaped star face, the whole body was full of youthful publicity and beauty, and the elegant and delicate makeup was indeed a pure beauty that seduced the soul! And the gestures give people a sense of being able and neat.
Jian Muyan felt that she was about to be stunned by a girl, and the girl walked up to Jian Huayan and greeted her generously.
"Hello! Jian Huayan, this is for elementary school girls! The girl said with a smile.
"Uh-huh, what about you? Shouldn't it be busier today? Many people in your student union receive new students at the school gate, how can you have time here? Jian Huayan replied.
"I'm also very busy, I just received a science champion from your No. 1 middle school, named Liang Chenyi, who should be your junior from No. 1 middle school! Also my cousin. ”
"Well, I know each other, but I don't know each other well, Liang Chenyi and my sister are classmates, this is my sister! Jian Muyan, she and Liang Chenyi were at the same table when she was in middle school, and now she is a freshman in your chemical engineering institute. Jian Huayan introduced to the girl.
"What a coincidence! Hello senior sister, my name is Li Xinyi, I am also from the Institute of Chemical Engineering, and I will be the same department in the future. Li Xinyi generously introduced herself to Jian Muyan.
"Hello senior sister!" Jian Muyan responded happily.
"You and Chen Yi are at the same table, Chen Yi chose the Electrical Engineering Institute, you came to the Chemical Engineering Institute, but they are all in the same school, and we can often make appointments in the future."
"Then you guys get busy first, I'll go to work first! Bye! Li Xinyi left.
At this time, Feng Yi and Zhang Xiaoshuai had not come back to their senses.
"Hey! I can't hold it, my goddess of coldness! What I like the most is that when she was in military training back then, she was at the forefront of Fangzheng, that heroic posture, that radiant, and that ......" Feng Yi is about to start dreaming again.
"Alright, alright! Let's go! Zhang Xiaoshuai dragged Feng Yi, who kept looking at the direction of Li Xinyi's departure in the rear.
"She turned out to be related to Liang Chenyi's kid! She is the president of the student union of your Institute of Chemical Engineering! Jian Huayan explained to Jian Muyan, who was still a little confused.
Jian Muyan's impression of Li Xinyi when she first met was: generous and decent, casual personality, and beautiful.
When Jian Muyan found her dormitory, she found that there were already two girls coming, one was petite, wearing round-framed eyes, with a round face, and a cute girl who was the first to greet Jian Muyan, her name was Li Yu, and the other girl was busy cleaning up the bed, and she also turned around to greet Jian Muyan, her name was Liu Mansi, she was sweet and lovely, and she was also a beautiful embryo.
On the night of admission, Jian Muyan lay on the bed in the new dormitory, insomnia, and couldn't sleep. On a new day, I met two roommates, met my brother's roommate, and recognized Liang Chenyi's cousin...... Liang Chenyi...... This should be sleeping......
At two o'clock in the morning, Jian Muyan really couldn't hold back, but still turned on her phone, found Liang Chenyi's name and sent it to him: "Have you packed it up?" Are you still used to living in a dormitory? ”
"Get used to it, everything is fine, see you tomorrow in military training, go to bed early, don't stay up late!" It feels so good to be returned in seconds, Jian Muyan thought to herself, she suddenly became sleepy, so she fell asleep when she turned her head......
Jian Muyan's mobile phone, who was standing at the door of the 520 dormitory, suddenly rang, Jian Muyan woke up from the memories and sighed, in the four years of living here, there are still many memories that are difficult to let go, even if some of them are so painful.
"Mu Yan! Are you really going back to your alma mater? Have you gone to our 520 to have a look? I miss the days when we slept head-to-head, and I often chatted until late at night, and I really miss it, by the way, do you have ...... Contact Liu Mansi again? And also...... That man ......"
Jian Muyan suddenly felt a pain somewhere in her heart, and she thought she had forgotten, but only she knew what she was thinking best, that person...... I lost him, and he had been in her world for four years......
As for Liu Mansi...... In the end, they all disappeared from her world, and there was no news from the time she graduated and decided to go to Shanghai, maybe their lives will not intersect in the future.
"I haven't seen it, how can I meet again in a world that has not intersected, I hope that all the previous memories of pain, I think they should forget, forget the best, at least everyone is not living with pain." Jian Muyan replied to the message to Li Fool.
She looked up at the window of the hallway next to dormitory 520, what an interesting dormitory name, and when she first saw her dormitory number, she also felt that it was an auspicious and lucky number.
520! I love you!
Hehe, four years have passed, I don't know if he is still doing well? The heavy rain that year washed away all her illusions of being loved, and also made her completely out of the same dimension as his life, and I am afraid that she will never see her again in this life. It's just that I hope he doesn't have so much hatred, at least, even if it's ...... It's better not to remember her at all, at least it's better than hate!