I went to look for her early that morning, and the door was open, and I saw her crouching on the ground, and I squatted on the ground, right next to her.

Probably she was so focused that she didn't even notice that I was squatting together for a while. I watched as some small ants moved around the room, as if they were moving. I whispered, "So you're watching the ants move?" ”

She was startled, turned her head, and I looked at her and smiled, "Grandma allowed me to rest today, let's go out and play?" ”

I watched her scratch her head in annoyance, complaining and muttering, "Why didn't you tell me earlier?" So we can play a little longer. ”

She hurriedly grabbed my hand and said to me, "Then I'll take you to the back mountain!" There is a river in the back mountain, and there is a small fish in it, which looks particularly beautiful! ”

She just ran with me all the way, and I watched her ponytail float up and down, jumping and jumping, and suddenly I felt guilty.

How long has it been since I've come to play with her that she cares so much about the little time I spend squatting next to her? Do you want to run all the way from here to the back mountain?

As I ran, I asked, "Then are you afraid of suffering after taking medicine recently?" ”

She stopped, and then asked me instead, "Chaoyang knows that I am a poisoner, right?" I nodded, and she said, "I took the medicine but it didn't show any signs of improvement, but it became more uncomfortable, so Grandma Tang didn't let me take the medicine." She stared at me with a dissatisfied, "I always feel that Grandma Tang is pitying me." ”

I touched her head and rubbed it vigorously a few times, "Don't worry, grandma cares about you, not pity you." Let's go, aren't you going to take me to see the river in the back mountains? ”

The Tang Gate is halfway up the mountain, and the back mountain is close to the top of the mountain.

In the forest, only a little sunlight shines, and when you breathe hard, it is the smell of mountain plants, gently. She took me on the mountain road, stepping on the bluestone slabs, and said as she went, "Walk a little longer, and we will be there, and this road will go all the way to the river, and we will not get our clothes dirty." ”

I walked with her on the bluestone slab, and the footsteps followed the sound of "stepping" and "stepping", and listened to the sound of "knowing" and "knowing" along the way, and the whole mountain forest was full of summer atmosphere. I asked her, "You come here every day?" ”

She turned to look at me and smiled and said, "Hmm! I come here every day when you're busy! ”

Her eyes were crooked when she laughed, and the dappled sunlight sprinkled on her made her a little dazzling, but she felt even more guilty in her heart.

As we walked through the jungle, the sun suddenly became stronger. When I opened my eyes again, I saw her smiling and pointing to the front and saying, "Look at the front is beautiful!" ”

I've been in Tangmen for so long, and I've never found such a beautiful place in the back. It is a very small waterfall, and the water on the mountain is slowly left, and there are some stone slabs on a river that is not very wide, and you can step on the stone slabs to cross the river. On the opposite side is a small dilapidated house.

I let her take my hand and run to the river to squat, and she proudly said to me, "Chaoyang, I tell you, I have been feeding that fish!" As soon as it sees me, it will come over, believe it or not! ”

Actually, I believed it, but looking at her proud face, I said, "Then you call it?" ”

She let go of my hand, her little nose wrinkled, and she stepped on the stone slab, and it didn't take long for a fish to swim over. It is a very beautiful fish, probably because it is wild, it looks petite, different from the general black scales, the fish scales are dark purple, and they look extraordinarily gorgeous under the sun.

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She stood on the slate and laughed, and squatted on the slate and muttered something, and I sat on the spot with a fan and fanned the wind, and she turned her head and grimaced at me, and smiled and said, "Look! I said I'll come as soon as you see me! ”

I laughed, "yes, it's coming." You're amazing! ”

She crouched on the stone slab and laughed, looking down at the fish and smiling. I looked at her reflection on the water and smiled beautifully, like a crescent moon reflected on the water.

It was probably the little fish who saw that she didn't bring anything to eat, jumped around her and swam away. She was not upset, so she stood in front of the first stone slab and held out her hand to me, "Rise to the sun!" Let's go play on the other side! ”

When I got up, she took me by the hand and stepped across the river, pointed to the dilapidated hut and said, "It's a nice place here, and when I'm old, I'll want to live in that hut too." ”

I pinched her nose, and she screamed, and then let go of her hand, and I said, "But we have to fix it, this little house is dilapidated and uninhabitable." ”

She seemed to think for a long time, and then bumped into me with a smile, "Then if I live here in the future, won't we be very close?" Then you can play with me when you're not busy. ”

"Yes, but you have to convince your master and grandmother first." I looked at her, and I wanted to say, no matter what you want, you have to live.

I have consulted a lot of information, and the Tang Sect started with poison, and there are many records of poison. I've looked through all the documented poisons, and none of them have survived, mostly in their youth.

Maybe it's too early to think about this, she's just a cute girl with a smile right now, but it's easy to get sad at the thought that she might have no future. In fact, she deserves a better life.

We stayed in the back mountain for a while, and when we finally left, it was already evening.

The forest is dark and oppressive, and most of the little girls are afraid of the dark, and she is no exception. Just holding my hand and going down, I sent her home, and when she lit the lamp, there were a lot of books in the room, and there were traces of turning them when you looked closely.

I took out a copy and looked at it, and it recorded a lot of symptoms of poison. I glanced at it cursoryly, and at the end of the page, it read, "Poison body, about twenty years old, will explode once, if you carry it, it will not break out again." ”

I don't even dare to think about what would have happened if I hadn't carried it. The answer is too obvious, if you don't carry it, you will definitely die.

I put the book back in its place and left.

I went to the study hall of the Tang Gate, which had a lot of various collections, and I searched for a long time, and found a book written by a deceased poison body.

It is clearly recorded that the poison body will usher in a toxin explosion in the body when it is about twenty years old, and the only way so far is to take the same toxin, and the two toxins can restrain each other in order to crack the poison body toxin explosion. However, the chance is less than one percent, and the two toxins may usher in a more intense toxin outbreak.

There is no way, there seems to be no way at all.

I put the book back and saw my grandmother sitting next to me. Grandma asked, "Chaoyang, do you see it?" I replied, "I see." ”

Grandma touched my head and said softly, "If you understand, you have to think clearly, if the Hunan sister dies, what kind of pain you will experience." If you haven't thought about it, then you shouldn't bother her anymore, Chaoyang, do you understand? Sooner or later, she will leave you. ”

Actually, I thought about it, and it didn't seem like it would be impossible to leave her now. But every time I went to see her, even if I hadn't seen her for a long time, she still smiled at me, her eyes narrowed like a crescent moon, and then she ran to me happily, "Chaoyang, you're here!" Let's go out and have fun! ”

I don't think I can do that.