Li Yan seemed to have made a lot of determination, and took a deep breath before continuing to speak, "I don't mean that I don't trust you, I trust you very much, because...... There's nothing good about it, I just trust you. However, I don't have much confidence in myself...... I don't know how many men you will meet better than me every day in the future, and I don't know that I don't have the strength to make your eyes stop taking your eyes off me, this is ...... It's all my problem, that's why I'm jealous, even though Wen Yu is my friend. ”

After finishing speaking, Li Yan breathed a sigh of relief, he glanced at Chaolu who looked a little stunned on the other side, said it, and finally said it, he has never been particularly confident in himself, although he has also heard other people's evaluations of himself, "Fresh clothes and angry horses", "God of War", ...... There is an endless stream of all kinds of perfect beings, but those are just passing clouds, and now, after really being with Chaolu, the doubt and uncertainty in his heart ran out, will Chaolu always be with him? They are in love, there is no doubt about it, but Li Yan, who has lived in the palace for so many years, does not know how long a true love should last for a long time.

He knew that his love would never expire, but he didn't dare to ask Chaolu, she was so good, so capable, so beautiful, Li Yan was sure that no man could not be moved in the face of Chaolu, the former "God of War" could still claim that he had no attractive woman, but now he can't, he fell from the throne, and he fell in love with an excellent woman - called Chaolu.

Morning dew, morning dew, how pleasant is this name? He couldn't help but smile when he heard it, he never denied that there was a real demon hidden in his heart, he had been in the palace for so long, and he was more or less contaminated with the devil there, but as long as Chaolu was by his side, he felt that everything was nothing, and the best way to deal with the past was to let them pass like that.

He suddenly remembered what his mother had said to him when he was young, and his mother called him, "Yan'er, we are not afraid, in the future, you will definitely meet a woman who loves you wholeheartedly, as long as you are by her side, you can feel the beauty of this world." ”

At that time, Xiao Li Yan's mind was full of questions, he didn't know why his mother could still have such big illusions about the word "love" after experiencing everything in the harem? Yes, he originally thought that his mother's words were just "fantasy", and the so-called fantasy was fake, Li Yan didn't believe it.

Li Yan doesn't believe that there will be such feelings in this world, jokes, how can it be? Similarly, Li Yan doesn't believe that there will be a person in this world who will be willing to love him...... He was too unbearable.

Li Yan didn't hesitate, before being with Chaolu, for him, Chaolu was too beautiful, just like the sun in winter, it could always bring him light and warmth, but a part of himself was destined to be evil, and sometimes even he couldn't control that thought, the idea that he was tired of this world and wanted to take revenge on everyone.

But it is precisely because the morning dew is so beautiful that he is reluctant to let go, and if he lets go, he doesn't know what he will become.

He has been trying his best to restrain his feelings, but he didn't expect Chaolu to take the initiative to send it to the door in the end, so cute and brave to tell him his friendship, just in that moment, he understood what his mother's words in person meant, it turns out that there is really such a person in the world.

Will love someone unreservedly, just because of the existence of Chaolu, he also feels that this world is beautiful, his sky suddenly brightened, as if it was once covered by a layer of heavy dust, the appearance of Chaolu, washed his world clean, not a little dirty left.

How can this person fall in love with him? How do you want to? Li Yan couldn't figure it out.

Chaolu couldn't figure it out, she couldn't figure out what Li Yan's so smart head was thinking? He is actually not confident in himself, let this sentence out, so many children of families in the capital don't want to live, okay!?

But looking at Li Yan's obviously depressed mood, Chao Lu's chest was filled with a dull pain, how could her hero be filed like this? How much pain did the once high-spirited teenager go through before he finally became this picture of no self-confidence?

She was tormented by his pain, by his heartache, by all that had made him suffer! But in the end, I couldn't hold back my red eyes.

"Don't be unconfident, I liked you first, I will always like you, you don't have to be unconfident, Li Yan."

Li Yan raised his head under Chaolu's voice, and when he looked at each other, he found her red eyes, and he felt uncomfortable in his heart, blaming himself for not mentioning these things and making his lover uncomfortable, "Don't be uncomfortable, I think you're too good, so I'm always wondering, why are you willing to be with me?" ”

Chaolu is also grateful to Li Yan and is willing to tell her all this, if it wasn't an accident today, she would probably not hear Li Yan say such a thing until she died, she was too painful, she loved Li Yan so much, so it was even more painful.

Finally, I couldn't help it, and the tears still fell heavily.

Li Yan didn't know what to do, he was so big and squatted in front of Chaolu like that, "Good - don't cry, don't be sad, it's nothing, if you don't like it, I won't say it again next time, okay?" Don't cry, baby—"

Li Yan blurted out a baby to stop Chaolu's tears, he was shocked, he didn't expect Li Yan to call her "baby" so seriously, but shyness is one thing, and things still have to be solved.

Li Yan was anxious, completely unaware of what he had just called Chaolu, but he noticed that after saying that, he really stopped crying, and secretly remembered in his heart that Chaolu didn't like him to mention these things, so he still shouldn't mention it in the future.

"You know, I just felt sad, why did I feel sad?" Chaolu looked at Li Yan who was shrinking in front of her with tears in her eyes.

But Li Yan just wanted to break his head and didn't know why, "...... Because you don't like me to mention the old things? ”

"Stupid!" Chaolu scolded mercilessly, why is Li Yan so unenlightened?

After being scolded, Li Yan did not refute, but lowered his head in shame, which made Chaolu even more angry, when did her general become like this?

"It's not really that you're stupid, it's just that you always take my joking words as if I really scolded you, that's why you say you're stupid, I like you, not really scolding you!"

Li Yan heard this sentence clearly, and for a moment the whole person was filled with a pleasant atmosphere, "I understand this." ”

"Li Yan, do you know? You are my general, you are so powerful, how can you not have confidence in yourself? I love you, so I feel sorry for you. ”